Brandon

6:01pm: yes... well. we get to play a house show a week from this saturday... im stoked. i have to work before hand though :(...

anyways, not much to say...

well a lot to say,
but i dont feel like talking shit.

i hate the fact that it was all a lie, if she would have just told me the truth things would have ended up the same but without the extreme anger i have right now.

word.

take it easy,
brandon

7:04pm: Boy Sets Fire // My Life In The Knife Trade

how many times have i noticed
that our eyes never meet
from your judgement seat i can feel
the anger for my very being
fill me in on when you became
such a big part of my life
that i should bother with all your lies
designed to bring me down
wrong again don't depend
on any reaction again
i remember the icy walls that shot
up from nowhere
and i can see every lie
that you ever told yourself
you bleed me dry and i dont ask why
but im left with the dust
judas kiss i dismiss thank you all
for this i am untouched
wait again im not through with the screaming
i contend that youve got nothing better to do
trade my life for a barrel of gold
find someone else before i get too old
if i live my life for aesthetic gain
will you repay me with all your shame
i can see every light inside
your brain go on everytime i walk by
for nods and whispers
your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing
im lost beyond your petty stopwatch in lifes real time
dont get up i was leaving the room
and when the door of your judgements swings back around again
maybe ill stop to watch and ill go on my way
ive seen quite enough of too many childish games
im ashamed of every moment that i ever gave you the time of day
all the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be