Omega19x

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10th May 2008

5:22pm: I got lost wandering on the path of life
Game night at my friend's house was canceled, which I suppose is just as well. I still need to pack. I leave for Houston in the morning, which gives me just enough time to contemplate several questions -

What is the meaning of life in the face of eventual death?
Is there any way to prevent the cycle of grief from occurring, or at least the extent to which I am going to find myself victimized by it?
Am I really falling in love with him, or am I simply frightened that he is about to go away, may die, and if I don't move now, I may regret it?
Is my cousin going to call me up at 10 tomorrow morning, after we've been on the road for several hours in fear that I'm going to wear something 'weird' and embarrass the deceased (not that he can do anything about it by that point anyway, as my closet would be at least 300 miles north...)? Because if he does, I am so going to sass him back like nobody's business, and I frankly don't give a damn what anyone else says.

Current Lips: orange, yellow, green and black stripes
Current Mood: exanimate
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