| confession #51 | ||||
| 11:07pm 04/07/2008 | ||||
So more emails, if you wish, would be greatly appreciated. The two weeker will kill me, I can tell you now. I'm already looking forward to the 12 days being over, and they haven't even started yet. But ya, as I said, good attitude. Much love, have an awesome weekend. |
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tired| confession #50 | ||||
| 09:58am 28/06/2008 | ||||
The real deal: still to come. So ya, the other counsellors are great, we all get along super well, then there's this teacher who's a back-up counsellor and everyone hates her. Rightfully so. I have seven campers, all girls, aged from 12 to 14 (maybe 15). And I'm the only counsellor who knows their concentration, and big surprise, it's farm. Everything is really complicated to be honest. There is so much for us to do, so much planning, so much work, we aren't just counsellors we're fucking teachers and coordinators all at once. But the pay isn't terrible so I'm going to stick it out, even though it's going to be tough. Turns out if we quit we have to pay them $200, I didn't read the contract close enough so I didn't know :P. I have Monday and Thursday nights off, starting at 10:00pm, but I'm going to be so fucking tired, I don't know what I'll end up doing. I also have off in the mornings, when the cmapers are at school, but we have meetings and shower time and planning to do, so it won't really be like "time off". Well, I have to pack everything back up and get going to Matt's. Until next weekend (possibly). |
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calm| confession #49 | ||||
| 05:39pm 23/06/2008 | ||||
Only just started packing, and by started I mean, looked at the stuff that needs to go into the bag that I haven't opened yet. I was at Matt's Saturday afternoon, left Sunday afternoon and went back Sunday evening, then left this morning. He seemed bummed to see me go, which is a good thing, I guess, but then again maybe I was imagining it. Things are going really well between us, and I'm so happy. :) yay! Keri said that she likes me, which is great, I was kind of unsure, she could totally hate me if she wanted to, I mean I do use her shampoo, and personally, I'm really territorial about my shampoo. Matt had offered to let me leave some stuff at his place (hairbrush, I think that may have been it, simply because I forgot it at his place), it's a crap hairbrush so I said no, but Saturday Keri told me I could leave my toothbrush in their bathroom. Her boyfriend had left his at their place, but they're so on/off (maybe off for good now) so she just threw his out. I don't know, this seems like a big thing to me, leaving my stuff at his place... Is it just me? I drove Marissa to the Queen E today, I hate driving downtown but today was good, even during lunch rush, but I'm guessing it was so good because tomorrow's a holiday so every one's taken today off. I also went to pick up Mom after a lunch she had with the teachers and preps at her school, then went to pick up Babcia after her iron transfusion today. She complained about my old job and is referring to my new job as a "vacation", it's pissing me off a touch. Now really, I have to pack. |
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lethargic| confession #48 | ||||
| 01:51pm 18/06/2008 | ||||
We ended up talking about Matt and her boyfriend Eric, like the whole time. She made me realize quite a number of things, and I'll most likely talk to Matt about them. I feel lucky to have what I do with Matt, and that our beliefs don't decide our relationship for us. Eric is Jess' first boyfriend, and they're both strongly Catholic, and to each of them dating isn't for fun, it's for marriage. So her options down the line, will be to either marry Eric or break up. And he's 25 and will be ready to get married soon, so she's had to think about it. I couldn't handle that, not now anyways. Adrien used to talk about us getting married, stupid shit. But for me it was never an option, and I wasn't as serious about it as he was, but Jess and Eric really are serious about it, and in as little as two years it might happen. We were sitting drinking our coffees and chatting and this guy came up to us and asked us to take his picture with his cell phone, then he sat and chatted with us for freakin ever, he was hard to understand and had an accent, but in the end turns out he was asking us out. Funny stuff, we declined of course, and made an excuse to leave and he took our hands and kissed them and then we were off. Interesting to say the least. I'm off to catch the bus in an hour or so to meet Matt, he said he might finish late today, so I'll jump off at Atwater and grab some Starbucks before getting back on and going to his place and wait in the park. |
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good| Confession #47 | ||||
| 08:18pm 15/06/2008 | ||||
Matt put Cali down on Friday, they hadn't left yet by the time I showed up. So I ended up saying my goodbyes to Cali, saw his Mom again (she sat on the couch next to me and we read our respective books, waved and said hi but that was it). Also saw his Uncle and crazily annoying/spoiled little cousin. Kerri and I are getting along better and better, less like strangers more like acquaintances. I feel bad for being at his house all the time and never bringing anything, so next time I think I'll bring food and make supper, and make it preferably without burning myself. He got me oven mitts, a frisbee and a cute little stuffed penguin for my birthday. :) I like the thought he put into it, the oven mitts because I burned myself numerous time's trying to make us lunch, the frisbee because we've determined that there's nothing to do on the South Shore, and no more tennis in the dark lol, and the penguin because of an inside joke. Anyways I found it very cute. I kind of know where we are with each other a little more, don't feel like getting into it, but we're back to how we were, acting like a couple but not necessarily one, no tension or uneasiness. I registered a couple days ago. I couldn't get into Human Body III or Sociology of the Family I, but I got one of two seats left in Human Development II, sadly neither David or Jess are in that class. Total bummer, but still glad I got the class. I'm also in Peer Teaching, which I'm super excited about. French:Regards sur Science et (les) Technologies, or something like that, I'm scared but we'll see. And gym is Combative Activities, Matt got me into the UFC and MMA in general, so when I saw the class I was interested. He was in Outdoor Educative Activities or something and didn't want it, and then my class ended up being available to him, so we're in the same class! That scares me even more then French does hahaha, like I want him to see how I'm a complete fat ass, more then he must think now! Ick! David wants to go out for drinks, but he's house hunting so we don't know when we'll get to meet up. Jess and I were going to meet for coffee tomorrow, but she finishes her English class at 1:00pm and I have to be back on the South Shore for 3:00pm, so we're going to try and do it on Tuesday. Matt starts his stage tomorrow, and finishes in three weeks, we'll meet up Friday and I'll leave Saturday most likely, and then probably one other night this week, he finishes his days at like 3:00pm and only starts at like 9:00am, so we'll still have time together, not like with my stage days, starting at 7:00am and ending sometime after 4:00pm. :P I have to have my pupils dilated tomorrow, it's been three years, and I know that's terrible, but I don't want to know that I could be going blind or that I'm developing cataracts or that the nevus has grown or whatever. Blah. I'll hopefully also go to Indigo at Dix30, and more importantly Starbucks! (Thank you Hopley! Times a million!!!!) And maybe also La Chaumiere, because when I went to buy Beth her gift I saw this gorgeous necklace and I really want it lol so I might make a little purchase :P. Can't think straight anymore, I'm overheating and my brain is sizzling. Plus, I think that's it :P. |
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| confession #46 | ||||
| 04:24pm 09/06/2008 | ||||
http://www.explodingdog.com/title/itsmybirthdaybutidontknowwhattodo.html Dawson didn't let me into Human Body III or Human Development II. I am fucked, royally fucked. I got a quaint little letter saying that since I've had high grades in English they'd like me to take Peer Teaching as my BXE. And I've been put into BXJ French, which is higher then I thought I was capable of. But honestly I can't even remember what French level I was in to begin with, that one maybe? Kill me now. Oh even more great news, Matt and I aren't actually a couple as I believed. Fucking great. Absolutely great. I hate birthdays. |
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crappy| confession #45 | ||||
| 09:37pm 07/06/2008 | ||||
Joke, complete joke. But I haven't spent much time at home, let alone on a computer. I've been at Matt's. I don't know where I'm at in my head, like what's gone on or in what order. I think I have registration coming up, I'm kind of too nervous to check the school site, because there's a chance I won't be preregistered into the classes I need, and then I'd be fucked, I don't know what I'd do. It's my birthday on Monday, I'm not really looking forward to it, which is strange. I can't remember how I feel about my own birthday, I don't know what it was like last year, or any year before. Do I enjoy my birthday? Do I like it? I love other people's birthdays, fucking love them. I love being able to go out shopping and either have something specific in mind, or see something that is so "them". And then be able to share that day with them, you know? So let's see what's gone on... Had a lovely doctors appointment today (with Marek's Mom), woke up way too early just so I could get a hold of the receptionist to be able to make an appointment in the first place. Walked the dogs with Mom, she really enjoyed it, we got to talk about Matt, and she got to talk about Dad and Babcia. She says that she and Darwin miss me when I'm at Matt's and that Dar goes to my room and cries and jumps on the bed. The jumping on the bed part does not surprise me one bit, I don't need an alarm when I have Dar, he wakes me up when HE thinks it's time lol. I've finally gone on the Pill, I couldn't muster up the courage to get on it with any other boyfriend (not serious enough to be honest) and I felt it was useless if I was all by my lonesome. But ya, that's one thing out of the way. Regular periods here I come!!! (tmi?) Matt and I got to kiss for the first time a couple days ago (two days, maybe three), because his damn coldsore was finally gone. It was great, I don't know how else to put it, and it feels good to be able to kiss him when I want, as I see fit hahaha (which happens to be often lol). And I'm close to 100% positive that we are now officially dating, because we kissed in public (at the metro as I was leaving). I was sans Matt today, will be until Wednesday, I know he's a little bummed, sadly I think it's only because it means no sex. What have I gotten myself into? Hahahahahaha! Marissa and Dad got to meet him and he left a very good impression on them both. Marissa hated Adrien, she liked Erik (only because he was good looking) and she never saw Chris. I have no real idea how Mom and Dad felt about Adrien, I know that they thought he was kind of on the dumb side, but they seemed to like him, it may have just been to make me happy, and he was also living at our place for almost two weeks. Ya, I guess they didn't like him lol. But now everyone likes Matt, lucky guy, may family tends to be hard to please. Even Babcia seems to like what she's been told about him!!! Speaking of Babcia, she's still in the hospital, no one knows what's wrong yet. She's now a quasi outpatient though which is good, she's allowed out during the days, but has to sleep at the hospital, so she's coming over for supper tomorrow, and I'll go visit her on my birthday. She'll most likely be going to the Montreal General for the radioactive pill test, which will hopefully be covered by the hospital, if not it's $2000 out of her pocket. We'll see, I just hope that whatever is done will show the cause of all this. I'm really worried about her, if this next test shows that she has a few ruptured vessels they can fix it, if it shows that she has many, they can't do anything, they'll have to take her off Coumadin (blood thinner). If they take her off Cuomadin, then she can easily have a stroke and possibly die this time, or end up paralyzed. If they leave her on Coumadin she'll bleed to death. They better fucking find only a few vessels. It's damn hot right now. I'm going to go enjoy a cold shower :) Here's Darwin's new look :P   |
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blah| confession #44 | |||
| 05:49pm 03/06/2008 | |||
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I got Darwin shaved today. Poor little sucker, he looks so funny now. But I love him, my little [not so hairy] baby. He looks like a Great Dane puppy now to be honest. Anyways, that's all for now. |
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| confession #43 | ||||
| 08:37pm 30/05/2008 | ||||
Babcia is back in the hospital (as of yesterday), but things are looking up, she has some form of anemia, they still aren't sure where she's bleeding from, but more tests are being done so I have my fingers crossed. Once she got her transfusion yesterday she perked right up, and today, holy shit man, she's as funny as hell. And she's complaining, which means she's back to her old self. As for things with Matt. I don't know what's going on but I don't really mind I guess. Only bad thing is family seems to think we're dating, when I clearly said I wasn't sure, and I can't bring it up with him because I'm sort of confused on what we agreed to. But my Mom knows the deal, and I had to explain to her what friends with benefits are now, and how there are usually specific arrangements to them nowadays. Anyways he came over the day before yesterday, in the morning until mid-afternoon, then we went back to his place (which he now refers to as my second home), he was invited over here for supper but backed out, which is why we left for his place. No one here was pleased with that, but then again they don't understand that we aren't officially a couple. I stayed over until about 4:30pm, then came home. I ended up meeting his Mom by accident. He doesn't want people to meet his Mom, no girlfriends or friends have, because of a certain thing that I won't say. So anyways, she ended up showing up with his sister (whom he lives with, we're actually starting to converse now), we said our hello's and I looked like a 'tard and gave my little dumb wave. His little cousin Sara(h) also came in, cute little kid. We still haven't kissed cause he has a motherfucking coldsore. I told him I can't wait for it, he said the same... Good sign I assume? We're also (I can't believe I'm going to say this) looking into having a foursome. I wasn't totally up for it but agreed to make him happy, so I'm along for the ride. We've done some pretty crazy shit though, so this is just part of the list (and I'm not kidding we actually do have lists lol). I can't wait to see where things go with us. I have to go blow my nose. |
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| confession #42 | ||||
| 09:03pm 26/05/2008 | ||||
She's so weak, can't eat, she's losing blood and needs transfusions. So she's going to the hospital tomorrow and may be admitted. I cried all the way to her place this afternoon and all the way home. She couldn't make it down the hall, she had to rest, same with the stairs and getting into the car, she had to rest for the smallest amounts of physical excursion. She told me that she's ready to die. I just don't know what to do, what do you say to that? I told her I love her, and that she has to hang in there and that her Doctor is doing as much as she can and that's what the tests are for. But when she's not eating, tests can't help, and she knows that she needs to eat, but she just doesn't have the energy for it. I just don't know what to do. |
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depressed| confession #41 | ||||
| 12:13pm 23/05/2008 | ||||
The deal was that he'd send me an email, telling me how he felt and what decision he'd made and how things were going to work out. So everytime I have that little (1) next to the cute little envelope, I freak out. This morning, there was the (1) (dun, dun, dunnn). So I saw that it was from him, was too nervous to open it, then I opened it, turns out he was too hungover to type it all out and asked me to call him. So then I'm too nervous to call! Jesus, so I go to walk the dogs and call him while walking, I'm too nervous to get full sentences out. Anyways to the point. He's decided to continue things with me, and that he'd maybe be up for a "real" relationship, but with work this summer I'll be gone so often and won't get to see him or speak with him, so we're thinking that we'll just keep things as they are for now, and maybe go over them again either before I leave or once I'm back. I'm glad things have gone this way, I don't know what I would've done or how I would've reacted if he had said that things were going to be over. I wasn't very clear with how I felt about things with him, might write him a little email or something... Don't know what to say. I just want him to be happy, I guess that's exactly what I should tell him. Anyways. I'm out for the count, need to clean up my dump, desperately. |
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| confession #40 | ||||
| 09:22pm 21/05/2008 | ||||
Problem. Matt and I set up boundaries, kissing (lips) was off limits. After our get together today, I texted him asking if we could try kissing next time, with a bunch of maybe's thrown in. He replied with a "Yes." like right away. Now, I just got onto msn, asked him how he's doing and he replied that "everything was all fked up with him", I was all like "woah, what's wrong". And this is what he said: Matthew says: things are a bit fked up for me right now especially because of the text message you sent Matthew says: I asked for that boundary for a reason, and I was incredibly quick to disregard the boundary that was set in place for a purpose Matthew says: the fact that I didn't even pause to think about it tells me: I'm getting emotionally involved Matthew says: beyond that... I don't know what to say, I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do, more than anything though, I don't know what I want. Jessika says: I'm so sorry. Matthew says: there's no reason that you should be Jessika says: Well if I hadn't brought it up then you wouldn't be fucked up. Matthew says: it's something I brought up first, in the past Matthew says: and it's not your question that troubles me Matthew says: it's my response Matthew says: does that make sense? Jessika says: Yes it does. I still feel bad for bringing it up, and causing this. Matthew says: you didn't cause this Matthew says: well... ok, that's not completely true Jessika says: Lol Matthew says: your personality caused this Matthew says: but your asking about kissing didn't cause this Matthew says: it brought it to light for me Jessika says: Can you explain that for me? Matthew says: your asking to kiss didn't make me emotionally involved Matthew says: your personality on the other hand, did Matthew says: so did you cause this? well yeah, by being really fun to be around did your question this evening cause this? no I'm incredibly confused now, I know that I would love more, but he's super confused. And I can't tell him my point of view because it might sway his thinking, but then again if I tell him how I feel and see things, after he's made a decision then I can look like a total fool and ruin our friendship, if he wants differently from what I want. I have no idea what I'm doing. I am obviously not going to sleep tonight, like last night. Crap. My fucking huge mouth has ruined yet another good thing in my life. I love him, which sucks major ass right about now. |
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confused| confession #39 (randomzzz) | ||||
| 07:39pm 20/05/2008 | ||||
Mini entry to follow shortly. Perhaps. If I feel like it. Do you have any pets? Yes, Darwin. What color shirt are you wearing? Black tank and grey hoodie. Name three things that are physically close to you: iPod charging, my journal, two pens (pink and purple). What is the last book you read? I'm currently reading Miss Wyoming by Douglas Coupland. I realized that the background image on the cover is the "Welcome to Fabulous Las Vegas" sign, but the book has nothing to do with Vegas. Are you or were you a good student? I was a very good student in High School, now depending on the course I'm either a very good, good or mediocre student. Nursing doesn't even count at this point. What's your favorite sport? Totally love volley ball, but I wouldn't say I have a favorite sport. Do you enjoy sleeping late? Hell yes. What's the weather like right now? Looming dark clouds. Who tells the best jokes? I would love to say my Dad, but his jokes have gotten so old, I know them all by heart. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I was in some weird communal bathroom, in a gorgeous tub with claw feet, and the curtains pulled around. And had my head like poking out/exposed and this cute guy was talking with me and joking about things. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I do drive and I actually got into my first accident yesterday! Not my fault at all and no damage was done, but cool experience none the less. Do you believe in karma? Yes. Do you believe in luck? I think so. Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Neither, I like them over easy. Do you collect anything? If so, what? Vintage suitcases, well I guess you could replace vintage with "old". Are you proud of yourself? In some areas yes, in others not at all. Are you reliable? I would like to think so. Have you ever given money to a bum? Yup. What's your favorite food? Sushi. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Um, nope, not that I can remember. I did get a couple of anonymous gifts on facebook though, I doubt they were from secret admirers though. Do you like the smell of gasoline? I don't know... Haven't smelled it in a while. Do like to draw? Very much so. What's your favorite invention? The camera. Is your room messy? No, surprisingly. What do you like better: oranges or apples? Oranges. Do you give in easily? Yes, quite. Are you a good guesser? I have no clue. Can you read other people's expressions? Yes. Are you a bully? No. Do you have a job? Yes, camp counselor, baby! What time did you wake up this morning? 10:00am, don't tell my parents, they think I was up at 8:30am. What did you eat for breakfast this morning? Didn't have breakfast, had lunch instead, three juice popsicle/freezie things. When was the last time you showered? This is so gross, but I think it was like two days ago. What do you plan on doing tomorrow? Going to meet friends at a bar, say my goodbye's then go to a resto to say goodbye to another group, then head home crying. What's your favorite day of the week and why? Friday, for obvious reasons. Do you have any nicknames? Jesse, Beans, Billy Goat, Jess, Rachel, Boo, and a few other less commonly used one's. Have you ever been scuba diving? No. What's your least favorite color? Blue. Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? Recently it's a toss up between my Babcia and Matt. Would you ever go skydiving? I already have been suckahhhh. What toothpaste do you use? The one with the minty breath squares in it. Do you enjoy challenges? Yes. What's the worst injury you have had? I broke my wrist after falling off Gable. What's the last movie you saw? I watched this DVD concert of "Celtic Women" or something like that at Matt's. What do you want to know about the future? I think the whole point of the future is that you don't know shit about it. What does your last text message say? "Jessica P (Dawson College) wrote on your Facebook wall: well the potluck is not gonna work cuz its raining tomorrow. but w... ('n' for next)" Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? My Mom, when she called at lunch. What's your favorite school subject? This semester I loved Human Body II. What's your least favorite school subject? For the simple fact that I failed, I'd say it was Nursing II, for other reasons I'd say my Humanities class, cause my teacher sucked. Would you rather have money or love? Love, hands down. What is your dream vacation? One of those all inclusive resorts, but in an area where I could experience the culture if I decided to leave the resort for a few days or whatnot. That or India, I'd kill to visit India. What is your favorite animal? Dog... Specifically mine :P. Do you miss anyone right now? Ben oui, I miss Hopley and Beth. What's the last sporting event you watched? Hockey. Do you need to do laundry? Ya, gotta find my new shorts. Do you listen to the radio? Only in the car. Where were you when 9/11 happened? At school, I think. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? Get angry on the inside, then try to walk away as if nothing happened. Have you ever caught a butterfly? I didn't catch it, it landed on me by it's own doing. What color are your bed sheets? Black and white. What's your ringtone? One of those generic rings, the one's that people comment on saying "If you have a cell phone why have it ring like a normal phone? There are so many cooler options". Who was the last person to make you laugh? The guy who's car I'm buying, can't recall why. Was most likely nervous laughter. Do you have any obsessions right now? Oxygen gas, completely obsessed with the stuff. Do you like things that glow in the dark? Who doesn't?! What's your favorite fruity scent? Anything citrusy. Do you watch cartoons? No. Have you ever sat on a roof? Roof of a car, yes. Have you ever been to a different country? Yes. Name three things in the world you dislike: Discrimination, stupid people, hidden fees. Name three people in the world you dislike: Aileen Lanuzo, Catherine Saad, Adolph Hitler. Has a rumor ever been spread about you? Not that I know of. Do you like sushi? It's my fave food. What's that other word for food? Food object? Food item! Do you hold grudges? No. |
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okay| confession #38 | ||||
| 04:38pm 18/05/2008 | ||||
Was good, as per usual. I however had a momentary very weird mood change. I don't know why, I don't know what I was feeling, but suddenly I was so confused. I came close to crying twice during that little lapse in normalcy. It's like I've said before, it's as if at times, someone else is living my life and then I get thrown into it and they watch me squirm and suffer, seeing as I don't know what's going on. I'm alive right? I make choices, I do things, I think, therefore shouldn't I know what's going on in my own life? Shouldn't I know how I feel about things? "I don't know", should never be an answer, but it always is. I let Andrew know that I'm not interested in dating him. He's just very immature, we have little to nothing in common, he isn't open to different kinds of people, and he lied to sound "cool" (I can only assume that was the reason). I'm dreading any response from him, but my fault no? I think I'm going to cut my hair... Myself... Because my hairdresser is booked from now till the end of time. Something short perhaps. I also think I'm going to call Adrenaline to make an appointment to get my tattoo touched up and to get a new one, and to book an appointment for Mom to get hers. If I don't do it she never will, even though she wants one. I've designed a handful for her and she's picked one that she really loves, now all I have to do is get my ass in gear for my design and cross my fingers. I doubly also think that I'll google for a place to do some volunteer work. Screw getting another job, I'd have to quit shortly after starting anyways, and go through the whole application/interview process. Just the thought of it is giving me a headache. |
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| confession #37 | ||||
| 06:42pm 14/05/2008 | ||||
As a camp counsellor! I'm excited! Can you tell? With all the exclamation marks! |
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excited| confession #36 | ||||
| 08:38pm 13/05/2008 | ||||
Lol, not that I thought I was or anything, just hadn't gotten my period in like 5 months(?). But now I'm so overrun by cramps that I can't concentrate, but desperately need to study for my Bio final on Thursday. Matt came over today. I had something else too, can't recall what. Marissa failled the test for her learner's permit. I have an appointment for an eye exam next Thursday, cause I can't see for shit anymore. 8) Lol |
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blank| confession #35 | ||||
| 09:00pm 11/05/2008 | ||||
I have my Humanities final tomorrow, and haven't studied at all for it. My Buddha is staring at me, smiling, so I say he's pleased with my lack of studying. He may also be laughing, possibly at the fact that if I don't study, I fail. I'll kiss his belly tomorrow morning, that'll keep failing off my fortune cookie paper. To continue the diversity of this entry, I was also told today that I would look really good in traditional-type Indian clothing. So there you go, Buddhists, Chinese, and Indians have all added to my non-studying habits today. |
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creative| copnfession #34 | ||||
| 11:47am 10/05/2008 | ||||
Had my Bio Lab exam, blah, I completely forgot about Digestive Enzymes and so had a few questions I couldn't answer. I finished the damn thing in less than half an hour, everyone else was in there for what felt like ages. Now here's the shock of a lifetime; I got 80.77% on my Psych final. I've failed every test since the beginning of the semester, and I can't express how lucky I am, because aparently she's taking our final mark and using it as our cumulative mark for all the tests. So that means I went from a 50-something% overall, to quite possibly a 90%. After the Lab exam, Matty picked me and his Dad (my Uncle Robert) up from the Term and then to their place for his Birthday party. I don't get it, he wanted it, turning 18 and he wants a family Birthday party? I'm thinking it might be because Ally is in China, so for once he's the focus. Anyways it was fun, left early to meet up with Matt. I have a feeling Matt's sister hates me, because we can't even look at eachother when we pass by in the house, or like right out the door while coming in or leaving. Given the circumstances in which she first met me, might explain why, but still. His cats love me though, and his Mom thinks I'm his girlfriend, which seems to thrill her according to what he's told me. Now I have a final to study for. |
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bouncy| confession #33 | ||||
| 09:23pm 05/05/2008 | ||||
If you're reading this, THANKS FOR INVADING MY PRIVACY. We need to talk. Your loving daughter, Jessika |
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angry| confession #32 | ||||
| 09:26am 03/05/2008 | ||||
I have an interview at 2:30 for a job as a couselor at a camp for frenchies to learn english. I was with Matt from sometime before 5:00pm to 10:30pm last night. It was hot. I have to be a taxi driver for Marissa and Mom today, in between the appointments and homework that I have to do. None of which I can do tomorrow since I have yet another full day of walking. In the rain. Marvelous, simply marvelous. |
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