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The Secret
Well I just got done watching the movie you sent. I can understand what you meant by it. It is pretty powerfull. I can understand why the things in my life happened the way they did. It brought into mind why My hubby came into my life. I know I may not say the good, but I guess I really need to start focusing on that. At that point in my life I was happy and confident and strong. and I guess in the sence I still am strong, it was just focusing on the bad instaed of good. See back that I wanted so badly for a strong man (mentally and physically) to sweep me off my feet, love me unconditionally, take care of me (mentally and Finacially) and most importantly, love my girls as though they were his own. You know what, that happened. Our first date, we talked and before the nights end, the law of attraction was so strong for the both of us, I remember him looking at me and saying, How can I not love you?. So now, I know why he is in my life, he was meant to be here. What I need to do is focus on the positive things and be gratful for what I do have, verses what I don't. I will watch it again and next time I will write down, what I need to work on, so I can remember. I need to find a photo I can carry with me that brings me joy so I will always have it with me. I think I will also have my 13 year old watch it. I think she is old enough to understand wht she can do to change her life for the better.
You know, The first thing this morning, one of the twins came out and said that she was called a name by the oldest and I thought, oh crap I am being tested. I stayed calm, made the oldest apologize for caling the name and then found out that that twin woke up in a bad mood and started in on her sister. So I had all three girls sit around me and I said I do not like the name calling and that it was up to them on whether thay had a good day or not. That it was up to the twin on whether she had an attitude with her sisters and explained what we would be doing today and after that, they are all now in the kitchen cooking breakfast together and just fine with it. No fighting. I guess I handled the situation differently. I didn't yell or get upset, I told them to look at the brighter side, if the fought they would be in there rooms, with no tv, radio etc. and it was up to them, to get along and play nicely.
I can see why our up bringing was the way it was, now it is up to us sis, to change the pattern with our girls, so they too don't go through the things that we did. I realize that now. Thank you for sending that to me. I wnat the hubby to watch it too. I hope now you know why I won't leave him. I love him and he does love me unconditionally and most importantly he loves the girls..... |