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Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Sara's Blurty:

    Thursday, July 10th, 2003
    8:53 pm
    " Lie to me, And try to say that you never will "
    Cristy and me got back into Southaven about 3:30 this morning...We had to drive back after Lollapalooza since we didn't have enough money to get a hotel for 2 days..We were exhausted. We got to meet The Distillers, Rooney, and I saw Tom Morello. Performances we saw were, Rooney, Queens of the Stone Age, The Distillers, Incubus, Audioslave (bleh), and Jane's Addiction. Oh yea, it only took us about 4 hours to drive up there ( I went about 90 the whole way because I was so excited). We ended up getting there about 1:30 and we had to wait until 4 pm to check in the hotel so we just layed in the grass outside the hotel..people stared at us like they never saw 2 girls lay in the grass before. We took a nap as soon as we got checked in and we later ordered pizza and put on some At The Drive-In and jumped on the beds and acted retarded and whathaveyou (my new favorite phrase.) It was great fun.. I am one more step to being complete now haha. Next concert..Warped Tour, then 311, and then Radiohead!!! The only thing that I need to be complete now, is a male companion. jk, although that would be nice.. Man I hate this! Why is that other people get to be happy in that way, why can't I have it too? I guess I should start accepting the fact that I am going to be a 80 year old-never married-cat lady. I feel so alone, and it makes me sad. :( Here's some song lyrics to think about.

    " Everything is silent, I feel disconnected, Words turn to phrases, Phrases turn to prayer, So now you know, This is my call, Do you hear me? And if I fall, Will you be there to catch me? When you close your eyes now, Are you satisfied? When this is all over, There will be nothing left, So now you know, This is my call, Do you hear me? And if I fall, Will you be there to catch me? This is my call, Do you hear me? And if I fall, Will you be there to catch me? It's sharpening beneath me, Beneath my feet, The earth opens up to swallow me, Take my hand and lead me on, Take my hand and lead me on, It's sharpening beneath me, Beneath my feet, It's sharpening beneath my, Beneath my feet, It's sharpening."

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: The Used
    Tuesday, July 8th, 2003
    2:17 am
    Well, my hair has no more pink in's blue. In a few hours the Cristy and I will be in the Granddammit on our way to St.Louis for Lollapalooza..sweet ass. I am so freakin excited, I think I have to crap my pants. Anyway, this guy, by the name of Eric...He's great..yes thats right, GREAT. hah I lub him and I want to shower him with sensual kisses haha. Yea okay, sleepie time.

    Current Mood: jubilant
    Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie
    Saturday, July 5th, 2003
    12:46 am
    Happy Freakin 4th of July.
    Salutations to those of you that read this crap. I didn't do a thing worked and I didn't want her to be by herself, aren't I just the sweetest...yea. I was gonna go see 28 Days Later with the Cristy, but she dosen't want to drive her truck (she dosen't like it) and plus the cops are out tonight and she dosen't have tags yet. I felt very odd today, I dunno if odd is the right word to describe it...I just didn't feel much like myself. I haven't really this past week, oh well maybe its pms..who knows. I was gonna put a picture up on here, but I can't take any good ones...imagine that haha. 5 more days till Lollapalooza..woot! Since I have no life, I was in chatroom, and I asked if anyone was a fan of the hardcore..and some guy was like "P.o.D. Linkin Park, Creed " I just laughed..If he is that ignorant..he dosen't deserve to be corrected. Ahhh what a sad, sad, world we live in. Tomorrow I was suppost to hang out with Jordan, but he can't so...I guess I'll just sleep all day till I go see the Violent Femmes. Anyways, that's it for now..

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Current Music: Converge
    Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
    2:36 am
    You Are Beauty
    You are Beauty.

    You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
    outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
    strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
    world around you.

    What Emotion Are You?
    brought to you by Quizilla

    Weird, I am beauty..I don't think I am beautiful on the outside but it's what on the inside that counts.. I worked on my website today and uploaded a ton of band pictures and made it halfway decent..I'm still not done. I still need to upload my pics of Thursday, This Day Foward, Murder By Numbers, Ok Go, Coheed & Cambria, The Used, S.T.U.N., and Vaux. Blah its gonna take forever! I think I have finally decided on a major for college..Photography. Just thought I'd share. Heather said something about the whole group camping at her "plantation." This group entails: Worley, Jeff, Brian, Fred, Brandon (I think), Emily, and Mary. I don't care for Mary because of what all she has put Worley through, and I don't really know Emily but she seems nice. I'm cool with all the men folk seeing as how I hang out with all of them just about everyother day. So I may go and I may not. Man, I'm getting so f-ing excited about Lollapalooza. If anyone wants to take me to Best Buy to get the new Mars Volta cd, feel free! Yea..Night.

    Current Mood: giddy
    Current Music: Shai Hulud
    Monday, June 30th, 2003
    11:16 pm
    Where is my Mind?
    You're smart, shy, and often nonsensical. You have dreams of being famous, and you're quirky enough that you just might pull them off. Some would call you a genius, others would call you insane, but in reality you're pretty well-adjusted. Take a vacation once in a while- it'll help take your mind off of your troubles.
    Which Pixies song are you?

    Okay that was a nifty quiz..I lub The Pixies! Yay! Man, last night, my mom came in and was all getting upset with me. You know the conversation that's like "I just don't understand you. Why are you like this? Why do you do this? Why do you do that?" Then I was all crying and being sad and my internet stops working, so that made me more ill. I have been down the past few days but I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about it. I don't feel close to anyone really even though I am to 4 wonderful people (you know who you bes). People that know I'm sad are like "Sara you can talk to me whenever," but I dunno, I feel weird talking to them so I don't. Oh well on to more happy thoughts. The 8th Cristy and me leave for St. Louis for Lollapalooza, yay! I cleaned my room today, and I mean cleannnned. I threw away a bunch of crap, organized my cd collection, vacumed and it looks good, it makes me feel more comfortable. I think I am going to invest in another guitar, not to sure though..but more than likely I will. Oh yea, why is that only really annoying guys are attracted to me?! Okay yeah enough of my ranting for this evening. Goodnight all.

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: A Static Lullaby
    Sunday, June 29th, 2003
    4:31 pm
    Okay, seeing as how I have no life, I figured that I would start something to make it seem as though I am doing something productive with my time..hah. At the moment I am procrastinating the task of cleaning my room and bathroom. It sucks when you are a neat freak, but you are also lazy. Someone (Toby) told me that if you can still see the floor in your room, then it's clean, and what do you know, you can see the floor somewhat, so I guess it's okay for now. For those of you that care, I am still sort of saddened because of the fact that Jordan broke up with me...I want him back...blah..this sucks so bad, and Jordan if you read this, um..yea. Man, I'm such a weiner I can't even tell him that I want to be with him because it makes my stomach hurt, and you guys know what happens when my stomach hurts...heh. I was just beginning to let down my walls, I thought everything was great..oh well thats what you get for letting down your walls. I guess I better define my walls, well see, I don't trust people easily at all. Each time I do, I always get hurt..Through bad experiences I have learned that if you keep walls up and don't let anyone in, you don't feel that pain. Lately I have come to realize that if you stay behind walls, then you are cheating yourself out of happiness and wonderful things. So, I thought "Hey why the heck not, i'll try this no wall thing and see how it goes." It didn't work to well...So I don't know if I should try again or what..Okay like you people care about any of this stein.

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Interpol