| 12:23p |
update
Well. as for the truck, we only have one, we sold the other and were using that money to pay bilss and we are out of that already. we were suppose to go over the bills this weekend but the hubby was gone all weekend hunting. We hardly saw each other.
On Saturday the girls and I went shopping to look for a cute outfit for our oldest 6th grade graduation. We didn't find anything yet, so we will go to a bigger town this weekend and try again. Then Saturday afternoon the twins had there 1st softball practice, games should start next week some time. Sis, when you guys come down you might be able to see them play. That would be cool.
Sunday, I got up and cleaned the house, I didn't want to go anywhere anyway. I wanted to relax, but too many things to do. My dad might come down this week and bring us his dog. We will keep him for good. He is a great dog and hunts well and very well mannered, if he doesn't come down, then I will bring him back when i go for my sisters graduation. This year seems to be going by fast, soon it will be christmas again.
I think I am a closet junk food junkie. I don't snack alot but when boredem kicks in I go to eating. this past weekend I started a work out program, I exeercised on the gazelle for 20 minutes a day and did reps for my arms, 50 situps a day and squats and twist. I feel so fat and want to drop some weight so I am going to do my best to lose some.
You know I found out this weekend it is better to stay busy then sit on my fat ass, because when I do, thoughts start to pop into my mind. I will think of shit, I shouldn't be. I was sitting on my couch this weekend and my oldest daughter snapped a picture of me, ( she is a camera craz right now) anyway, I looked through them later when she wasn't looking and realized that I am not as thin as I use to be and, I didn't feel at all actractive. I guess I would like to lose 10-15, maybe then I will be happy with my apperance, or maybe I wouldn't. I just want to be healthy also. Sometime with the asthma, it's hard to even run, I hate that because I have never had that problem before and it sucks to not have control over my body.
gotta go, talk more later |