| 9:17a |
It's been a few days
Well I know it has been a few days, that was because I have been sick, it started Friday night and lasted through Tuesday adn I still feel a little weak because of it. Stupid Allergies, thats what started it all. They have been bad this spring. You know I was talking to mom the other day and as usual she never listens, I told her before in the other state that I had bad allergies and when she called tuesday I told her that they had gotten me sick and her comment was I didn't know you had allergies. Sometimes I think telling her stuff is useless, she doesn't listen anyway, only if it has to do with her.
So, the girls, I found out yesterday that A2 and A3 are going to be placed in advanced classes next year. A1 should have been placed in advance classes this year but coming from a small town, she wasn't, but next year she will also be placed in advanced classes. Sometimes I feel so dumb compared to them but at the same time I am so proud of them. You know, A2 asked me how old I was when I went to college and I told her I didn't that i had A1 to take care of and that is the reason why it is so important that they go. So needless to say, she was surprised. You know mom never pushed the issue, maybe it was because "T" dropped out and all she wanted was us to graduate or maybe because it was all about her back then too, maybe a little of both.
I think I should further my education also, maybe it is time to do that too.
Being here I feel I can accomplish what I need too, I am still reading self matters, I need to get through the book and find my calling in life, besides being a mother, I know it sounds stupid, but I feel I have no purpose other then that right now.
You know we all talk about you and I, how similar we are and how you would whoop on my hubby for things here, it is a constant joke that my hubby says to the girls or how when I give him a certain look he will call me aunt ---- It's funy and after that is said I tell him if your not careful, I will let her whoop on you.
Well I need to go straighten out our books and take a shower, I love and miss you so much.
P.S. did you check out Redbox Let me know. Love you |