Brandon

1:47am: i didn't mean to love you
well, i can't say i understand the things that are being thought by her... or that i can come close to establishing whether they are good or bad....

but i trust that it will work out, because i have that feeling that it will. and i usually don't trust feelings that much, but this time it's a little different for whatever reason.

and so i wait... more is revealed each day. more will be revealed tomorrow im sure... maybe it will dismiss some of my insecurities, maybe it will feed them... who knows.

i'm not worried. i'm not sad. i'm just waiting.

love,
brando

7:48pm: i think something big is about to happen...

9:00pm: my hands are at your throat
and i think i hate you
still we say remember when
just like we always do

family is a load of shit
i dont love you
you dont love me
you can keep on pretending...
but your nothing more than a required relationship to me.
sorry i didnt turn out just like you... sorry you expected me to in the first place.