Joe

12:46am: im back
lol fucked up the times on my journal but erica helped me and now im updating this again...

lindsay and casey went back out and now she dont want me in her life not even friends fuck that shit..

well today dan scott and marc came ova..dan told me im not sxe cuz i drink pop and pop has caffeine and its an addictive drug so i guess im not sxe...scotts party is wednesday...eyah im going 2 that now fuck it im guna drnik to get things off my mind..

asked erica to chill at the mall for thrusday and now she dont wanna .....wha can i say


dad with his gay new g/f fuck that shit i seriously hate my life

me and molly started talking again cuz shes totally kool

well im out.....fuck off eevry1

6:33pm: hello.

well alot has happened lately...tuesday was the last day of school..i failed MATH,GLOBAL,AND Gym o well rite.well ive learned that all my friends well not really anymore..WEll they all talk behind my back.which is pathetic but i dont need them.Matt lied about something and i kno it stupid 2 be mad about but im mad i dont care if its ova the smallest thing its caled trust...and now he hates me...then anthony lied to me so i got mad at him and he said i annoyed him so now he hates me2...he wanted 2 hit me and i was guna let him but ia int fighting back..Lauren hates me shes prolly guna get every1 else 2 hate me.SO what i dont need any of those people if they wanna hate go ahead....today which is wendesday i sat on the computer...then nicole and shirley wanted me 2 go hang out with them so we walked around for awhile then we decide to go to kadis and we got her then we walked to alberts.but he wasnt home so we went to go get this porno book that shirler found and we sat their looking atporn on the street..we threw all the papers on the ground which was funny then we took this picture that had like a 55yr old guy fuckeing like a 15yr me n shirley went to alberts house with the pic and knocked on the door and jsut left the picture their...albers dad is JAMACAN.well got home and watched tv then went online and sarah my friend told mee 2 update this so i did

12:03pm: SXE
Well hello my fellow americans


friday-just another boring day i didnt do shit

saturday-skated all day long like everywere..then matty came ova that night and me him and joe went to go to some girls house at 80th and buffalo avenue...yea you can say we got lost..BECAUSE WE DID.....it was not worth it im sorry 2 say..got home at 3 in the mroning and went to sleep...


NOW ITS SUNDAY--today i talk online,clean my room.do my global project.study for bio...or atleast try 2

10:50pm: changing point
today i relzied alot...That im guna turn sxe.and those r my decisions..Drugs for me are pointless because a coulpe yrs ago my friend bret got high and was fooling around wit his stoner friends while being high he was ontop of a slide he fell off and hit the swing and it raped around his neck,...thats why i chose not 2 do drugs...alchol..its so pointless i mean why drink alchol it dont do shit for u..and sex...i will have sex but not intil im with someone i love alot...i aint guna catch any std...

Lindsay and chasey broke up im sorry lindsay
tina and me r geting along


2day in lunch i put a browne in the microwave for 6mins and it was great smoke n smelll matt got 3 days of lunch detention for it which is pointless cuz theirs 2days left of skool...

that was my dad so bye

6:19pm: SO0
I try 2 be happy i try 2 put a smile on my face..but sumtin u fucks it up...well 2day was like another day of exams and shit...i got my hair cut yesterday finally.i wanna get my permit tommaorw but me and my dad got in a argument today...he walked into theliving room and had a carton of empty ciggarettes and asked why i toook the last 1 i was like wtf r u saying ur dumb if u think i smoke and hes like well ur brther said he had 1 pac left and u were the only 1 home and i was like fuckeing got get ur head checked cuz ur sucha retard fior thinking that and hes all like lets not talk and i was like w./e and put on my headphones..i duno what 2 rite..i give up on trying 2 call erica and shit cuz its pointless im done wit it all.....well i helped nikki today...cuz shes my g and needs my help...i tryed to help alyssa but she went off on me for trying 2 help i give up on everyting....lauren hates me cuz i dont talk 2 her she never trys to talk 2 me but i always try 2 talk 2 her..w/e im fuckeing done with this shiot

7:23pm: eek
YA bitches whats sup?o ya i got a 68 on my fucking global yah bitch...well my brothers moving out so im guna get his room so fuck yah......well hmm it ryed to talk 2 erica 2day but shes all like no 4 get bout joe....HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE..i got the story of the year cd from jonny boi.......well im out bye

7:23pm: eek
YA bitches whats sup?o ya i got a 68 on my fucking global yah bitch...well my brothers moving out so im guna get his room so fuck yah......well hmm it ryed to talk 2 erica 2day but shes all like no 4 get bout joe....HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE..i got the story of the year cd from jonny boi.......well im out bye

7:23pm: eek
YA bitches whats sup?o ya i got a 68 on my fucking global yah bitch...well my brothers moving out so im guna get his room so fuck yah......well hmm it ryed to talk 2 erica 2day but shes all like no 4 get bout joe....HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE..i got the story of the year cd from jonny boi.......well im out bye

7:38pm: Weekend
FRiday-home alone then joe came ova and we hung out and then scott wanted 2 come ova we tryed to get alchol but we couldnt.around 2:00 scott left and we went to sleep

saturday-went to youngstown for my cousins.broke my skateboard fuck that.rode bikes for about 8 miles away came home...had a bomb fire..my cousin let me and joe drink so it was good

sunday-came home from youngstown and talked online.erica called me and me n her went to the mall and talked and walked them we walked to media play played sum video games ...it was fun..i walked her home to 91st street then i walked home and i stoped at burger king got sum food then jon morris rode his bike by thank god cuz he rode me home so i was happy...

weird weekend..it was fun....

9:27pm: o wat fun
2day was a typical day in skool.besides mrs.renda bitching at me for geting a 0 on the exam..matt came home on my bus and we went to danielles game..i think i messed up my ankle...nice day huh well im out bye..o ya matts sleeping ova

7:17pm: Well 2day was ok....me n tina didnt talk at all 1st period..so i was like ok wahtever...3rd period i didnt do my bio papers urgh.....in lunch sumtin weird happened but i cant tell any1 cuz i dnt want any shit....me n tina talked alot after lunch and everythings going good..came home and hung out..broke the door 2 my room....skated the 4 and did it now im at home...so bye

8:17pm: Another day
Today was a typical day in skool..last night i aske dout tina and she said shell give me a answer in a few days..then 2day after skool she told me she wants 2 go out with will...so u kno im heartbroken..i knew she was guna do this..well me n my frined were sitting at my comp and we put wax all ova my hand it didnt hurt much so we lit a lighter on fire and put it up against my hand now i got a burn mark...pretty bad....then went backs kateing and my barron broke so i came home- i hope will and tina r happy 2 gether...

9:12pm: Today
Today was pretty boring....indeed it was..i talked online all day....then i talked to tina and we talked and is aid sorry for being an ass and shit....i asked her out uh oh and she said shell tell me da answer in a couple days..i dnt think welll date tho.........so then i went out 2 eat at chinnese talked wit my dad bout geting a tattooo and he said i prolly b able 2 get 1 so thats kool...i got a new cd player and got home and talked online.....and that leads me 2 now so bye

12:46pm: survey
current clothing: jeans socks boxers pants t-shirt and hoodie
current mood: bored
current taste: pepsi
current hair: messy
current annoyance: my sister and her friend
current smell: chockale ice cream
current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
current jewelry: none
current book: me read...ahahahha
current refreshment: pepsi
current worry: tina not going out wit me
current crush: tina
current favorite celebrity: whoevers funny
current longing: to skateboard
current music: 12 stones
current wish: 2 be rich
current lyric in your head: once again by slick shoes
current makeup (if you're a girl!): ii aint
current undergarments: boxers
current regret: that i was an ass 2 tina
current desktop picture: fata
current plans for tonight/weekend: maybe hanging out with danielle
current cuss word du jour: i dont swear
current disappointment: my parents
current amusement: takin this survey
current IM/person you're talking to: megan and matty
current love:
current obsession: skatebording
current avoidance: i ont know
current thing or things on your wall: skateboardin pictures, band pictures
current favorite book: me read ahhaha HATCHET
current favorite movie: SLC Punk


· × · I N F O R M A T I O N · × ·
Name: Joe
Single or taken: single
Sex: i have a penis
Birthday: 2-25-88
Sign: picies
Siblings: brother and sister amanda and jon
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'3

· × · R E L A T I O N S H I P S · × ·
Who are your best friends?: , matt, anthony,lindsay
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope

· × · F A S H I O N | S T U F F · × ·
Where is your favorite place to shop: interpunk
Any tattoos or piercings: no..but im guna get sum

· × · S P E C I F I C S · × ·
Do you do drugs?: no
What kind of shampoo do you use?: whats in my bathroom
What are you most scared of?:i dont know
What are you listening to right now? televison
Who is the last person that called you?: tina
Where do you want to get married?: a church
How many buddies are online right now?: 21 but most of emr away
What would you change about yourself?: me being hotter

· × · F A V O R I T E S · × ·
Color: red
Food: lucky charms.ribs
Boys names: Joe
Girls names: i duno
Subjects in school: study hall
Animals: dog,cat,birds

· × · H A V E | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Given anyone a bath?: my dog
Bungee jumped?: no
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: indeed
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Cried when someone died?: yep
Lied: yea
Fallen for your best friend?: no they are guys
Been rejected?: yes
Rejected someone?: yes
Used someone?: to jump on sum1s trampline when i ws 10
Done something you regret: hellz yah



· × · L A S T | P E R S O N · × ·
Hugged: my aunt
You imed: matt
You yelled at:dad
You annoyed: duno

· × · A R E | Y O U · × ·
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: lol no
Insecure: kinda
Random: haha very
Hungry: yea
Smart: no
Moody: yes
Hard working: only when im makin money
Organized: nope

Healthy: i guess
Shy: sometimes
Difficult: sometimes
Attractive: i duno.

Bored easily: depends
Responsible:nope
Obsessed: nothing
Angry: not rit e now
Sad: yea
Happy: no
Hyper: no im exhausted
Trusting: tina,lindsay,anthony

· × · W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A · × ·
Kill?: will lol i duno
Slap: myself
Get really wasted with?: if i had 2 itd b with matt,anthoiny,scott
Get high with: i dont smoke weed
Talk to offline: tina
Talk to online: see above

· × · R A N D O M · × ·
In the morning I am: moody and tired
All you need is: clothes
Love is: hard to find
I dream: about u
Sexual preference:straight
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: smile

· × · W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R · × ·
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: candy
Tall or short: short :D

· × · W H O · × ·
Makes you laugh the most: mike neoble
Makes you smile: tina (sumtimes)
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: i dont knwo

· × · D O | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: ya
Save conversations: sumtimes
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
wish you were younger: in a way yes in a way no
Cried because someone said something to you?: no

· × · N U M B E R · × ·
Of times I have had my heart broken: prolly like 2 many 2 count
Of hearts I have broken: maybe 1
Of guys I've kissed: fuck u fag
Of girls I've kissed: 5 or 6
Of CD's I own: i lost count
Of things that I regret: id rather not say


First name: JOe
Middle name: alan
Nickname(s): JOEY(amandas nickname for me)heheh manda panda
Age: 16
Birthday: 22588
Height: 5'3
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Race: white

Do you wear glasses or contacts: noperz
Do you have braces: no
Is your hair long or short: short.
Where were you born: grand forks north dekota
Current location: niagara falls
Zodiac sign: picies
How many languages do you know: 1 ....I DONT Know spanish and ive taken it for 5yrs
Nationality: most of spanish
Bad habits: peeing in the shwoer j/j

Piercing you have: 0
Piercing you want: lip twice..both ears
Tattoos you have: none
Tattoos you want: a star by each elbow(drug free) a dagger going through a hear which says death before dishonr..stars around my wrist.etc
Today's date:
The time:


(``** School **``)
Are you still in school: yea
Did you drop out: u fucking idiot..read above
Current gpa: i dont effin know
Favorite grade: all school sucks
Least favorite grade: al of em
Favorite teacher:mr verralo
Last favorite teacher: miss jones
Favorite subject: study hall..does tha count
Least favorite subject: all of em
Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy
Are/were you popular: never
Favorite memory: duno
Most humiliating moment: not telling

(``** Favorites **``)
Number: 22
Shoes: all skateing shoes
Tv show: boys meet world
Sport: skateboarding
Vegetable: brocoili
Fruit: grapes
Movie: SLC Punk
Candy: gummy worms
Gum: orbitz
Scent: chocolate
Candy bar: snickers
Ice Cream flavor: rainbow..or orange..or chockale
Color: red
Season: spring
Holiday: christmas
Singer: not sure
Group:fata
Type Of music: punk
Thing in your room: everything
Rapper: the one that wears extremly long clothes and alot of chains and sings about rapeing girls and killing people
Radio Station: 103.3
Tv Channel: fuse
Junk Food: doritos
Overall Food: bbq ribs
Store: CCS,interpunk
Shoe Brand: any kind adios rule
Fast food: cheeseburger
Restaurant: ponderosa
Country: usa
State: dont know i only been to 3
Mall: outlet
Shampoo: dnt know
Board game: i dont play ne
Music Video: 12 stones-the way i feel
Swear word: fucking
Month: fef


(``**This or that **``)
Rock Or Rap: rock
Linkin Park Or Limp Bizkit:linkin park
Tool Or Korn: korn
Hot Or Cold: hot
Winter Or Summer: summer
Spring Or Fall: autumn
Football Or Basketball: football
Skiing or Snowboarding: skateboarding
Black Or White: black
Orange Or Red: red
Yellow Or Green: green
Purple Or Pink: purple
Hottopic Or Pac Sun: hot topic
Inside Or Outside: outside
Cell Phone Or Pager: cell

11:29pm: What you want matters
today was like a life changing day..i went to my cuzs dads house(which is not my uncle)and i hung around their its so nice were he lives its so peaceful so i got things off my mind for alil bit i went 4 wheeling around his yard...he was a nice guy and hes geting me 2 jobs so i can buy this car for 500 im guna get..me and my aunt had a long day back home and shes guna get me 2 c a doctor and get anti-depressants .she knows somethings wrong with me..well lately i havent been geting along with my dad...today i noticed i have no1 to help me with anything besides friends/and somne family...i dont got my dad or mom 2 help me with shit..Im prolly guna stay with my aunt this summer to get my life in shape..and work alot for this guy cuz hes guna help me out...i guess hes 1 of those people u meet and they care about u...on the way home i figured today was a day 2 not think of anything but deep inside i had tina on my mind cuz i still like her even though its pointless..oon the way home the only thing my other cuz said was what you want matters..for sum reason that made me think about alot cuz usually what i want dosent matter..im glad i got away from this pathetic life i live and it sucks to go back 2 it.......

thats it

8:28pm: today
well today i sat on the comp all day..knowing she was with him which hurts but o well i guess..my dad came home from seeing my brother in the hospital..and we had this long talk...and he asked if i like this girl named candi and i didnt and i was like i wont b here when shes here and hes like what r u guna do when she comes ova and i was like go places and hes like u should just live with ur mom cuz shell b around all the time...that hurt me so badly today.well i talked to tina 2day nothing really happened with her...got ppl pissed off at me last night for no damn reason..joelle.....well im guna go....i might b geting a tatooo whoppe

1:43pm: last night still
Hey well its later that night..Rite now im tlaking with anthony hes helping me..hes one of my true friends..Me and tina just got done talking..i guess its the end of us..It hurts so much 2 kno she likes will...after ive liked her for so long..im just not guna talk 2 anyone anymore im just let every1 be happy and not have me ruen anything. tinas guna be with will tommarow figures..theyd prolly end up going out..but i guess i give up since ill neevr have her and will will..(backstabber).alrite well im done....goodnight...thanxs anthony..and danielle

12:49am: survey
Full Name: Joe
location: niagara falls, ny
birthday: feb 25h
zodiac/chinese signs: duno
eye color: brown
hair color: brown
height: 5'3
gay, staight or bi: straight..still think mikes hot in his boxers
parents: yes..dad and mom
siblings: 1 bro and 1 sis
grade: 9

Favorite...
colors: red
tv show: boy meets world
movie: slc punk,sid and nancy
book:hatchet
song: the used on my own
band: duno


food: bbq ribs
activity: skateboarding
subject: art
place to sleep: my bed
season: summer
animal: all of them
car: 1 that workds
month: feb
slushy flavor: tasty


…

location: the computer room
crush:(s) girls
best part of HS: no part


do you have a crush: yea
do you have a girlfriend: nope
have you said 'I love you' to a crush and meant it: yea
when you meet someone you notice what first: their smile..i aint lieing
your first crush: danielle
Have you ever been in love: duno
would you give your virginity away: already did
do you believe in love at first sight: no


Have you ever...
loved somebody so much it made you cry: yea i think
gotten drunk: yea
eaten a whole box of oreos: many many times
been on stage: yea
been in a car accident: no
hiked a mountain: no
seen the Eiffel Tower: no
stayed home on a Saturday night just because: i hate every1
met someone who changed your life: yes

Either/Or
coffee or coca: coca
hot or cold: hot
one pillow or two: more
lace or satin: wtf
red or blue: red
new or old: old
Dawson's Creek or Party Of Five:boy meets world
here or there: here
jeans or cords: jeans
sweater or sweatshirt: sweatshirt
t-shirt or tank top: t-shirt
stripes or solids: stripes
wool or cotton: cotton...dose it matter
roses or sunflowers: roses
choclate milk or plain: chocolate!
celsius or fahrenheit: temperature
spring or fall: spring
cross country or soccer: cross country
history or science: none
summer or winter: summer
skiing or swimming: swimming

Friends
do you have a best friend: lindsay
who do you hang out with the most: myself
who do you email the most: lindsay
who have you known the longest of your friends: joe
who's the shyest person you know: cody
who's parents do you know the best: joes mom
who do you go to for advice: mr miyagi
who knows all of your secrets: lindsay
who do you cry with: no1

In the last 24 hours have you...
cried: no
laughed: hell yea
made someone laugh: yea
helped someone: ya
bought something: ice cream
cut your hair: no
worn a tie: no
felt stupid: no
written a real letter: no
written on paper: yea
taken a test: no
met someone new: no
written in a journal: live journal
watched your favorite movie?: no
talked to someone you know: yea
given someone a present: no
had a serious talk: no
missed someone: no
fought with your parents: yea
fought with a friend: no

Do you...
eat peanuts: ya
have a goldfish: no
remember where were when you heard Princess Di was killed: how the fuck should i know
eat with your mouth open: no
have the falling dream: yea

Random Questions
what is on your floor: beds
where do you go to get away: my room
what are you doing tonight: this then sleep
What do you remember about the past year: alot
What do you think of Ouija Boards: fake as fuck
Are you happy in life: uh..yea?
Are you lonely: kinda
Are you good-looking: u tell me
What cd is in your cd player right now: the casualties
Who's your favorite spice:duno
Who's your fave Disney character: duno
What room is your computer in: living room/dinnning room
What color is the carpet in that room:brown

Who's Who
the best personality: mike noble hahaha
most trustworthy: lindsay
most annoying: dan
nicest smile: mike neoble
coolest hair: mike neoble
best dressed: not the gay preps
cutest laugh: duno

Wishes
if you could invite 5 people to lunch who would they be: members of the used wh oever else wants 2 come
Three qualities your ideal man/woman would have: funny,nice looking..great smile
if you could be one tv character who would you be: jimmy neutron
do you want kids? why? sure i want kids

1:40pm: Last nights entrys to my other journal
Well today is my first time writeing in this..so stay with me k.well alot happened 2day i guess.i was at matt tobers house and we called tina cuz me n her had 2 talk well we went to go get her then we went back 2 tobers.Then tinas mom called and said chris will and joel were their so we had 2 go their..I DID NOT wanna see will.SO we showed up and we skated for awhile.tina and will were sitting next to each other i knew they were guna do this.ALL day i seen them 2 gether it tears me apart.I Like her so much and i cant have her.SHE and Him hurt me alot lately.SO we went to tobers..guess who sat next to each other.WILL AND TINA figures. well after awhile i couldnt deal with it so i was leaving and tina kept on calling my name so i kept on walking.SO i skated from the summit park mall 2 my house which is an hour skate. Then got online and talked to LINDSAy cuz she understands me and she helps me through everything.so that leads me 2 now.