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It's repulsive to me that I live in this world. It brings me to tears!
That list is SO front page news. It is DESPICABLE. Just because it's not the first time it's happened doesn't mean it shouldn't be shocking. It's DISGUSTING!
Don't just send these kids to community service. Go way back in time and preach equality, then DO IT. Stop valuing - I'm not even going to try and say all this stuff, I'm so fucking worked up.
People oppose my viewpoints because everything starts at the root of humanity for me, so my arguments aren't valid today. HELLO! We just learned that the Church MADE UP ALL THIS SHIT to make Jewish holy sites THEIR holy sites, and people are still like "Whoa I love all this that I'm taught forever and ever amen." So in order to fix our disgusting world, the way it's occurred, been built up, the way our history has gone, et cetera, is to go back and introduce the COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS AND UNCOOL NOTION THAT ONE HUMAN BEING IS EQUAL TO ALL OTHERS. Seriously - I am so disgusted right now at human nature that I just want to hang myself. There is SO INFINITE MUCH to comprehend that it makes me feel as if I am drowning.
And I feel like I am all alone in these ideas. I completely 100% believe all this crazy shit that nobody else does. I'm right there with the guys in their basements. I believe in conspiracies and that people hide under religion and the law and I DON'T want to offend anybody, I'm just saying, these are the things I believe and nobody else is really backing me, and I feel like I'm insane, sometimes, that I'm so rare because I feel like I see things so much clearer and they're SO obvious to me, and nobody else sees them.
Of course this list is not new, but don't hide under the law because you're a horrible parent and you've raised repulsive, moneyhungry, superficial, sex-crazed children who will destroy the world for me and my better-way comrades. I'm so SICK of people hiding under the fucking law to justify their loss of morals. OH MY GOD LOSS OF MORALS. I DON'T want to sit here and call all my friends 'skanks' and have it be funny. I want men to respect my body and its functions and the sacredness of that (abortion). I want unity!
This is disgusting.
I'm going to kill myself before I'm 25 if I don't get married or something. I hope college doesn't just make all this worse. How can I even think of coping? Everywhere I turn, there it is. It's in Fall Out Boy and Spoon and MTV and Lifetime and the hopelessness of my baby cousin and my everyday life. I am and have always been under the radar and it's choking me to fucking death. This is crazy. I take everything and soak it up because nobody else will. If they did, things would be very different.
I totally wholeheartedly 100% believe that if wemyn were more powerful - or at least if we had been equal all along - things would have been SO drastically different. Better. At this point, though, I'm out for revenge, and I want men stripped of their rights from their reproductive to their basic, everyday living. I have only ever known ONE man who isn't a complete pig: My mentor. I miss that guy. All other boys that I have ever known either have these sick notions of wemyn and/or people of other nationalities that are SO out of whack. I can't believe I actually function in everyday circumstances. I want to throw all of the boys in our school in jail. Literally. Except Derek and Brendan Elder. Who else? None. They are the only two who have shown any promise.
Jenny that's not fair. They're victims of the same society.
Well you know what? Every single group of people but the WHITE MAN have had to DRAG THEMSELVES UP from under his feet. I don't give a FUCK what the South Africans did - I WANT REVENGE. Lessons are NOT learned without experience. I don't give a shit if everyone else are victims of the same society - those Africans didn't do a SHIT OF A THING and we made them our slaves. Jews were successful and Nazis slaughtered them. SLAUGHTERED! Wemyn are the ONLY PEOPLE who REPRODUCE THIS HORRIBLE RACE and we are SECOND CLASS CITIZENS! AUGH I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT!
I was on the bus the other day in Penn Hills, and I saw a Muslim family. The mother and daughter were completely shrouded in black whatevers that they wear from head to toe, I couldn't see their faces, and the little boy was in shorts and a t-shirt. It was fucking 70 degrees outside! HOW THE HELL IS THAT RIGHT?!!??! GOD RELIGION PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!
I'm done. I'm going to go kill myself or eat something. I don't have the energy for this shit!
Well, you know what I say: When ish goes crazy, time for a MythBusters marathon and some Ben Folds.
"I pretend like no one else to try control myself"
"The girl's got a lot to be mad about
But in the first moment of her waking up
She knows she's losing it, oh yeah she's losing it"
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