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heh im not emo anymore [07 Apr 2006|04:44pm]
heh, yeah, tis all good
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[16 Mar 2005|11:54pm]
[ mood | guilty ]
[ music | Jaxy's kisses ]

wtf is wrong with me, shes perfect, wtf wtf wtf

*crys n bangs on his bed with his fist*

wtf is wrong with me

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BEST DREAM EVER [20 Feb 2005|01:30pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Jaxy's Beautiful Voice laughing on the mic ]

ok its been a while since ive updated im with jaxy now

shes the best girl in the world seriously, all these years of me wishing i was with her have lead up to me having the best relationship ive ever had with a girl, i could go into how awesome she is all the beauty and intelligence and everything, though if i were going to do that there wouldnt be enough space to type it or a language good enough to express what she means to me, lets just say i wouldnt mind marrying her

so anyway onto the dream part,

well it starts out with me and her in this big field by a fence and on oneside there is a street, though only the occasional bus comes by

so anyway we meet and somehow it goes to me laying on top of her and holding her tightly, kissing her like the world is gonna end, after that i look over to this big list on the ground and its written in her font on yahoo, its basicallly a list of everything she thinks of me or wants others to know about me or something similar, so i read one and its he has a ..... bigger than that of some estuardo person and that it keeps getting bigger, and i look to her and she just giggles and then i go on to reading some of the others but by that time i wake up cause i was half asleep when having the dream anyway

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i had to put this here for a lot of reasons sorry [22 Nov 2004|12:04am]
[ mood | anxious ]

well this weekend was a strange one, probably the strangest ive ever had, lot of weird emotions all coming together at once im not gonna go into detail but i have two things to say to two people person one: ribbit ribbit buzz, ribbit buzz buzz ribbit *hits you* person two: i would give you pie if i had any lol

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wow [14 Nov 2004|11:55pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | i just feel crappy ]

lots of stuff, met maureen again, she seems, dumber, ah well probably looks a lot different too, anyway i know im a lot like aidan whoever he is because he is maureens bf, we must have similar tastes,
wow i never expected to not like her, but the thoughts the thoughts still haunt me, i loved that past more than i do the present because i realize life was easier then, in a lot of ways.

in other news SLINKY MY LOVE WHERE ARE YOU, i seriously doubt your in california, you might have moved to florida, eitherway i miss you i really miss you

tom is good friends with diana LOL yeah, he said he could hook us up, my ass, if he could hook me up with her he is better than cupid and should be treated as a god cause girls dont really like me (sides slinky) i realize everyone in the past just pittied me, i hate having to be the one to go out and look for girls, cause apparentlu i suck at it

if your a girl, age 14-16 and you really like me , and you know me in real life give me a holler, (yes i know this is like asking a bunch of cats who wants to play in a dinosaurs mouth but i must try)

ah well, no one reads this so goodnight no one who is singular

ps maureen actually became a drunk and got loose, i am still straight edge go figure

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well [06 Nov 2004|05:50pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | Halloween vs freddy kruger techno remix ]

been a while, indeed, um right, well, interesting news, andy's cousin is michael degionaro , which is really freaky because i went to school with him, hell i was even obsessed with his girlfriend, who now probably thinks im a weirdo stalker, or if she doesnt im telling her, thought its not like it will matter, she will never read this, anyway, people from school dont come online, dont ask me why, i have no clue, angela is right now but i told her who i was and you could hear chains rattling somewhere in the distance, not sure what this all means just stating facts here

*sighs* slinky if only you were here

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Nader [02 Nov 2004|05:53pm]

Nader Camejo 2004
Vote for Nader Camejo 2004.
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Philosophy [31 Oct 2004|11:50pm]
[ mood | Reactionary ]
[ music | Rob Zombie - Dragula ]

eh the world is an interesting place, and people are dulling it down. the ignorance of people today astounds me. no one or group is immune to this, ive seen it amoung every type of people ive come into contact with.

when i say this i do not mean it in the form of judging a book by its cover or anything similar, im merely talking about a lack of drive to be alive or learn, or do anything productive. It saddens me greatly because people are wasteing perfectly good minds to nothing

there are people out there who wish they had the ability to do everything we can, but ah why should i care, why should i better humanity , why should i put my all into everything i do. and i ask you people who say this, WHAT THE FUCK ELSE IS LIFE ABOUT if you dont do everything you can, learn everything you can, sit there and do nothing, your dead, yeah i know some people reading this want to be dead, and i feel sorry for you, yes i know your life sucks , hell my religion tells me that life sucks, why do i do everything that i can then, because ive realized that people are really better off dead without a drive.

note this doesnt mean a physical drive to do anything it could be mental emotional musical whatever, but as long as you have drive to do something you will never die, not even when you are buried , cremated or whatever your spirit will live on and annoy the fuck out of everyone who is lesser than you

all you people who hate learning i ask you, would you like to sit on the couch and watch tv, or sit at the mall all day, etc etc, if this is how you view your life i do not want to associate with you, dont talk to me , dont look at me

you people who dont want to discuss or even think about religion or philosophy or any important issues you will live a very unhappy and sheltered life, you are the people who will despite your pampered childhood never really achieve anything in your life, you will continue being born and dieing till it finally sinks in, i write this not to criticize any of you but merely to warn you what goes around really does come around and you will feel the brunt of it

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thinking of jacques [31 Oct 2004|11:49pm]
[ mood | homework, its a mood damnit ]
[ music | Falco - Rock Me Amadeus ]

lol frenchie, anyway, i had no school today but i did have a huge project, moving on to homework just wanted to get a word in, im really happy im buddhist, i love buddhism so much, and artic im sorry im mean to you, i know you dont read this but anyway,

rock me amadeus

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i love street fighter and mortal kombat [31 Oct 2004|11:49pm]
they are two very old games but were far ahead of their times. the characters actually had histories and overall just coolness, fave street fighter definitly Cammy, even though i fight the best with Ryu, and Fav MK is Sub Zero, Cammy is CUUUTE anyway yeah shes cute lol but you gotta love slinky, shes so awesome, im lucky to have a girlfriend like her, i mean i can actually talk to her, shes intelligent, etc etc, i just want to f her brains out, um 0.0 yeah, disreguard that last statement even though its true, anyway im off
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Backsassing Townie [31 Oct 2004|11:48pm]
that is still funny ,anyway im looking at colleges and its fucking hard, im thinking about la salle but its a catholic school, only other place with courses and dorms i like (coed) heh is Ithica College and they have a crap website, but if i learn that will be good right?

eh i just hope theres not any backsassing townies there LMMFAO anyway my japanese battle flag is up w00ties im off to finish homework

Dee Jay
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Welps of fury [31 Oct 2004|11:47pm]
anyway, yah i know its been a while, funny thing is everything is its plain old self, cept for the fact that i spent 2 days sick and got digital cable, and i wish for things but i cant say them, ah how perfect would life be then Google
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deftly dead [31 Oct 2004|11:45pm]
[ mood | A WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ]
[ music | 1 WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK ]

*wimpers* i dont wanna be here i wanna be in minnesota with slinky, i dont wanna have three tests tomorrow i want none, i damnit it, and damnit anyway anyfycking way i wanna sleep for a week a WEEEK

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Dun dun dun dun [31 Oct 2004|11:44pm]
[ mood | wanting peace and sleep ]
[ music | Moonlight Sonata - Ludwig van Beethoven ]

well,i have homework which im gonna do, i dont want to but eh, i love slinky to death, she really need more nice things in her world i only hope i can give them to her, other than that school sucks, kavana isnt on like she said she would be so i dunno, w/e damn i shouldnt be tired from sleeping , that makes no sense, anyway i really dunno what to write, well hmm. artic is gonna tell her crush she likes him tomorrow, which is good for her, im still waiting on my friend to give me her vf profile, she hasnt, anyway im gonna be me and go out on a limb, listening to beethoven so thats relaxing, i wish i could do what tunick did the day of the finals sit and drink tea and fall asleep peacefully, actually i have very little peace, i need more, like candles i need candles and a cold day with no school to sit and contemplate, that would be nice, very few things are calming for me, i always have something i feel i should be doing, slinky signed off and beethoven is nearly over getting to the exciting part so i think im gonna go, night all

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Journal Time [31 Oct 2004|11:43pm]
[ mood | DAMNEEEEEEEEE HOMEWORKEEEEEEE ]
[ music | Grendel - Zombie Nation ]

Eh now everything is good and right with the world, except school, damn its still there, and my cat tiger had to be given away to the aspca, apartment is wall to wall carpeted, and cat with no bladder controll are not good things, and kavana and star, eh i hope everything works out better for them i really do, and slinky knows i love her, and i have my slinkies so thats good, and now that no one is on i must do homework *shudders* damnit i gotta go

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Reach out and touch hate [31 Oct 2004|11:41pm]
Your own personal jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who’s there

Feeling unknown
And you’re all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I’ll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I’m a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal jesus...

Feeling unknown
And you’re all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I’ll make you a believer

I will deliver
You know I’m a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal jesus

Reach out and touch faith
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UHHH [31 Oct 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | OHMMMMMMMMMMMM ]
[ music | Prodigy - Narayan ]

i hate it, im at a point where i know i have the skills to make a name for myself, i know i will not end up a noone, my skills and abilities alone have started to cut a niche into life, and now im screwed, im at the point where i can be famous or infamous, i cant just be. damnit my ego is blending with me , damn you western society DAMN YOU TO FUCKING HELL AND YOUR LITTLE DOG YOU CALL MONOTHEISM TOO, eh slinky is depressed, you can tell, and this is now my time to be vallant, and be a man, protect my woman from the atrocity we call life. a hard task this will be, but there will always be a way to reason with anyone, i dont want her to be depressed, and i cant say she has no reason to be, everyone does, the challange is to take this reason in you let it be you, and let your inner goodness tear it to fucking shreds.

in my opinion people should turn all their negative emotions on themselves, full force, if they cant survive them, they have more to learn, if they can all they can do from that point on is to make damn sure they get stronger

this is for a lot of people, live it , read it, be it

your sensei, yogi, and hella bitchin guru
oj docs

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Give Slinky Your 10s [31 Oct 2004|11:33pm]
[ mood | Schoolwork ]
[ music | keyboard ]

She is such a wonderful girl, she deserves your 10s, she is the all around best girl on this site, and for that she should get 10s. She must get your 10s, or me a 6'1" 220 pound buddhist will be on your ass, SO GIVE HER 10s

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=-=SLINKY=-= [31 Oct 2004|11:32pm]
[ mood | Elated ]
[ music | SLINKYS VOICE ]

Yes she is mine mine mine muahahahahaha, she is so beautiful, i dont care what anyone thinks shes awesome, funny, smart, cute, beautiful and every other good adjective i cant think of. ME SO HAPPY
Mood:ELATED

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I HATE MY LIFE [07 Sep 2004|10:23pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanni wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diea die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna diei wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i started school

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