IM back again   
01:00am 30/12/2003
 
mood: sleepy
What up people you know I couldnt end the new Year w/o puttin another entry up on this bitch. Its about to be 2004 Remember when we was scared at 2000 and every motha fuckin body was buyin fuckin water and canned foods and shit, now look at us. Well Im about to hit dat young mattress and take my ass to sleep so ah holla at y'all next year. HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND ALL THAT OTHER SHIT.
 
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ITS TURKEY TIME PEOPLE   
03:19pm 27/11/2003
  WHATS UP PEOPLE AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN......LOL. JUST PLAYIN HAPPY THANKSGIVING. TIME TO GET FAT AND WATCH FOOTBALL AND TALK ABOUT PEOPLE. IM HERE WIT MY FAMILY AND WE GOT THIS BIG ASS DINNER MADE AND IM READY TO TEAR SOME SHIT UP. I AINT BEEN ON HERE IN A MINUTE..lol. SORRY PEOPLE BUT IM A BUSY DUDE AND I DONT BE HAVIN TIME BUT IM HERE NOW:: EVERYBODY CHEERS:: AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS BUT IM BOUT TO EAT AND CONTINUE TO HOUSE HOP THE REST OF THE DAY SO UNTIL WE READ AGAIN IM GONE.  
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Im backkkkkkkk   
01:59pm 20/10/2003
 
mood: busy
Sorry. I aint been here in a minute. I been busy with school and basketball and all this other shit so forgive me. I just had a game yesterday against Daemen College and we BUST they ass. We are a junior college and these mufuckas is a dam four year college and they still lost... that doesnt look to good for them. I been tryin to get these girls that Im working with into the studio and setting up a lot of other things for the concert that they are going to be havin in january. Its gon be sick. I got all these ideas for the layout of the concert its gonna be HOT. Im tryin to get in contact with a couple of celebs to show up and be in the audience and if they like what they hear maybe they will put in a good word at the label about them and have them signed cause I know they are that good. But I have to go setup stuff and make more calls. AH HOLLA!
 
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I DIPPED OFF AGAIN   
10:50pm 21/09/2003
 
mood: exhausted
music: WATCHIN THE BILLS GAME.
 
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OK. IM BACK NOW!   
10:32pm 16/09/2003
 
mood: drained
music: DJ CLUE MIX CD

Whats good readers? Well, Im just now gettin in from my birthWEEK..... not birthday. I may have been born in one day but it had to be celebrated for a whole week and ldt me tell ya, "it was a bit of alright". But Im kinda disappointed cause I wasn't able to spend my day with the person that I wanted. But I did the next best thing and I spent it wit my niggas. I had to much fun. It was like I was royalty ::thinks for a second::....wait, I am.lol. But I didnt have to spend a dime this week everything I wanted I got, I even had a shorty lace me wit some ones. here they are..... LIKE THAT DONT YOU.....OHHHHHH YEAHHHHHH! She got my phone cut on, took me out and gave me the car afterwards. I dropped her off and I was out to continue what I started. It was off the hook but im bout to bounce this is the last day of my birf week so im bout to go celebrate one mo gain then im done til next year. HOLLA

 
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OH MY GOD I CANT WAIT!   
10:33pm 09/09/2003
 
mood: excited
music: LUKE---BIRTHDAY SONG

WHAT UP BLURTIES AND BLURTETTES. I am proud to announce that in less than 3 hours it will be officially September, 10, MY FREAKIN BURFDAY(i know its "birthday" I was being funny). I CANT WAIT. As soon as 12:00am hits...(thats midnight for the slow) its on baby. I aint comin back til 11:59 and 59 seconds. SO have my presents ready when I come back so I can be surprised. SO LET THE COUNTDOWN BEGIN.

 
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I WANT TO KILL MY SISTER   
07:45pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: cynical
music: DMX--YALL GON MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND
 
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THE SYSTEM SUCKS   
01:22am 04/09/2003
 
mood: PISSED THE FUCK OFF
music: ANY SONG WIT KILLIN IN IT DAMMIT

OH MY GOD! TELL ME WHY I WENT TO SCHOOL YESTERDAY, ALL MY STUFF IS TAKEN CARE OF FOR THIS YEAR SO, I GO TO REGISTER FOR MY CLASSES AND THEY TELL ME I HAVE A FUCKIN HOLD ON MY DAM ACCOUNT AND I HAVE TO SEE THE BURSAR OFFICE (FINANCIAL OFFICE). I GO TO THESE MUFUCKAS AND THEY TELL ME I OWE MONEY FROM FUCKIN 2001, SO NOW I CANT REGISTER. I WANTED TO CHOKE THE SHIT OUTTA THAT LADY WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT. HOW DO YOU WAIT 2 YEARS TO TELL SOMEBODY THAT THEY CANT GO TO SCHOOL (THATS ALREADY BEEN PAID FOR) BECAUSE THEY OWE FROM 2 WHOLE YEARS AGO. I DIDNT GET A NOTE, A LETTER, A EMAIL, A FUCKIN SINGIN TELEGRAM, NOTHIN FORM THESE IDIOTS TELLIN ME THIS SHIT. I HATE SCHOOL....NO...I HATE SCHOOLS IN BUFFALO, THEY SO DAM UNORGANIZED. THEY FUCKIN UP MY SCHOLARSHIP THAT IM SUPPOSE TO BE GETTIN WHEN I GRADUATE THIS YEAR. IF I DONT GET THIS MONEY THE LEGAL WAY I SWEAR IM ROBBIN EVERYBODY I SEE UNTIL I GET THE MONEY I NEED, AND I NEED TO HAVE IT IN THIS WEEK SO WATCH YOURSELVES ON THE STREETS. LOL. IM JUST KIDDIN, I AINT GOIN THAT FAR JUST TO GO TO COLLEGE, A JUNIOR COLLEGE AT THAT. ILL PUT IT LIKE THIS IF I DONT GET THIS MONEY FOR SCHOOL THIS WEEK AND THEY TELL ME I GOTTA WAIT TIL NEXT SEMESTER TO GO TO SCHOOL, I AINT GOIN. PERIOD, I QUIT, FUCK IT. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

 
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GOOD BYE SUMMER   
09:52pm 31/08/2003
 
mood: energetic
music: IM WATCHIN THE AND1 MIXTAPE

WHAT UP BLURTSTERS. Im sad to announce that the Summer has come and gone that fast ::mutters curse words silently:: I really do not want to go back to school at all but the basketball season is gonna be off the chain. Basketball is the only motivation I have for goin back to school this semester cause I dont have to go to school to get girls thats just a perkto education but this season is gonna be so dam fun, Especially the ROAD GAMES This summer went by to dam fast, and the beginning was snow and shit. How the hell does it snow in may? Thats buffalo for you, we have the most unpredictable weather in the world. It might snow tomorrow so watch yourself. But since the summer aint over yet I wont talk bad...yet. Well, I just won the "Old school vs. New school" tourney at Sperry Parks Unity day yesterday. We killed them boys....BADLY. Theres just no holdin me. I cant be stopped, Im GOTTI....kinda conceited, huh? Well I cant help it, Im good, and if you want to check it out ima post my basketball schedule up here when the season starts at E.C.C. and youll be able to see for yourself. But you better come early cause I told u the season is gonna be off the hook so ima try to have each and every game jam packed so they can watch me put on a show. But I gotta go do...... stuff. Ill return later. NOW ITS TIME TO SAY GOOD-BYE TO ALL MY BLURTY FRIENDS

BEFORE I LEAVE..... FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT, I PRESENT TO YOU

MR. WIGGLES, THE SQUIRREL.

 
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I CANT STOP THINKIN ABOUT.....   
01:34am 31/08/2003
 
mood: discontent
music: KIM BURRELL-HOW WILL YOU KNOW




Have u ever had questions in the back of your mind
About the future and what it has in store for you
Have you ever been afrain deep down inside
And u cry cause u dont know what to do
Sometimes u want to know the truth
But your so afraid the truth just might hurt u
Arent u tired of tossin and turnin and losin sleep at night
Your never know things will just be alright.

Chorus: If u never search you wont find
If u never ask youll never receive
It might not be as bad as it seems
How will you know How will you know.

Maybe u should but u wont
You know you could but you dont
and u smile to hide the fear u feel inside
One day your up then your down
No trace of joy can be found
And you wonder will this feelin ever end
Oh, this feelin that u feel just wont seem to go away
And u wonder if you can make it another day
Pull yourself together and find the strength inside
Just hold on tight and look to the sky

Chorus: If u never search you wont find
If u never ask youll never receive
It might not be as bad as it seems
How will you know How will you know.



Do you ever wonder how the flowers bloom
And the sun is made to shine upon yo face
Ohhhh Ohhhhh
The hurt, The fear, The pain will only last you just one night
Hold on tight
It will be alright
Ill wipe the tears from your eyes.

 
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BEYONCE...OHHHH YEAAAHHHH!   
12:01pm 29/08/2003
 
mood: devious
music: BEYONCE-----BABY BOY


LOOK, DID Y'ALL SEE THE VMA'S LAST NIGHT.. I KNOW U DID. DID U SEE BEYONCE...OH MY GOODNESS SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL

::Gotti fantasizes about doing nasty stuff with Beyonce::

SORRY... IM BACK, EXCUSE ME, BUT ...YOU KNOW HOW IT IS. I WAS ORIGINALLY SUPPOSE TO BE ON THE COUCH THAT THEY LOWERED HER ONTO BUT THEY HAD TO CUT IT BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON WHEN THE CAMERA WOULD TURN AWAY THEN TURN BACK SHE WOULD SOMEHOW WIND UP NAKED. LOL. MAYBE SHE SAW THE GOTTI IN ME AND PROBABLY WANTED IT ....IN....HER....MAYBE. I WOULD DO BEYONCE SO GOOD SHE WOULD DEDICATE THAT "BABY BOY" SONG SHE DID WIT SEAN PAUL TO ME. NOW THAT IS ONE GIRL I WOULDNT MIND TALKIN TO.
 
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I LOST MY MOJO!   
02:37am 29/08/2003
 
mood: contemplative
music: DMX WHAT THESE BITCHES WANT FROM A NIGGA




Whats good people? I have a problem. I think I hate girls. I just got home from being with this girl who called me to ride around and shit wit her. I didnt have anything else to do and I kept hopin that someone would call me to come get me and do something and when it happened I just wasnt into it. We rode around for like 45 minutes and I couldnt think of shit to say to this girl. She does anything I say, buys me food if im hungry, and always ask if I want anything if shes goin to the store, and lets me drive her shit and all that but Im still not feelin her. its like anything she says just makes me mad for no reason . She could say Hi or wassup to me and Ill just get mad because she is talkin to me, and thats crazy. I aint sayin shes a angel either, she does have her little moments too and when she does that just make it even worse because she got a smart mouth and I have a smart mouth and that dont mix. So when she tries to get tough and shit I gotta get even tougher, and the shit she says makes me not even wanna talk to this girl anymore but I keep gettin pulled back in because she keeps tryin to do shit for me and this chic aint even my girl. When u got someone thats doin all this shit for u, even if u dont like em u still gonna stick around because of all the free shit. I dont know whats wrong wit me, Girls just get on my nerves like really really bad and I dont know why. It aint like Im gay or anything like dat....HELLL NAW. I would never in my life....UGHHH ::gets a vomitty feeling in stomach:: HOW CAN MEN EVEN THINK OF BEIN GAY WIT ALL THIS PUSSY RUNNIN AROUND. I dont understand it. Even if I did turn gay I would practice lesbianism.lol. but anyway, I dont know where it came from or why but... I hate girls....maybe its the girls I choose thats the problem, or maybe its the girls that choose me...hmmmmm. I aint like girls since I broke-up wit the INCHMEISTER. That might be my problem, I think I need to holla at her and see where my problem is so I can get to likin girls again, But theres 1 little problem......SHE DOESNT WANT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE. I guess I gave her toooo much attitude, but we both had attitudes and I was cool wit it. We were kinda the same,...I aint take no shit and neither did she and thats what I loved about her, cause these girls now, if u treat em like shit they gon want u even more, or if u do the opposite of what u wanna do, like act like u leavin so she will be like no dont go, shit... INCHES would of been like "bye and Ill see u tomorrow" and u be mad as hell cause you know you dont really wanna leave but u got to because you said it. I think I need to meditate or somethin. ILL HOLLA LATER WIT MY DIAGNOSIS. PEACE.

 
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MY TEAM SUCKS   
01:49pm 25/08/2003
 
mood: infuriated
music: 50 CENT-- THE WHOLE DAM CD
 
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IM GOIN TO THE GUS, BABY!   
09:39pm 22/08/2003
 
mood: ready to bang on somebody
music: TAKE IT TO THE HOUSE-TRICK DADDY
 
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BIENVENIDOS   
01:14am 20/08/2003
 
mood: creative
music: GET LOW-LIL JON and dem E. Side Boyz
 
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