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[05 Nov 2003|08:02pm] |
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sorry for my lack of entries
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[22 Oct 2003|07:43pm] |
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you may say i'm a dreamer....but im not the only one
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[15 Oct 2003|04:35pm] |
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i silently scream for a help i wish never to recieve...
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[15 Oct 2003|02:19pm] |
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my paper heart bleeds
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| A SONG FOR JAZMIN....NO REALLY! |
[23 Sep 2003|07:13pm] |
I look into your eyes, and I see
I see a part of me
you're better than I'd ever hoped you be
and when you smile you light the room
you loved me, and you make it clear
I wonder what I ever did to deserve
to have you near
Sorry I had to go away
no please don't misconsture
I just hope you'll understand one day
the hardest part was leaving you
You know that last December
I wanted to be with you
I know that I should have been there too
for you
you might be the only one I love
it makes me choke up
choke up
I'm scared that if it carries on this way
you'll feel the way I do
and I don't want that but I still run away
and its breaking me in two
I've spent so many birthdays wondering
where my dad was
its not an excuse its just a cause
I'm scared that if it carries on this way
you'll feel the way I do
and I don't want that but I still run away
and its breaking me in two
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| FOR JAZMIN |
[14 Sep 2003|06:54pm] |
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STILL NONE |
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"California"
We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from
California!
Here we come!
On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from
California!
Here we come!
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| If I am |
[13 Sep 2003|02:21pm] |
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Bohemian Rhapsody |
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So you're standin on the ledge
It looks like you might fall
Its so far down
Or maybe you were thinkin about jumpin
Now you could have it all
If you learned a little patience
For though I cannot fly
I'm not content to crawl
So give me a little credit
Have in me a little faith
I wanna be with you forever
If tomorrow's not too late
But its always too late when you got nothin
So you say
You should never let the sun set on tomorrow
Before the sun rises today
If I am
Another waste of everything you dreamed of
I will let you down
If I am
Only here to watch you as you suffer
I will let you down
So you're walkin on the edge
And you wait your turn to fall
But you're so far gone
That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you
And you could find the fault
In the heart that you've been handed
For though you cannot fly
You're not content to crawl
And its always too late when you got nothin
So you say
But we should never let the sun set on tomorrow
Before the sun rises
If I am
Another waste of everything you hoped for
I will let you down
If I am
Only here to watch you as you suffer
I will let you down
So you're standin on the ledge
It looks like you might fall
If I am
Another waste of everything you dreamed of
I will let you down
If I am
Only here to watch you as you suffer
I will let you down
The answers we find
Are never what we had in mind
So we make it up as we go along
You don't talk of dreams
When i won't mention tomorrow
And we won't make those promises we can't keep
I will never leave you
I will not let you down
I will never leave you
I will not let you down
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| talking to danjels :) |
[12 Sep 2003|07:17pm] |
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(God works in mysterious ways)
One man one goal one mission
One heart one soal just one solution
One flash of light yeah one god one vision
One flesh one bone
One true religion
One voice one hope
One real decision
Wowowowo gimme one vision
No wrong no right
I'm gonna tell you there's no black and no white
No blood no stain
All we need is one world wide vision
One flesh one bone
One true religion
One race one hope
One real decision
Wowowowo oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah
I had a dream
When I was young
A dream of sweet illusion
A glimpse of hope and unity
And visions of one sweet union
But a cold wind blows
And a dark rain falls
And in my heart it shows
Look what they've done to my dreams
So give me your hands
Give me your hearts
I'm ready
There's only one direction
One world one nation
Yeah one vision
No hate no fight
Just excitation
All through the night
It's a celebration wowowowo yeah
One one one one...
One vision...
One flesh one bone
One true religion
One voice one hope
One real decision
Gimme one light
Gimme one hope
Just gimme
One man one man
One bar one night
One day hey hey
Just gimme gimme gimme gimme
Fried chicken
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| Hallelujah |
[30 Jul 2003|09:30pm] |
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I heard there was a secret chord
that David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well it goes like this :
The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major
lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah
Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew ya
She tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
You know, I used to live alone before I knew ya
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
And love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
There was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me do ya
But remember when I moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Now, maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya
It's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
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| Spend a life time |
[30 Jul 2003|09:28pm] |
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Touch me in the night time
All I want from you is love
And I know you can give me such sweet moments
To last me so long
Cos, you make me fell so strong
All I want to do is spend a lifetime with you, baby
Make it happen
All I want to do is spend a lifetime with you, baby
Oh girl
All I want to do is spend a lifetime with you, baby
Cos you make me feel that good
And nothing else matters
Until you are in my arms girl
And all those broken promises we made to each other
We have so much more to give
I know that we can do this
That's how I want to live
Eternally, together
All I want to do is spend a lifetime with you, baby
All I want to do is spend a lifetime with you, baby
Will you make it happen for us now
Please this time
You know I need your touch honey
I want your touch honey
Like the morning sun has just begun
Girl, like the rain on my window pane
Girl, if I could make you stay
More than one day
Eternally together
Oh, girl I need your touch
Oh, girl I want your loving
Sweet, you know that we can make it happen
For you and for me to be
And eternally together we will be
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| Corner of the Earth |
[30 Jul 2003|09:24pm] |
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Little darlin' don't you see the sun is shining
Just for you, only today
If you hurry you can get a ray on you, come with me, just to play
Like every humming bird and bumblebee
Every sunflower, cloud and every tree
I feel so much a part of this
Nature's got me high and it's beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth
This corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
So inspired of that there's nothing left to do or say
Think I'll dream, 'til the stars shine
The wind it whispers and the clouds don't seem to care
And I know inside, that it's all mine
It's the chorus of the breakin' dawn
The mist that comes before the sun is born
To a hazy afternoon in May
Nature's got me high and it's so beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe from death until rebirth
You know that this corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
This corner of the earth, is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
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| Running away |
[30 Jul 2003|09:22pm] |
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I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?
...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?
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| #I can feel the beat# |
[30 Jun 2003|01:47pm] |
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remember when i moved in you
the holy dove was moving too
and every breathe we drew was
hallejah....
meh got stuff to say...write back later
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| die another day |
[23 Jun 2003|04:18pm] |
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Satisfied Mind
(J.Hayes - J.Rhodes)
How many times have you heard someone say
If I had money, I'd do things my way.
But little they know that it's so hard to find
One rich man in ten with a satisfied mind.
Money can't buy back your youth when you're old
A friend when you're lonely, or peace to your soul.
The wealthiest person is a pauper at times,
Compared to the man with the satisfied mind.
When my life is over and my time has run out,
My friends and my loved ones, I'll leave them no doubt.
But one thing's for certain, when it comes to my time,
I'll leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
One thing's for certain, when it comes to my time,
I'll leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
Satisfied mind.
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| Look at you now, your put in your place |
[15 Jun 2003|09:25pm] |
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"You cannot love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning. Therefore, the Satanist believes you should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy!" Anton LaVey
dont worry im not a satanist....but i dont know if i'm christian anymore either
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| As good as it gets |
[11 Jun 2003|11:54pm] |
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Where did you go
when the going got tough?
Why did you leave
and not sort out this stuff?
You smiled to the faces
that let you down
But inside you were hurting
and starting to drown
Drown in your sorrows
and drown in your fears
Lonely nights screaming
eyes flooded with tears
Why couldnt you trust me
in the times of low blow
Instead of comfort in razors
the scares, they still show
I told you, i loved you
but it wasn't enough
you shrugged me away
to prove you were tough
secretly you wanted
for someone to care
with all your thoughts and feelings
you wished you could share
Where was the courage
when you decided to die?
Never giving me a chance
To say my goodbye
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| there's nothing left for me to do |
[11 Jun 2003|02:47pm] |
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You held onto my hand
and shook out my heart
you screwed up my life
and tore it apart
you held down the pillow
when i struggled for air
you stripped me of strength
to leave me feel bare
i told you i loved you
you shrugged it away
you looked at me blankly
with nothing to say
i crawl through your jail
while you dance out in pride
your happy to live
while im dying inside
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i deleted this entry...
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| the sun turned black and the moon turned blood red |
[05 Jun 2003|11:45am] |
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For every story gone untold
There's a secret that dissolves
So many pieces still unsolved
You're not quite who you think you are
Can see the symptoms from afar
I'm hosing down your shooting star
There you go again to fall
Waiting on a friend to call
If you wait I'm gonna drive it home
Carry all of this away from here
If you wait I'm gonna drive it home
Kiss you every time the rain appear
Sometimes we wish for far away
But something always makes me stay
Far to strong a bond to try and break
You know exactly where you've been
A shooting star is hardly seen
Outshined by every other beam
There you go again to fall
Waiting on a friend to call
If you wait I'm gonna drive it home
Carry all of this away from here
If you wait I'm gonna drive it home
Kiss you every time the rain appear
I'm feeling richer I'm feeling taller
I feel like every time I try to fit the I try to fit The picture
I've got to keep up with the others
Looking for whatever we were never to Discover
Now you're ringing out slowly
Like cathedral bells
And you'd sleep through heaven
Just to get to hell
Now you drop away slowly
Like the autumn leaves
But you lose your colour
When you hit the street
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