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confession #43 [30 May 2008|08:37pm]
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Okay.
Babcia is back in the hospital (as of yesterday), but things are looking up, she has some form of anemia, they still aren't sure where she's bleeding from, but more tests are being done so I have my fingers crossed. Once she got her transfusion yesterday she perked right up, and today, holy shit man, she's as funny as hell. And she's complaining, which means she's back to her old self.

As for things with Matt. I don't know what's going on but I don't really mind I guess. Only bad thing is family seems to think we're dating, when I clearly said I wasn't sure, and I can't bring it up with him because I'm sort of confused on what we agreed to. But my Mom knows the deal, and I had to explain to her what friends with benefits are now, and how there are usually specific arrangements to them nowadays.

Anyways he came over the day before yesterday, in the morning until mid-afternoon, then we went back to his place (which he now refers to as my second home), he was invited over here for supper but backed out, which is why we left for his place. No one here was pleased with that, but then again they don't understand that we aren't officially a couple. I stayed over until about 4:30pm, then came home.

I ended up meeting his Mom by accident. He doesn't want people to meet his Mom, no girlfriends or friends have, because of a certain thing that I won't say. So anyways, she ended up showing up with his sister (whom he lives with, we're actually starting to converse now), we said our hello's and I looked like a 'tard and gave my little dumb wave. His little cousin Sara(h) also came in, cute little kid.

We still haven't kissed cause he has a motherfucking coldsore. I told him I can't wait for it, he said the same... Good sign I assume?

We're also (I can't believe I'm going to say this) looking into having a foursome. I wasn't totally up for it but agreed to make him happy, so I'm along for the ride. We've done some pretty crazy shit though, so this is just part of the list (and I'm not kidding we actually do have lists lol). I can't wait to see where things go with us.

I have to go blow my nose.

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