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March already
well, it is hard to believe that it is march already, only 3 full months of school left for A1, another month of basketball and that will be done. it is amazing that she will be in high school next year. since the school year has started she has gotten taller and thiner, she is truly beautiful. She has changed over the year, gotten more head strong, I guess that would be a teenager for you.
The twins are doing great also, A2 so simple and quiet, A3 can be a handfull. they remind me of you and I, A2 is you and A3 is me. it really is funny. A2 within a couple of weeks is going to do locks of love with me, she has been growing her hair out and is excited about it. after cutting it, she will have shoulder lenght hair and to be honest she looks great in that lenght. A3 doesn't like short hair and because of that, she is going to wait until it gets longer and that way, it can be in the middle of her back when she does cut it. I think it will be a special day when we go cut it together.
Well over the last week not much has happened. I did really well over the week with my diet, by the end of the week I was eating only 15 points worth, then the weekend rolled around and to be honest I didn't even try to count, next weekend I will but it felt good to eat and not count. I want to lose at least 5 if not ten before we go back, i know I can do it.
You know, i must say that the hubby can through a trantrum like any kid. He wanted to go out on saturday night and that would have cost us at least 300, and I told him no, not until we can afford to do it and all night long I got nothing but an attitude from him. at least this time, I got my opinon in on this one, and the way I see it is I won, because I didn't care that he was whining about it. Over the last week I realized that he is a starter and not a finisher, he will start a project and not finish it, like the stone on the house, hell buy trees for the front yard, but not plant them , so they die, start a project in the house and not finish and the list can go on. I guess it frives me crazy, because these projects cost money. I hope with nutri systems, since it cast over 300 for food, he will atually do this, becuase they will charge his card next month and will probaly get rejected because there won't be money on it. he needs to lose weight, he is getting really big and if he wants to work for the pd when we get back, he needs to be in shape.
I feel better then ever physically then I have in a long time. the difference between you and I, I have nothing to do but watch the dogs and kids. I found out if I would have taken that job a month ago, I would be really close if not manageing my own property by now, I found out they ended up firing a women from a property of theres and that would have been what I was trained for. The regional talked about me on friday when the hubby was in her office taking her some papers and he called and had me fax more to her while he was there and she told him that she wouldn't have made me work that hard if I would have worked for her, she wants someone with organization skills and I do have that. I know she wants me to work for hewr, but it wouldn't be fair to her if I leave at the end of summer to move back.
today I have to go over the bank account, I have not done it in over a week and to be honest so long I know we dont go under I don't care, I can't pay the bills anyway. alot of the creditors have stopped calling, since I don't answer anyway, I know my credit is shot and there is nothing I can do about it. it has been months since I have paid credit card bill, maybe since november/december there is nothing I can do. Next month should be a better month, maybe then, at least I can make the car payments. I am going to go through more clothes today and get rid of more, I guess I am finally downsizing since I won't ever fit or wear them again anyway.
I have been having really weird dreams lately, don't know if something is going to happen or if I have too much on my mind. I guess maybe today or tomorrow I will try my cards again. well, I guess I need to stop rambling on and get to the bank account so I can start going trough some of the clothes and get rid of them. I love you and miss you very much, hopefully soon I will be able to see you again, it has been too long. give the girls love for me. |