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Happy Valentine's Day! If I haven't gotten to you yet, I bought a fuckin' $3 bag of Hershey's Kisses (no almonds to accommodate our friends of lesser taste and/or allergies) before school and I'm dolin' out candies like it ain't nobody's business.
I downloaded the perfect VD (haha) song last night. Henceforth and hitherto:
"You, you want nothing to do with me
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you, you don't know what you do to me"
I love VD. I love it because, and I'm going to sound mean but I'm being honest (that always happens), but I can love it and not be sad about it because I don't think of myself as being partnerless. I get down and out when I'm at home sometimes, but not very much. First off, I'm looking forward to starting that in college, not anytime soon. It's a relief to be by myself and with myself in trying to interpret myself so I can be myself, literally, when I start meeting Boys. Boys have caused nothing but trouble not only in our society, but in our lives, and the only boy I want near me at this point is Christopher Eccleston. Secondly, I think that I'm too young to be in the place that I am now and also have someone depending on me and whom I depend on.
And amen to that.
Marinin & Totmiyanina! GOLD! Britney is watching me and it's making me a little uncomfortable. She's preventing me from being the best that I can be. And I'm gonna slap her soon. LOL! She's not watching. Get the special edition of the newspaper! It doesn't have my article but it's got all your Valentines. Julie, I can't wait for you to read yours.
"In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do"
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