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hmm... i've had kind of a shitty day... but thats okay.
i keep trying to convince myself i'm good. but i'm not. i think being single sucks. and i wish someone would randomly walk up to me, and qoute a descendants song "everythings gonna be okay, nothing more, nothing less."
because just okay today.... that would be a big improvement. i saw JJ Nobody and the regulars (thats right, JJ from THE NOBODY'S) closest thing we have to a rockstar in this town. love me destroyer fucking rocked. anamani was pretty good. i only stayed for 1 song by the regulars... i was just too down to even be doing anything. so i came home. I don't feel so bad right now, but i'm lonely. really lonely. and I don't know what to do about it.
I had this dream last night, about when i was at the show tonight, i met this girl. and she had just moved to monument... and she was of course, my dream girl. i really didn't want to wake up... and when i did, it was nothing but a let down.. real life blows. now i remember why i wasted most of my life on pointless computer games.
hopefully things will be getting better. i'm really not that upset about the whole stacey thing anymore. i mean, i wish it would have turned out differently, but it didn't... so i'm not about to waste my time sitting around feeling sorry for myself like i usually do. the demo will be done soon, then we can play at 32bleu .... it will rock. i talked to marc peralta tonight, he said he wants to get us playing some places, opening for some bigger bands.... so i'm definitly excited about that.
i don't know what i can really say right now besides.... i'm a hopeless romantic, your just hopeless.
goodnight... i hope you are all doing well.
love,
Brandon
i keep trying to convince myself i'm good. but i'm not. i think being single sucks. and i wish someone would randomly walk up to me, and qoute a descendants song "everythings gonna be okay, nothing more, nothing less."
because just okay today.... that would be a big improvement. i saw JJ Nobody and the regulars (thats right, JJ from THE NOBODY'S) closest thing we have to a rockstar in this town. love me destroyer fucking rocked. anamani was pretty good. i only stayed for 1 song by the regulars... i was just too down to even be doing anything. so i came home. I don't feel so bad right now, but i'm lonely. really lonely. and I don't know what to do about it.
I had this dream last night, about when i was at the show tonight, i met this girl. and she had just moved to monument... and she was of course, my dream girl. i really didn't want to wake up... and when i did, it was nothing but a let down.. real life blows. now i remember why i wasted most of my life on pointless computer games.
hopefully things will be getting better. i'm really not that upset about the whole stacey thing anymore. i mean, i wish it would have turned out differently, but it didn't... so i'm not about to waste my time sitting around feeling sorry for myself like i usually do. the demo will be done soon, then we can play at 32bleu .... it will rock. i talked to marc peralta tonight, he said he wants to get us playing some places, opening for some bigger bands.... so i'm definitly excited about that.
i don't know what i can really say right now besides.... i'm a hopeless romantic, your just hopeless.
goodnight... i hope you are all doing well.
love,
Brandon
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lonely
lonelyCurrent Music: The Dwarves // Fuck em all