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Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
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Event |
| 7:52a |
Well since our last conversation alot has gone on. A2 &3 didn't make the cheer squad and they were a little upset, but we sat them down and explained that something you have never done before you may not get the first time around. I know they will be alright, they are already talking about other things they want to do, soccer, basketball, softball etc. or even gymnastics, who knows at this point.
The next thing is what happened between the hubby and I when I talked to you I was pisst, and think why in the hell do I keep doing this to myself and the girls, it seems so uncertain at time then its almost like he realizes the stupid things he does after the fact, when I am in one of those moods now, I don't hold back what I want to say and I think he can't stand it at that moment. He needs to realize that he wil not win if he doesnt get his shit together. I spoke with him on saturday and the thing that he said that he said to me was that he can't live without me, and that I am his world. Well if I am he needs to stop his shit and get with it. Things are still so undetermined at this point, as for right now he will not move out and we will continue to work on things. We did talk saturday and smoothed things over for now, but in my head there are thing that will have to be worked out further to make it a diffenate thing. See, I know there will be another out burst again from him and at that time I need to make sure that I have things in order to know exactly what I will say to him. I need to act like it doesn't bother me anymore when he pulls his bullshit and maybe then at that point he might take me seriously and then maybe I will be able to be like him a complete asshole and then maybe he will know where I am coming from, I will be just like him.
Mother's day turned out to be great for a change. On Saturday afternoon the hubby took the girls and went shopping for me and they couldn't stand it so they gave me the gift that night, then, sunday morning they gave me all the cards, the twins made a couple of cards, they were so cute, and then they asked me what I wanted to do today, after an hour I figured it out and told them wanted to go to the shark reef and have fun with the family, so we went. After that we all went to a new mall down the street from us and ate lunch and then did some shopping, the kids made out like bandits. After that we went home and the hubby and I watched a movie and ate left overs for dinner. It was a good day, Finally. I was really worried. One thing I know is I hate being pissted on mother's day.
Well the twins and I have to go to the outlet mall today to pickup presents for the brat childrens party this weekend. Both kids of our ex-business partner are having the party, we have to go :(. I wish we could hang out at J and D, they want to get together with us this weekend, that would be so much more fun. Well I have to go, I have to shower. I love and miss you very much. | | 7:52a |
Well since our last conversation alot has gone on. A2 &3 didn't make the cheer squad and they were a little upset, but we sat them down and explained that something you have never done before you may not get the first time around. I know they will be alright, they are already talking about other things they want to do, soccer, basketball, softball etc. or even gymnastics, who knows at this point.
The next thing is what happened between the hubby and I when I talked to you I was pisst, and think why in the hell do I keep doing this to myself and the girls, it seems so uncertain at time then its almost like he realizes the stupid things he does after the fact, when I am in one of those moods now, I don't hold back what I want to say and I think he can't stand it at that moment. He needs to realize that he wil not win if he doesnt get his shit together. I spoke with him on saturday and the thing that he said that he said to me was that he can't live without me, and that I am his world. Well if I am he needs to stop his shit and get with it. Things are still so undetermined at this point, as for right now he will not move out and we will continue to work on things. We did talk saturday and smoothed things over for now, but in my head there are thing that will have to be worked out further to make it a diffenate thing. See, I know there will be another out burst again from him and at that time I need to make sure that I have things in order to know exactly what I will say to him. I need to act like it doesn't bother me anymore when he pulls his bullshit and maybe then at that point he might take me seriously and then maybe I will be able to be like him a complete asshole and then maybe he will know where I am coming from, I will be just like him.
Mother's day turned out to be great for a change. On Saturday afternoon the hubby took the girls and went shopping for me and they couldn't stand it so they gave me the gift that night, then, sunday morning they gave me all the cards, the twins made a couple of cards, they were so cute, and then they asked me what I wanted to do today, after an hour I figured it out and told them wanted to go to the shark reef and have fun with the family, so we went. After that we all went to a new mall down the street from us and ate lunch and then did some shopping, the kids made out like bandits. After that we went home and the hubby and I watched a movie and ate left overs for dinner. It was a good day, Finally. I was really worried. One thing I know is I hate being pissted on mother's day.
Well the twins and I have to go to the outlet mall today to pickup presents for the brat childrens party this weekend. Both kids of our ex-business partner are having the party, we have to go :(. I wish we could hang out at J and D, they want to get together with us this weekend, that would be so much more fun. Well I have to go, I have to shower. I love and miss you very much. | | 7:52a |
Well since our last conversation alot has gone on. A2 &3 didn't make the cheer squad and they were a little upset, but we sat them down and explained that something you have never done before you may not get the first time around. I know they will be alright, they are already talking about other things they want to do, soccer, basketball, softball etc. or even gymnastics, who knows at this point.
The next thing is what happened between the hubby and I when I talked to you I was pisst, and think why in the hell do I keep doing this to myself and the girls, it seems so uncertain at time then its almost like he realizes the stupid things he does after the fact, when I am in one of those moods now, I don't hold back what I want to say and I think he can't stand it at that moment. He needs to realize that he wil not win if he doesnt get his shit together. I spoke with him on saturday and the thing that he said that he said to me was that he can't live without me, and that I am his world. Well if I am he needs to stop his shit and get with it. Things are still so undetermined at this point, as for right now he will not move out and we will continue to work on things. We did talk saturday and smoothed things over for now, but in my head there are thing that will have to be worked out further to make it a diffenate thing. See, I know there will be another out burst again from him and at that time I need to make sure that I have things in order to know exactly what I will say to him. I need to act like it doesn't bother me anymore when he pulls his bullshit and maybe then at that point he might take me seriously and then maybe I will be able to be like him a complete asshole and then maybe he will know where I am coming from, I will be just like him.
Mother's day turned out to be great for a change. On Saturday afternoon the hubby took the girls and went shopping for me and they couldn't stand it so they gave me the gift that night, then, sunday morning they gave me all the cards, the twins made a couple of cards, they were so cute, and then they asked me what I wanted to do today, after an hour I figured it out and told them wanted to go to the shark reef and have fun with the family, so we went. After that we all went to a new mall down the street from us and ate lunch and then did some shopping, the kids made out like bandits. After that we went home and the hubby and I watched a movie and ate left overs for dinner. It was a good day, Finally. I was really worried. One thing I know is I hate being pissted on mother's day.
Well the twins and I have to go to the outlet mall today to pickup presents for the brat childrens party this weekend. Both kids of our ex-business partner are having the party, we have to go :(. I wish we could hang out at J and D, they want to get together with us this weekend, that would be so much more fun. Well I have to go, I have to shower. I love and miss you very much. |
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