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| 12:17pm 30/06/2003 |
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Summer, summer, summer! Hooray!!!! No more school! la la la la la la! lol. can you tell i am happy? |
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| 03:54pm 13/06/2003 |
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mood:  naughty music: billy joel.... ? don't ask please...
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oops, kinda forgot to update for a while. it is friday today, and i have to go to my little brothers graduation tonight. he is graduating from pre-k. so fucking cute... not much happened this week. kinda boring actually. but i just wanted to let everyone know i am still alive. i wish i could go out tonight... maybe i can hang out with someone i haven't hung out with for a long time. i'll see if i can call someone. after the graduation of course. lol. later. |
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| 09:56pm 08/06/2003 |
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mood:  exhausted
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i feel like crap. i still can't hear out of one ear, and i am really tired. not the kind of tired where you want to sleep, but the kind of tired where when you try to move, you can't, and you get all light headed when you do. it's really fucking creeping me out. and my neck hurts. whatever. i'm going to bed. later. |
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| 02:17pm 07/06/2003 |
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mood:  sick
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it's saturday. the week end, finally. i went to the movies last night with sarah stephanie julie and george. we saw bruce almighty. it was good. a little to holy for me though. just kidding. i fucking got sick. can you believe this shit. my nose is stuffy i have a god damn cough and i can only hear out of 1 ear. this blows. oh well. sucks for me. later. |
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| 06:56pm 04/06/2003 |
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mood:  high
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my day was okay. it wasn't horrible, so i can't complain. I did nothimg, just hung out at my house. what a life.. lol let me tell you. i just got out of the shower, so i am ready to go to sleep, but it is only 7 o'clock, and if i go to sleep now then i won't be able to watch whose line is it anyway at 10. oh the horror. lol i'm gunna stop typing now, before i say something really stupid... to late. later. |
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| 06:15pm 03/06/2003 |
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mood:  crushed music: Nirvana "Smells Like Teen Spirit"
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did you ever wake up and realize that you have fallen in love? Then realize that the man you love is not and never will be interested in you're love, or even in your friendship? well if you haven't, let me tell you: it hurts like fucking hell. |
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| 07:26pm 02/06/2003 |
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mood:  dirty music: pink floyd- dark side of the moon
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well, i ended up going to the movies the other night to watch the italian job, with julie george & sarah, but when we got there it was so crowded that we wouldn't have gotten tickets in time. so we went to sarah's house and julie and george went into julies room and sarah and i watched from hell with jonny dept (sp?) it's a good movie, but the ending is sad. And it is awesome to watch during a thunder storm... which is all it did all weekend. I'm not complaining though. i love rain. and i did nothing on sunday. And now it's monday. did nothing but go to school. Flunked a math test horribly. didn't even write on the paper. i g2g in the shower. later |
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| 12:56pm 31/05/2003 |
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mood: groggy music: Queen- Bohemian Rhapsody
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Haven't written in awhile, have i? it's finally the weekend! i went over sarahs house yesterday, and we rented some movies and just hung out. Jen was supposed to come over too but she must have gotten off of work late. Anyway, i got home at 11 last night then went to bed at arouund 1. At 9:30 this morning i woke up and did absolutly nothing. i think i'm gunna go see a movie tonight. whatever, i don't care. later. |
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| 05:52pm 28/05/2003 |
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mood:  gloomy music: Stephen Lynch- Altar Boy
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Those two friends that i mentioned were fighting before are talking again... but they still hate each other... i don't know, it's complicated... school once again sucked, and i now have a project to do. i hate projects... i hate school... i love the rain. It was pouring this afternoon. Lightning and all. it was awesome. I flunked a history test today. not fun. i guess this entry was just to update, cause i seemed to have just bored you with bullshit. sry about that. no i'm not. later. |
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| 05:56pm 27/05/2003 |
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mood: depressed music: ACDC back in black
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went to school. sucked as usual.... i stayed after with jen and barbara, and they tried to type up their essays... muhahaha i don't have an essay! (oh god i better not rub it in their faces, they looked ready to kill when they ran out of time :>) so after school i didn't do anything. played computer... i might watch a movie... i still have to take a shower. but you know me.. procrastinate and end up rushing to do it at the end. i should really go do something.... but that would involve getting up, won't it? fuck it. lol. i'm such a fat-ass. i found out something suprising about a friend today. not exactly bad, just so different then what i thought would end up happening. I know it would be so less confusing to just say names and shit, but if you don't understand what i am writing about, then you shouldn't know in the first place. sry. but you think u know a person, and they change right under your nose.... i actually miss middle school. i fell out with so many friends... everyone changed... i miss how everything was. i used to be so secure. but now i don't know if i even know myself any more... i really only trust two people... (s.h. & b.h.) wow, i'm just realizing how much everything has gone to hell... |
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| MY ROOM IS CLEAN! |
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| 09:56pm 26/05/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Nirvana- "rape me"
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AND THEY SAID IT COULDN"T BE DONE!!!! lol. okay so under my bed and in the closet isn't done.... fuck off i cleaned it enough. you can at least see the carpet now... and although there was no hot oil in swim fan, they did fuck in a pool... then 2 people died in that pool... and they still swimmed in it.... ewww. yes, well, anyway, once again not much happened today. i actually can't remember what i did... so either i was so bored that i blocked it out of my mind - or i temporarily lost my sanity and now came back to normal. whatever, at least i didn't kill anyone. and if i did there is no witnesses... because even if i was insane i would realize that i would have to kill the witnesses... okay where is this coming from? i'm freaking myself out... maybe i should go to sleep.... later. |
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| 07:38pm 25/05/2003 |
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mood:  calm
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Today was not to eventful, i did shit, i just don't feel like writing. I'm watching a movie, Swim Fan, it's actually a pretty good movie, but horrible actors. lol. Oops, i spilt hot oil all over myself... i better jump into the pool naked to wash it off.... oh no, i seem to have slipped on the wet ground into your arms... j/k, nothing like that even happened-yet. :) well i'm gunna go watch the movie. l8er. |
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| 06:33pm 24/05/2003 |
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mood:  thankful
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I just wanted to say before i left (birthday party) thanks alot to barbara for trying to get this damn journal the way i want it. It looks awesome so far and i'm glad to stopped for a while so that you didn't rip out all your hair. You look good with the short hair, but i'm not sure if bald is really your look. lol. i g2g get ready.
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| 01:43pm 24/05/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Nirvana "You Know You're Right"
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Well, here it is, my first journal. Are you happy barbara? lol. I guess I now have an audience to bitch to. That can't be to bad, can it? It's Saturday and i just woke up. (I know, it's 1:43 p.m.) I'm still tired though. I was supposed to hang out with Sarah last night but my mom went into phyco mode and wouldn't let me out of the house. I was so fucking pissed off. I ended up doing absolutly NOTHING instead. Fun Fun Fun. And i can't do anything tonight either, because I am being forced to go to my Uncle's house for my gramps birthday, which is tommorow... at least my cousins will be there. Tiff and geoff. Maybe we can drag Tom and Jay along. Or even Sarah... that is if she is off work. I would invite Barbara but my mom wouldn't let her come because she "doesn't know her well enough" my mom can REALLY PISS ME OFF!!!!! ::deep breath:: Whatever. I'm supposed to hang out with Barbara on sunday anyway, we really have to do our research papers. They were due almost 2 weeks ago. lol. Barbara didn't even start her note cards, and i only have 15. Damn, this means i have to clean my room.... well, this week wasn't to good. My two best friends now hate each other. They were friends for such a long time and now they are fighting, which sucks for me because i really don't want to pick a side. So i try to stay out of it. Hopefully they will become friends again, but if not, then they should just go their seperate ways and not bicker and bitch at each other. Once again, whatever. I'm getting a pool in my backyard, and it is almost finished. Two words... MAD PARTYING! This summer is going to fucking rule. (i hope) I just hope it isn't anythin like last summer. That was boring as hell... Barbara was right, it does feel good to get everything off your chest. Shit, i gotta go clean my room. I hope i live through this..... Wish me luck |
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