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[10 Oct 2003|07:47pm] |
has anyone spoken to ian?
hahah. oh god. that kid....-sigh-
so many memories. hah.
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[20 Sep 2003|01:31pm] |
i'm not using my blurty anymore cause no one ever updates her except for des.
i'll read friends pages a few tomes a week, but if you wanna read my journal you can find it here
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[19 Sep 2003|06:17pm] |
well that was a fucking slap in the face.
i honestly hate boys.
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[19 Sep 2003|05:40pm] |
oh my god.
i am pathetic.
whatev i'll get back to that later.
( my day; )
annnnnd....getting back to why i'm pathetic.
i defnitely want my long hair back.
hmm...i was thinking of getting it trimmed every few weeks till it got long again, that way it wouldn't look stupid as it grew out.
yeeeah.
cause for senior year, i want my long hair back. and that means for the road trip, we'll look SO cool.
hah. riiiight. steve's gonna be all grungey, and unshaven. and i'm gonna have messy long hair.
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[18 Sep 2003|06:49am] |
so yesterday was ok.
ryan asked me if i wanted to go out with sean.
at one point while i was talking to ryan i said "guys suck"
and sean thought i meant him and he goes "fuck you" and walked away
hah. he apologized after.
talked to danny <3
and connor online.
that was fun
me: you forgot long walks on the beach!
danny: yeah i like those
lalala.
jazz and i think he's so cute.
wait what?
hahah. i never said that.
poor stephen.
i'm a little mad at him.
but he doesn't know that.
and i don;t think he will know.
he's too oblivious.
oh and morgan...
do what you want.
also; casey
if you're gonna takl shit you might as well
face up to it
and fight me
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[16 Sep 2003|08:26pm] |
ugh. so graham and maegan are going out?
and anthony thinks its cool to excessivly make out with his girlfriend;
in front of me, and then tell me he likes me and have him call me baby?
no
i feel like shit.
and its too fucking hot
and i wanna go to sleep
but im waiting for my phone to ring
and when it does, i just hope its you.
i stayed after school today for GSA.
nicole and i talked for a while.
steve told me he's mad at her.
she didn't know.
whatev, i wasn't getting involved.
i just...i don't know.
i feel bad liking him.
i know he's an asshole sometimes and whatev.
but something in his eyes.
they way he looks at me.
it always makes me come back.
ugh.
so after GSA we went home together.
and...did "homework"
which, we both left in our lockers.
we're retarded.
uhm.
ate dinner. yeah at 3.
went online.
walked.
a lot.
came back home for money
walked more.
he wrote on my stomach,
PROPERTY OF STEPHEN R. LINK :]
and arrows pointing up and down.
we bought $10 worth of candy.
yeeeeah.
um.
and.
i don't know.
the day on a whole was weird.
jay smokes pot now?
yeah. thats what andrew and anthony said.
apparently i come off as gay?
what?
thanks mrs. braverman.
uhm.
yeah
k i want a bunch of you to die die DIE
yes. goodnight
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[15 Sep 2003|06:39am] |
so my weekend was shit
what else is new?
uhm.
saturday; i don't even REMEMBER what i did. so it MUST have been boring. i blocked that night out of my head completely...i just know that we had uninvited company, and my brother was online for a LONG LONG time
sunday; stayed home till around 4, my brother was online once again for FOREVER, at 4 i went to the supermarket with my dad, why you ask? well, i don't actually know.
my mom picked me up from his house around 7:35
come home, expect to MAYBE just get a few minutes on the damn computer, that, may i remind you, is MINE. and oh...look at that, my brother is on YET AGAIN.
well excuuuuuuse me, your highness i wasn't aware that you could claim the computer for weekends at a time. trust me, just cause you go to work, doesn't mean that i am on this computer all day.
1st off; yeah i go on in the morning, but you know what? i'm getting ready for school so the majority of my time is spent doing OTHER things.
2nd of all, you're probably thinking 'oh she comes home from school and can stay on until 9:00'
uhh...NO. because unlike a lot of people i know [random friends whose names will not be released], i sit down and do my homework. i can't even TOUCH the computer, phone, or tv, until i am COMPLETELY DONE with all of my work. and by then it's 7:00, and i end up getting off at 8:00-ish anyways cause our uncle watches tv.
so i'm SORRY if it's such a sin to want to use my computer on the weekend. i'll be sure to change my schedule around just for you.
ANYWAYS.
steve called me back last night.
this resulted in more than minor excitement on my part.
GSA meeting: tuesday after school
someone remind me tomorrow?
preferably before 7:30 am
thanks
annnd...uhh. yeah.
my life sucks and my hand hurts, k.
i have to get ready for school.
bye.
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[14 Sep 2003|03:44pm] |
i love how i get comments on my layout
yet no one cares about me getting into three accidents.
i want so badly to say i'm done with blurty.
i really do.
but des is here.
and she doesn't post too often on lj.
so yeah.
i feel like shit
boys should die.
that is all.
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[13 Sep 2003|08:26pm] |
on the plus side; new layout
LIZZIE MCGUIRE
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[13 Sep 2003|08:25pm] |
3 accidents in one week = horrible
as of right now, i sprained my hand, and my right knee and hip are all bruised up and gross
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[12 Sep 2003|06:39pm] |
uhm. my day in + and -. cause i'm cool like that.
- school pictures first period
+ i got all but 2 questions wrong on my math homework
- carpluk collected the vocab. i left a bunch blank eep
+ i got a 90 on my spanish test or quiz or whatever it was
- i missed 28 minutes of lunch
+ i got a hug from danny and jon in lunch which made me smile
- andy keeps staring at my ass in lunch
- i was bored to death in criminal justice
+ gym, was AWESOME. we played softball, and i actually made the winning catch. and i hit the ball on my first pitch and made it to 3rd until some girl struck out.
- physics was boring
+ i like anthony in physics
- he has a girlfriend
+ i got an 8/10 on my physics quiz
+ i got out of physics early
- i had to drive in a car with my pissed off mom
+ i got to talk to ryan
- i was tired as fuck
+ i got 7 books at the library.
and yeah thats pretty much it.
ps. welcome back des
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[11 Sep 2003|05:30pm] |
someone should buy me a new messenger bag....
yeah.
cause mine is like...crap x a billion
and i need a new one.
oh if someone did i would seriously love them FOREVER
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[09 Sep 2003|08:09pm] |
alright so the run down of my day ( school )
then i came home and took a nap. jen woke me up at like...3:49 to ask about physics homework.
10 minutes later, steve called.
he walked with his school stuff and we did homework together...
well he did homework, i just tried to do math, i suck at it though.
then we went outside ( and played pirates of the caribbean )
its days like that, that i am honestly happy i have a friend like him
no matter how life seems to be going, i know i can count on him to make me forget about those things, and just enjoy life.
and besides, theres no one else i can have stupid conversations like that with.
so steve if you ever read this, thankyou. <33
"you get off on my neck??!!"
hahahahaha
♥
ps. francisco; i think i have found that boy thats just like you.
it only sucks i can't have him to myself.
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[08 Sep 2003|07:40pm] |
eww i definitly just broke my diet...
ughhhh
start overrrrr
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[08 Sep 2003|06:48am] |
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it's fucking cold....
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[07 Sep 2003|05:35pm] |
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i hate blurty...everyone is going to drivelbox...but i can't.
its blocked.
so i'm gonna use my lj...
here
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[06 Sep 2003|09:49pm] |
heres my ugly room, just in case you guys cared...
most of the shit on here is supposed to be on my shelf, but i had to take it down to be painted.
eww i hate this stupid thing. i haven't taken pictures down since like february, so it still has pictures of ian and robin and shit. buuut i do have classic pics of jess and steve.
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[05 Sep 2003|09:18pm] |
apparently jenn as made some new language...
erased your star (9:17:13 pm): flamoo
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[05 Sep 2003|08:52pm] |
i feel like shit
i should be over at the party right now
having fun
with travis, and ryan, and sean, and ando
and whoever else is there.
but instead. im home.
cause my mom is gay.
i'm going over ryan's maybe on sunday,
i don't know.
and before everyone gets like my mom did this afternoon...
1] i'm not WITH him
2] that means we're not TOGETHER
3] shut up if you think i WILL be with him
4] he wants to be with me
5] i want to be by myself for a while
6] we are not TOGETHER
thanks.
my mom: "so is this ryan fellow, your new beau??"
me: "oh jeez mom. i can have friends that are boys without going out with them"
my mom: but...you kissed him
me: no
my mom: you kissed jon
me: well...yeah but that was last year shut up
my mom: so who's to say you didn't kiss him
me: i say i didn't you should trust me
my mom: ok jeez. it's just...the pattern
me: what pattern there is no pattern!!
my mom: all your guy friends = boys you've kissed. like jon, jay, sean, travis, steve, etc.
me: no..mom i didn't kiss nicky...he kissed me. but i didn't kiss A LOT of boys i'm friends with!
my mom: ok. but remember, if they don't take you out, don't even think of ...you know...
me: hahahahah. oh god.
yeah my mom is weird.
eh.
whatev
i'm bored. someone IM me?
and where is des?
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[05 Sep 2003|07:16pm] |
"we like the cars, the cars that go boom. we're bunny and tigre and we like the boom."
ugh.
i just got this flyer in the mail
it's pathetic
Now Showing at the United Artists Movies at Patchogue
Church at the Movies
*live band
*upbeat music
*multimedia
*clean, safe nursery
*outstanding kids programs
*casual, relaxed atmosphere
*never a dress code
*great coffee and bagels
*practical and relevant bible-based messages
*a "come as you are" attitiude
*friendly people that really care
*free breakfast from 8:30 am
The Critics Agree
"****-The best church service you'll find at Patchogue US bar none." - Joel Seigel, Good Morning America
"Two thumbs up for the coffee and bagels, I really didn't stay for the rest." -Roger Ebert, At the Movies
"Mmmm, popcorn." -Homer Simpson, Actor
"I've never heard of them." -Rev. Billy Graham, Minister
blah. school sucked today.
i hate lunch. i hnestly have nowhere to sit
the tables i sat at yesterday were swarming with preps.
so i put my shit down at steve's table.
nicole, steve and bryan didn't care. but this girl sara(h) and this other chick crystal-anne or something were PISSED.
at least nicole was nice and thought i had wnted to sit down cause i just kinda stood there waiting for michelle to get something from my bag. she was being a sweetheart today. she's growing on me.
and apparently steve thinks i like one of his friends.
hahah. nicole knows who it is.
i was supposed to go to ryan's party tonight.
can't. i'm grounded for the night. ughhh.
AND i almost got into a fight with some chick [Heather Fishon] all cause Amanda R was siting at the table Heather and her friends sat at yesterday. and she kept giving all of s dirty looks and shit and kept screaming "what are you looking at?" and "fuck you" we got into a yelling fight after lunch.
and, that was pretty much it all day.
pretty boring fucking day.
oh and i spent the last 2 periods of the day [physics lab and physics] talking to anthony valenti.
fun stuff.
ps. you know whats cute. making out in the middle of the hallways. yeah fucking right, go ifnd somewhere else to do it, it's fucking ANNOYING
PPS. I JUST GOT THIS IN AN EMAIL...
"I'm not playing games. so you don't have to be into them. Don't ever feel sorry about that especially. So don't be like that please."
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