| 6:04a |
Friday Morning
You are still sleeping I'm sure of it. I had a good time last night I laughed and smiled and that was nice to do. You 2 need to have a few more often. I'm sure you 2 will feel it this morning. After I dropped off "B" at her room, the funny thing was not much was said. Just your basic, how do we get there quick, traffic was bad.
I guess I was expecting more but there again I wasn't.
When I was almost home, I called the hubby to let him know because he had to let me in. I guess I was hoping that he would have fallen asleep, but he said he didn't. When I walked up I went into defence mode, I told him I would have been home an hour ago or so, but I had to drop off "B", he jumps right in and said, you could have called me, then he starts in on me about how I can't use the phone, I tell him that he could have called also, I was checking my phone on a regular basis. He then says when I spoke to him at 9pm, I told him we would be a couple of hours, I then said that we left at midnight, so really it was only an hour more, it just took longer because I had to drop off "B". I don't know what he is more upset about the fact that I went out, when basically he told me not too, or that he was worried about me. I am not a child, I did as he had asked, I didn't go to my truck alone, he is the one that told me to get an escort, I know I would have been fine, but it was his wishes.
So I finish my smoke in the garage, he already went into the house, I start talking to myself in a sarcastic way, " Well honey I am glad that you made it home safe, did you have a good time" I answer I had a great time, alot of laughing and had a good time visiting with 5 sisters and 3 mothers" would have been my reply. That should have been the conversation we should have had not the one where he makes me feel like shit, and still does this morning, he is giving me the cold shoulder. I guess I am use to it. When he doesn't get his way, he isn't happy and he takes it out on everyone.
You know when he asked me why I didn't call him, I told him that I thought he would be sleeping, but really it was I knew he would start giving me a hard time about driving "B" back to her place because it is in a ruff neighborhood. When do you think he will let me grow up? I feel as though he is my father and not my husband. I will not do wrong byhim, I never have.
By the time you read this, I'm sure the house will go back to normal as it can get, but I wanted you to know I really did have a great time, so thank you. |