| confession #42 |
[26 May 2008|09:03pm] |
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Like You'll Never See Me Again by Alicia Keys |
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Babcia is very sick.
She's so weak, can't eat, she's losing blood and needs transfusions.
So she's going to the hospital tomorrow and may be admitted.
I cried all the way to her place this afternoon and all the way home. She couldn't make it down the hall, she had to rest, same with the stairs and getting into the car, she had to rest for the smallest amounts of physical excursion.
She told me that she's ready to die. I just don't know what to do, what do you say to that?
I told her I love her, and that she has to hang in there and that her Doctor is doing as much as she can and that's what the tests are for. But when she's not eating, tests can't help, and she knows that she needs to eat, but she just doesn't have the energy for it.
I just don't know what to do.
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