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"Jackson" joaquin phoenix & reese witherspoon |
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Oh oh, yes I did, I got Eulogy today! I haven't opened it yet so it could be something else that I didn't order, but I'm assuming that it's what it's supposed to be. UH HUH O KAY.
I had so many things to do this week! I could have called my dad before today, I could have emailed Hofstra (or called, even better), blah blah. I had a fine day, except that Savido is an IDIOT and I want to know what I have to do to get the teachers to all like me. Ah, I know - be an overly-motivated and mean queen bitch.
School ain't for me. Getting graded? What makes what somebody writes above average, and yet everything that my skinny ass writes is Average, Average, Average? Why is my life devalued because I may not have Nobility Of Purpose? Oh, yeah. IT ISN'T.
In the long run, our teachers won't have meant a hot diggity to me. That was the intent, for us to develop sturdy and supportive relationships, but I don't communicate with people who think they're better than me. Perhaps I am too aware of everything, but - ugh, my stepsister is here, for WHAT, to hog my Xbox?!! - but in order for my friendly society to work, we can't have assholes like, oh, everyone, including myself.
My stepsister goes, "I thought you said there was nobody home." Guess whose house it is, BITCH!
I definitely do not approve of my sister having a boyfriend. My mom lets him come over and they fucking turn out the lights and snuggle on the couch in front of the TV. Uh, she's 13, and all boys have the potential to be rapists. I don't want to think about my sister being forced into becoming sexually active, because, uh, that's what all boys want - DUH - and my mom is so DENSE. She doesn't even realize. She trusts too much. And no, no way is it what SHE wants. She's thirteen years old! She doesn't know shit about shit! Maybe I'm freaking out, but I HATE males. I hate them. They've all got those evil glints in their eyes. I wouldn't be surprised if I turned out like that chick who wants to kill all the men. They've all got bad intentions.
Dad and I will more than likely be at Robotics tomorrow. If not it'll be my dad and stepmom. We'll have to see who wins.
"Jackson" is love, too.
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