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[23 Mar 2004|07:34pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | midnight..matchbook romance ] ONE SEASON TOO LATE-KEEPSAKE He's in the back of your mind All of the time Learn to forget Love, leave, forget And when I sit alone I think of what you said Better off just friends Better off just dead And the hardest thing I do Is wake up without you When everything falls apart The emptiness leaves a mark ONE SEASON TOO LATE-KEEPSAKE ×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3*×3 ALL OR NOTHING-OTOWN I know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over It's not the way I choose to live And something somewhere's got to give As sharing this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you But how can I fight someone who isn't even there? I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cause I want it all or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all or are we just friends ? Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are times it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it And then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you can see Those times I don't believe its right I know it, know it Don't make me promises Baby you never did know how to keep them well I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you It's time to show and tell Is it all or nothing at all There's no where left to fall When you reach the bottom It's now or never Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all.. Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all ALL OR NOTHING-OTOWN 1 comment|post comment

[20 Mar 2004|12:48am] OVER IT --> RUFIO I can’t believe that your wasting your time Thought you could find your way back You heard my story but heard it all wrong Nothing.. Well it’s just so little That I can see through you We know it will end This distance is secret It’s seeping out my skin yeah I was over it before But you brought me back to where I began And I’m starting out again And I remain here until the end I can’t believe that your wasting my time Honestly I’ve heard it all Bringing out your colors of natural glow Cuz all you want to know that I'm yours Cuz it’s just so little That I can see through you We know it will end This distance is secret It’s seeping out my skin, yeah… I was over it before But you brought me back to where I began And I’m starting well again And I’ll remain here until the end And I can't believe it anyway When our differences are the same Your not listening anyway It's over And I cant believe it anyway When our differences are the same Your not listening anyway Its over... I was over it before But you brought me back to where I began And I’m starting well again And I’ll remain here... I was over it before But you brought me back to where I began And I’m starting well again And I’ll remain here OVER IT <-- RUFIO amazing song<3 post comment

"The Stars Will Cry The Blackest Tears Tonight" [18 Mar 2004|02:55pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | nothing's gunna stop us now..the starting line ] yupp ..things are getting better for me =) i'm so happy. i've been in good moods all week, and that's very rare for me. well sean texted me 2day so we were talking a lot. yay<3 i just wish i knew xactly where i stand with him, i'm not even sure if he knows though, so that could be a problem. whatever, i'm good with just waiting it out and not trying. if he wants me, he can have me. always. 2day i'm supposed to hangout with nikole, not sure if that'll happen. whatever. anyway, i'm gunna go .. laterr<33 You remind me of the times when I knew who I was Still the second hand will catch us Like it always does.. We make the same mistakes I take the fall for you I hope you need this now Cause I know I still do.. Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you post comment

"You're Not Making This Easy" [16 Mar 2004|09:24pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | matchbook romance..promise ] I can't stop thinking about you.. <33 ilu 2 comments|post comment

"Did you mean all those things you said ?" [16 Mar 2004|07:17am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | when broken easily fixed..silverstein ] so it's quite early ,and i'm updating b4 school.. i'm so happy. yesterday was much fun and very good. he called my cell and asked to hangout cause he was at my house =) <3 . this is going to be difficult to give up.. i think i'm going to still stay with him, just not push anything.. he knows he can have me, so i'm here when he wants me. hopefully this friday i can go to his house after/during/before the sweet 16. t'would be much fun. anywho, i gotta bounce, time for s-to the-chool. later ilu<3 Please don't forget my name And take me with you when you leave I've got a lot to lose I've got to let it go post comment

"Please Don't Think That This Was Easy" [14 Mar 2004|07:54pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | cute without the e..taking back sunday ] wow.. right now i feel so different. i really thought i was doing good. i thought i was over him and over our situation. well guess i was wrong, very wrong. i saw him today and i wanted to breakdown and cry. we just looked at eachother and only about 2 words were spoken between us. why is this so weird ? i guess i still really do care about him, i know i've been telling myself i'm gunna just let it be, but it's not that easy. my heads telling me to let go and my heart keeps pushing me towards him. i'm so torn i can't decide what to do. ::help please:: Our time was worthless, but I tried We started over and over again, as we let go Held each other, held hands Held standards and grudges That's when I let you know I guess that goes to show Just what I've been going through More nights of hugging my pillow Replaying memories (( y h m s m b i s l y )) post comment

'I Wish I Never Loved You' [14 Mar 2004|01:38pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | there's no I in team..taking back sunday ] hey.. me and nik are better.. dunno how it happened, we just started talking like nothing ever happened. im glad about that, love that girl. shits still fucked up though. i'm not even rlly sure of anything. honestly. i dunno where i stand with people, or where any1 stands with me. who's my best friend ? am i anyones best friend ? i rly miss ant. we were best friends and now we're nothing. so thats beat. i dont think i can take much more of this. of anything for that matter..how'd i let this all happen ? i miss you ....×/3 Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside With all the words I say Repeating over in my mind Some things you can't erase no matter how hard you try An exit to escape, is all there is left to find post comment

[13 Mar 2004|02:37pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | bleed no more..silverstein ] lastnight i chylled with dan and sam .. it was pretty cool. we went out for ice cream and pranked people.. yeah we are cool ! lol so i came home around 11.. it was fun. i decided to give up on sean. its not worth it. he makes me miserable, yet unbelievably good at the same time. idk, i need to think. so i might not snow boarding 2morrow.. decided i'll be bored with no1 else there. yup so i need to decide soon. that's all .. later My heart bleeds no more now, it’s been turned to stone You’re stomach feels sick for someone else I’ve broken both my legs falling for you post comment

YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE [12 Mar 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | empty ] [ music | KONSTANTIE-SOMETHING CORPORATE ] everything sucks, rly. i'm not over reacting .. i've lost everything. ::sighh:: 1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Eyes and shaggy hair 2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? Surely 3. Would you marry for money? No 4. Have you had braces? yeh.. sucked 5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? always 6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? used to .. yehhh... 7. When was the last time you had a hickey? never. . theyre silly and gross 8. Could you live without a computer? hell no 9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc.. AIM 10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)? 200 11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? 2 yrs ago.. summer.. best time of my life <3 12. Do you drink enough water? sometimes 13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? keep on 14. What is your favourite fruit? Strawberries 15. Do you eat wheat bread or white? Whole wheat.. least fattening =) 16. What is your favourite place to visit? I dunno 17. What is the last movie you saw? hmm...idr ? 18. Do you kiss on the first date? i have, and will continue to .. haha 19. Are you photogenic? eh,somewhat 20. Do you dream in colour or black and white? color 21. Are you wearing fingernail polish? no 22. Do you have any dimples? i think 23. Do you remember being born? ugh..--no 24. Why do you take surveys? -->> b o r d u m <<-- 25. Do you drink alcohol? yeh.. and i want some right now damnit 26. Did you like or do you like high school? I hate hs but it's better than middle school 27. What is the most beautiful language? English lol 28. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? Aww...that would be so0 effin sweet 29. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? Sunsets.. 30. Do you want to live to be 100? Hell no id be all diteriorarted and shit 31. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? Yes 32. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? hmm.. depends 33. Is a flat stomach important to you? xtremely, I don’t have a flat stomach yet, working on it 34. Do you or have you played with a Ouija board? yeh.. scarry shit 35. Are you loyal? always 36. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? i guess 37. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? Off.. 38. Do you believe in magic? Not rly 39. Do you have nightmares frequently? nope 40. Do you like your nose? never thought about it 41. Do you like abstract art? yeh its cool 42. Do you think you can draw well? haha.. no. 43. Do you listen to music daily? i cant live w.o it.. it keeps me sain 44. Do you like to watch cartoons? Not really 45. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? aww..idr, but i miss that fat jolly dude 46. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? a lot 47. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? I switch b/w my ETNIES and SKETCHERS 48. Do you write poetry? used to.. 49. Do you snore? No 50. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? idk,i switch during the night 51. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? Neither..both r ugly 52. Do you lick stamps? No, that's gross. 53. Do you use an electric can opener? I just don’t used a can opener period... 54. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? no , seems cool though 55. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional...but i used to be able to turn it into physical .. yehh .. 56. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? haha sure 57. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? yes.. me, seriosuly 58. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? Piano. 59. Are you a sex addict? im a virgin.. but i think i would be lol 60. Do you know someone who has cancer? Yepp, the owner of Krome, poor guy hes soo cool 61. Do you hunt? no, thats horrible 62. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? both are xrtremely yummy 63. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? hmm.. dont care 64. Do you have a middle name? Michelle 65. Are you basically a happy person? heh i wish 66. Are you tired? yeah 67. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? no..caffeine=fattness 68. Have you ever met anyone off the internet? no 69. How many phones do you have in your house? 6 or 7 70. How long is your hair? a lil below my shoulders 71. Do you get along with your parents? not rly 72. What colour of eyes do you prefer? ocean blue .. like my anthonys 73. Are you an active person? i dnt think so .. but other ppl always tell me i am 74. What medications do you take? none. 5 comments|post comment

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