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So it was and interesting weekend. On Friday we find out that someone we know has been cheating on there spouse, needless to say it came as a shock. It was funny though, my husband seemed sweeter to me, and I know it was because of that. This past weekend was good, we watched King Kong and I thought it was a great movie, I cried at the end, boy was it sad.
This weekend we also got some cleaning done and just bummed around the house, sometimes on weekends it is so nice not to have to go anywhere. It's peacful and besides it rained. Last night was a bad night for my asthma, I think it gets worse with rain. We didn't get to bed until almost midnight then the dog got me up at 3:30am because of the thunder, then the rain came down so hard it was kinda scary. Then a few minutes later I started coughing and had to use my inhaler, now when it comes to me using that, it's bad. I hate having allerigies.
I think I am a shop-a-holic, it is almost as though I do it insecret. I figure he spends so much money so why can't I spend some. We are in debt anyway, whats a little more. I need to stop, because I know I have the I Don't care attitude and that is not good.
Lately I have wondered about my dreams, I have been having weird dreams, they are not scary or upsetting but lets just say they involve other men, some I don't recognize and some I do, but I feel as though it's not right to dream of other men. And the weird thing about it is even when I am dreaming my thoughts in my dreams are telling myself that whats happening is wrong. I don't know what to do. THe question is, is it wrong to dream about another man, if it's just a dream and why am I dreaming of other men? I should check into the meanings of that dream.
You know my older sister e-mails me today and asks me what I am getting my little sister for graduation and she tells me how much money my twins giving how much she wants to give and I tell her how much I am giving and then I told her to give what she wants not want others think you should give. Sometimes I wonder about her, I am suprised she is even going because she and my dad aren't even getting along. Anyway, I have to go for now. Talk to you soon. |