| 12:32p |
Stressing again....
You know I thought this would end, but it hasn't. It all has to do with money. By next month, we will be completely out and none in savings and oweing who knows how much in credit cards. It makes me sick to my stomach, and nervous as hell. I thought of today to go find another job that pays much more then here. Yes this job has great insurance and is very easy, but we have to bring is so much more just to compensate what we spend, I just don't know how to slove this problem we have. We have 2 huge payments on vehiles and the mortgage, I think maybe first I should consider selling my car and getting a smaller one to lower the payment and to knock down the bills. I know it is good to have 4 wheel drive, but at this point we can't afford it. We can't afford our life style and it still doesn't help that the hubby still isn't bringing in any money. Yes I know he starting soon, but he shouldn't have quit in the first place. This whole situation is making me sick to my stomach.
I just don't know what to do, I think I will glance threw the classifieds to see if there are any apartment jobs out there, then maybe I can bring in double that I make now. I need to talk to the hubby.
I feel so hopeless right now, I just want to cry. He keeps telling me everything will work out, but I just don't know how it will happen. I think I am going to research blue book on my car, I think that is the first step. More later. |
| 1:35p |
update to some research
Well, I did the blue book thing and boy was I disappointed, If I were to sell it, I would still be under at least 2 grand, if I were to trade it in, I would be under 11. I guess I can't do anything with that. So I guess the only thing I can do is find a job that pays more income, I guess I don't have a choice. I need to start looking right away. |