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Alright, I had almost forgotten what a computer looked like.
Joke, complete joke.
But I haven't spent much time at home, let alone on a computer. I've been at Matt's.
I don't know where I'm at in my head, like what's gone on or in what order.
I think I have registration coming up, I'm kind of too nervous to check the school site, because there's a chance I won't be preregistered into the classes I need, and then I'd be fucked, I don't know what I'd do.
It's my birthday on Monday, I'm not really looking forward to it, which is strange. I can't remember how I feel about my own birthday, I don't know what it was like last year, or any year before. Do I enjoy my birthday? Do I like it? I love other people's birthdays, fucking love them. I love being able to go out shopping and either have something specific in mind, or see something that is so "them". And then be able to share that day with them, you know?
So let's see what's gone on...
Had a lovely doctors appointment today (with Marek's Mom), woke up way too early just so I could get a hold of the receptionist to be able to make an appointment in the first place. Walked the dogs with Mom, she really enjoyed it, we got to talk about Matt, and she got to talk about Dad and Babcia. She says that she and Darwin miss me when I'm at Matt's and that Dar goes to my room and cries and jumps on the bed. The jumping on the bed part does not surprise me one bit, I don't need an alarm when I have Dar, he wakes me up when HE thinks it's time lol.
I've finally gone on the Pill, I couldn't muster up the courage to get on it with any other boyfriend (not serious enough to be honest) and I felt it was useless if I was all by my lonesome. But ya, that's one thing out of the way. Regular periods here I come!!! (tmi?)
Matt and I got to kiss for the first time a couple days ago (two days, maybe three), because his damn coldsore was finally gone. It was great, I don't know how else to put it, and it feels good to be able to kiss him when I want, as I see fit hahaha (which happens to be often lol). And I'm close to 100% positive that we are now officially dating, because we kissed in public (at the metro as I was leaving). I was sans Matt today, will be until Wednesday, I know he's a little bummed, sadly I think it's only because it means no sex. What have I gotten myself into? Hahahahahaha!
Marissa and Dad got to meet him and he left a very good impression on them both. Marissa hated Adrien, she liked Erik (only because he was good looking) and she never saw Chris. I have no real idea how Mom and Dad felt about Adrien, I know that they thought he was kind of on the dumb side, but they seemed to like him, it may have just been to make me happy, and he was also living at our place for almost two weeks. Ya, I guess they didn't like him lol. But now everyone likes Matt, lucky guy, may family tends to be hard to please. Even Babcia seems to like what she's been told about him!!!
Speaking of Babcia, she's still in the hospital, no one knows what's wrong yet. She's now a quasi outpatient though which is good, she's allowed out during the days, but has to sleep at the hospital, so she's coming over for supper tomorrow, and I'll go visit her on my birthday. She'll most likely be going to the Montreal General for the radioactive pill test, which will hopefully be covered by the hospital, if not it's $2000 out of her pocket. We'll see, I just hope that whatever is done will show the cause of all this. I'm really worried about her, if this next test shows that she has a few ruptured vessels they can fix it, if it shows that she has many, they can't do anything, they'll have to take her off Coumadin (blood thinner). If they take her off Cuomadin, then she can easily have a stroke and possibly die this time, or end up paralyzed. If they leave her on Coumadin she'll bleed to death. They better fucking find only a few vessels.
It's damn hot right now. I'm going to go enjoy a cold shower :)
Here's Darwin's new look :P
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