JoNeSy GiRl

7:29pm: Anywho, haven't posted in a while, guys! Sorry! But here you go, finally.
I also looked up some quotes for those who requested below, so please do look if you still need them! They're at the bottom.


•Because once upon a time, we were bst friends. And, yes, there's been a lot of bad stuff inbetween. But none of that matters right now. You need me, I'm there. Any time, any place, anywhere.

•We walk around talking to complete strangers ; laugh for absolutely no reason at all ; have stupid fights that are over in 10 minutes ; attempt to dance and sing like that do in the music videos ; have a billion "you-had-to-be-there" times ; gang up on the bitch that has a problem with on of us ; make fun of each other' when we walk into stuff ; act like we're all on crack ; and no matter what happens we're always there for each other through good times & bad.

•I will admit I hate those things I did; Girls will always cry, Boys will never admit they did.

•Can you grant me one last wish;
Play russian roulette as we kiss.

•It's time to roll the dice to see if you're out of luck tonight.

•Will you hold my hand? Will you kiss me and pinky promise me that you will never leave?

•You kiss the tears from my cheeks; stop saying you love me

•Take this heart and make it better; tell me that you'll stay forever

•Alone at last; together in a photograph.
Our eyes are always open... Devoted to perfection through silence.

•And what were those words you said to me; tthat made me feel so special

•A broken record spins in circles; she can't listen anymore. She's turned around a thousand times; she set that bridge a fire.

•But let's pray for this suicide and all these pictures falling down around me.

•Selfishly consumed with everything you wrought.

•Silence broken with words unspoken,
now she's on her knees (no more)

•Tell me your fantasies; I'll make you believe
That I really care.

•I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.

•Forever lost in these shadow places forgotten by the sun. Why would you do such a thing and leave me in this dark corner of the world?

•"I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off.
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
was 'freedom'.
If I'm reborn
let's meet again."

•Life: Hate or be Hated

•Damaged and left cold on the bathroom floor, one crippled angel lost all hope.

•&& I Smile As Her H e a r t Breaks__x

•&& with her heart in pieces, she's strong enough to go on && prove that you can't destroy her like you want to

•Her mirror's cracked,
her make up's smeared,
all her hope is trashed,
so with one last breath,
she uttered the words,
" i knew we'd never last "

•Strip away vanity
Just as you consume me
Broken smile, starless sky
Save it all, Say goodbye

•He was my p.e.r.f.e.c.t. mistake

•Never get too far ahead of yourself because what might seem like love could simply be a tragedy reminding you of the past.

•One Day Her Life Will End.....Will You Be Happy Then?

•...but she hates yesterday, today, and tomorrow...
because your no longer in them.

•I look at my reflection in my broken mirror Only to see Black Eyeliner running
d
o
w
n
my [porcelain cheeks]

•I've come to the realisation that im the girl who will cry because i hate the song thats playing on the radio but wont get up and change it.


Loss and Grief; remember

•When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

•He spake well who said that graves are the footprints of angels.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

•A little tribute true and tender,
Just to show that we remember.
Time may pass and fade away
But memories of you will always stay.

•I have trouble accepting the fact that you're gone, so I wont...
It'll be like we went for awhile without seeing each other.
But I can see why God would want you closer to him,
cause you truly were an angel on Earth.

•We should all be so lucky to have someone who will never let us go.
The ultimate legacy is to leave behind someone who will love you forever.

•When the last teardrop falls
I will stand tall
And hold onto the memories
Of how you used to be

•Birth and Death are the two noblest expressions of bravery.

•Death is not extinguishing the light;
it is putting out the lamp because dawn has come.

•While we are mourning the loss of our friend,
others are rejoicing to meet him behind the veil.

•Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow,
sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out with tears.

•We lost so many people, but gained that many angels.

•You never leave someone behind… you take a part of them
with you and leave a part of yourself behind

•Nothing lasts forever, not the mountains nor the sea,
but the times we've had together will always be with me

•Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime. We'll take the best, forget the rest and someday we'll find these are the best of times

• “You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

7:14pm: More quotes.
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**HOPELESS LOVE**
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•Every time she laughs she hopes he is watching.. not so he will see she is happy but so maybe just maybe he will fall for her smile as hard as she fell for his

•Butterflies in your stomach and your heart skipping beats? That can’t be safe.

•I have a boyfriend. He just doesn’t know it.

•I’m not taken but my [heart] is.

•& he said, "I'll love you forever."
and she whispered "Just warn me when forever starts to end."

•I know that he will never love me. But I'll still be content just by being his guardian angel, that he will never know of.

•&& You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them.

•All my thoughts seem to settle on the ~breeze~ when im _lying_ wrapped up in *your* [arms]

•I went outside the other night, looked up at the stars, and matched each one with a reason why I love you. Everything was going great but then I ran out of stars...

•If I had a rose for every time I thought about you I'd be walking in a garden forever.

•When violets turn red and roses turn blue, I'll be still in love with you.

•Loving you is like breathing...How can I stop?

•"Love is the music your heart makes against hers..."

•Love: Two vowels, two consonants, two fools.


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**HEART BROKEN**
****************

•I guess to some extent you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head with no one to share them with. Overall being alone isn’t terrible. It just hurts like hell.

•Whoever said love lasts forever was drunk.

•I’ll show you what it’s like to be alone and not believe.

•If you only knew the love I felt for you behind the mask of perfectly innocent lies....

•No matter what she says, she may forgive you, but she'll never, never forget.

•&& Its My Turn Now, My Turn To Break Your Heart__x

•I [love] you,
was all she said...
With her finger on the trigger,
and the gun to her head;;

•You Mean Everything & Nothing To Me..

•..:If you said that you couldn't stand to see my heart broken...when your broke it, did you close your eyes?:..

•I wish you well my darling and maybe one day when you sitting under a tree, watching our daughter play in the park.....you stop for just a second and look at whomever may be with you......and wish it was me.

•The painter can not see without eyes. The musician can not hear without ears. And I can not love without the heart you stole from me.

•I wish I could wave a magic wand, like you waved good-bye
And change the lock on my heart

•Is it supposed to be this hard to be happy for just one second? Or did I just somehow fall into this phase for life?

•I don't know what it feels like to be you, but I know what it feels like to wanna die, how it hurts to smile, how you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside...

•No. I'm not okay.
But thanks for asking. <3



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**THE GOOD LIFE**
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•Single and living life to the fullest. Yeah that’s me! No man is gonna take my privileges away, not even if it was meant to be.

•Still getting hurt over and over again. No more stressing and obsessin. From now on I’m having fun and refusing to give my heart to anyone.

•Cover one eye...it's only half as bad!

•I'm not rude, just honest.

•You are a unique individual--just like everybody else.



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**MISC**
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•If you’re not ready to cry, if you’re not ready to take a risk, if you’re not ready to feel the pain, then you’re not ready to fall in love.

•So this is my newfound freedom. It’s funny. I don’t remember being chained.

•You know you need a boyfriend when cartoon characters start looking surprisingly hot.

•I'm not a tease, I'm just a reminder of what you can't have!

•If you truly love them, Let them go.
Or cripple them so they can't leave. :3


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Arranged in categories again.
Just a few. ^_^!
Comment if you likey!
~Desi

11:36pm: Heartbreak to Love to Friends
Haven't posted in a while, so here ya go! Arranged in categories!

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-----HEARTBREAK-----

•As our blue eyes meet
i walk up the lonely street
&& take a quick glance at his broken heart
and think
why do break ups have to be this hard??

•you werent a waste of time
just a harsh realization that
i c o u l d do b e t t e r.

•and when you start to miss me. remember, you let me go.

•Sorry...
But I'm running out of bandaids.

•Just because you don't [love] her anymore, doesn't mean you can treat her like you [never] did.

•Let's go back to when we didn't know each other...
And when you couldn't hurt me.

•She tore all of those pages out,
She ripped out those roses out of the vase,
She ripped all the pictures out of her books,
But she can't rip those memories out of her mind,
Or you out of her heart.

•&& iF YOU TELL HER YOU LOVE HER
[ make sure she knows you told me that too ]

•Smiles are like bandaids;;
They cover up the pain,
but it still hurts.

•&& she lays in her bed
tears running down her face
covers pulled over her head
thinking about what ever went wrong
why it had to end
&&+ what could`ve been
and all of this
because of you.

•Your like a car crash::You dont wanna look but you stare anyways

•Drama and lies are nothing but tears to the eyes.

•He didn't just ((break)) her heart.He broke her soul and her dreams. Her pride and her smile.He ruined everything she had ::become::

•and for once in her life;
she just wants
someone to be afraid of losing //her//

•You get used to it. It may suck at first, but then you just feel it over and over and over, and suddenly, it's all flying past you. Suddenly, you don't see anything or feel anything. It's all numb to me now. Even you.

i dont know what hurts more; saying goodbye forever, or saying hello to another heartbreak.

•she takes out her ipod every morning
to hide the feelings that are kept inside
&& she closes her eyes and listens
to the words of a broken heart <3

•Love is like lightning;;
get hit once;;
&&babe it kills

•[Because of you] I never knew I could [lie] so good.

•her laughter :: a cry for help..
her smile :: a symbol of her insecurities..
her tears :: the reality..

•I need a boy to give me a good hug and say
"I'm sorry my gender sucks."

•Beautifully Broken && Glamorously Destroyed


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----------L O V E----------

•You. Me. Whipped cream. Handcuffs. Any questions?

•&& i triple dog dare you
T O F A L L I N L O V E W I T H M E <33

•screw the phonics
I'm hooked on you

•If you were to ask how many times you ran through my mind,
I'd say once, cause baby, you never left it

•you are that
one colored
[ c r a y o n ]
that I can never
seem to find.
but when I find
it. I [ s m i l e ]

• a girl worth kissing;
is not easily kissed my dear

• *CLASS;
wouldn't be the same
without : YOU <3

• i don't mind if he catches me staring,
cause i know hes
s t a r i n g b a c k
<3

•I may be a flirt... But your boyfriend likes it. <3

•We haven't met & that's okay
[[cause you will be asking for me one day]]


•&& let`s take a picture..
so i could see how cute
we`d be together .

•Everyday about ten times my friends have to
tell me either..
1. Stop looking at him
2. Your drooling
3. Hes not even in this class


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-----BEST FRIENDS-----

•a friend is someone
who knows how
stupid .
clumsy
and idiotic
we are ; yet
they love us anyway

•a friend will wipe your tears when you are rejected from a crush but a best friend goes up to the boy and says, "It's because your gay, isn't it?"

•A friend will help you up if you fall, but a best friend will be the one thats laughing soo hard, because they are the one that tripped you.

•A good friend will come bail you out of jail.
But a *best friend* will be sitting next to you,
Saying "Damn that shit was awesome!"

•A [good] friend will share their umbrella with you when it's raining.
A [true] friend will have an extra one knowing you will forget one.
A [best] friend will take away your umbrella and scream "RUN SUCKA, RUN!"

•&& so we're the kind of people
who hate drama even
though we know we're
the only reason it
[exists]

•basically; we rock♥
[[so i understand if you're jealous]]

•& we stick t o g e t h e r like abercrombie and fitch.

•<3 i have the type of friends..
that if my house burnt down...
we'd be sitting on the grass
making s'mores and hitting on the firemen <3

•A good friend will say you look great...
... but a best friend, will tell you that you look like a total idiot

•&ipinkypromise
when were old ladies were going to be
Best friends
Chasing each other in nursing homes
withourmotorscooters

•Everyone Has a Wild Side
me & my friends just prefer to share ours in public

•She's my best friend.
break her heart.
&& i'll break your face.

•B e s t // F r i e n ds:
Got a problem with us? Solve it.
Think we're trippin? Tie our shoes.
Can't stand us? Sit back down.
Can't face us? Turn the hell around.
xoxo <3

•A best friend is someone who will trade you the pink popcicle for the icky green one <3

•and just when you thought
you were the center of attention,
WE WALKED iN*


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Hope you likey. ^_^ Do comment!
Know any other quotes of, say, liking someone who you can't have? XD
Thank youuu. <3

-Desi

3:04am: Quotes, Quotes, and Quotes!
Sorry for any repeats. I'm just, in a pretty upset mood and was looking over quotes. Not sure which ones I've posted or not.

•Now that you're gone I'll wake up everyday wishing I was dead, and put on my "happy face" to go out and lie to the world.

•The last memory I have was you walking out of my life and never coming back

•Tears have been streaming down my face all day afraid of losing you and my heart screaming ~don't let him go.

•One night the moon said to me, "If he makes you cry so much, why don't you leave him?"
I looked up to the moon and said, "Moon would you leave your sky?"

•Used to be (( y o u )) couldn't
wait to talk to :*?me?*:
(( Y o u )) would )( share )(
your >+secrets+< you would
)( Share )( your >.*dreams*.<
you would tell me --e v e r y t h i n g?

•Its rained every day, since you?ve been away. The clouds are crying?and I?m surviving

•I used to find myself longing and waiting for the future to come...now i long and wait for the past to return..

•Please know that the smile on my face when you are holding her is just as fake as the 'I love you's you said to me when I was yours

•Life will go on with or without him, so I untangled myself from his arms and started to walk away knowing that I will find myself again someday.

•Having your boyfriend break up with you and saying .:we can still be friends:. is like havin your dog die, and your mom saying *you can still keep it*

•ii cArVeD your ..n a m e.. iinto thiis
[[b u l l e t]] __x3 so everyone would
know you were that last thing going
----? t h r o u g h ?---- my head

•The worst part about going to sleep when your broken, is knowing when you wake up you will still be broken.

•I'm not a perfect girl.
My hair doesn't always stay in place
And I spill things a lot.

I'm pretty clumsy
And sometimes I have a broken heart.
My friends and I sometimes fight
And maybe some days NOTHING goes right.

But when I think about it
And take a step back,
I remember how amazing life truly is
And that maybe, just maybe
I LIKE being [imperfect.]

•Nothing Lasts forever, So live it up,Drink it down,Laugh it off,avoid the bullshit,takechances,& never have regrets,because at one point,everything you did was exactly what you wanted <3

•I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sence.
Your takin away everything
And I can't do without.
---It's Not Over ~ Chris Daughtry

•I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark, When there's no-one listening
In the times when we both get carried away

When we both get carried away
---When Your Heart Stops Beating ~ Plus44

•Turn it up, I never wanna go home
I only wanna be part of your breakdown
---When Your Heart Stops Beating ~ Plus44

•This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looked so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...
---Absolutely (Story of a Girl) ~ Nine Days

•So if I could I'd wish it all away,
if I thought tomorrow
would take you away.
You're my peace of mind, my home, my center.
I'm just trying to hold on
one more day
---Jambi ~ Tool

•I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
---Through Glass ~ Stone Sour

•Your promises are all played out
You've got your wish you've worn me down
I treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you
---Promises ~ Adema

•I was amazed at the torment that you put me through
If you can see right through the greed and all your needs
You realize that you were just about as bad as me

Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
---The Way You Like It ~ Adema

•Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
---Giving In ~ Adema

•When you grow up, your heart dies.

•A heart can only break once. Every other pain just adds more scratches to either piece of the heart.

•And know one will no how many times she told herself she wasn't good enough.

•Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

•"If you're going to leave me, do it under the rain, so you don't see my tears flow..."

•Not even makeup could make her look beautiful. Because real beauty is loving yourself and that's something she could never do.

•I never stopped loving you, I just stopped letting it show.

•At this point in time, I'm okay with me and you and what I've become, but I'm counting the days and nights until i can hear a love song without wanting to cry

•If Tylenol, Duct Tape, & a Band Aid can't fix it, you have a serious problem.

•Jesus is coming......hide the porn

•Its better to burn out then fade away.

•I love you....see I can say it too and not mean it.

•A broken heart continues to beat.

•The hardest battle youre ever gonna fight is the battle to just be you.

•You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel.

•The past is just a door you forgot to lock.

•"Cute as a button" Is that supposed to be a compliment?

•Are you thinking what i'm thinking that i think that you're thinking i'm thinking because if you think that i think what i think i'm thinking then we've got a problem?

•Enemies stab you in the back, Friends stab you in the front, but, Best Friends dont carry knives. <3

•"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

•If everything is coming your way, then you're in the wrong lane.

•The glass isn't half empty. It isn't half full. You just need to add ice.

•Since light travels faster than sound, people appear bright until you hear them speak.

•Why can't she look you in the eyes?
Because she is much too shy.
For a very long time she has wanted you.
And now finally in front of you.
The words are stuck in her throat.
And she can't even look up at your face.

~*~*~*~*~*~
I take ABSOLUTELY NO credit in any of these quotes. I searched the web high and low for random quotes and lyrics. Some happy, some sad, some funny, some completely random.

I just needed to take my mind of everything. <3 Enjoy, I did.

5:57pm: Quooootes
•A .skater. boy broke my //heart.
I broke his [board] <3

•To love is to receive a glimpse of [heaven]

•Love is when you can't pay attention in class;;
'cuz you're forever writing your first name with his last.

•Once again I'll stay up all night thinking of you and you'll sleep easy..
knowing you have me wrapped around your finger.

•What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

•I'll just [sit] and /pretend/ to .smile.
as you [tell] me about your .new. girl.

•Its amazing how someone can [break] your heart ;;
But yet you still love them with [every] broken piece.

•The magic of first love is our ignorance that it could ever end.

•They ignore each other & look the
other way; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn’t
supposed to [end] this way.

•There's always that [one] guy who makes you
[wake] up in the morning and want to go to [school.] __<3

•I want to be the one he looks at, smiles and says to his friends..."that's her."

•All I want is for o.n.e guy to prove to me that they're [[not]] all the same..

•//Forever is a [long] time to wait unless you found the [right] person to spend it [with.]

•(Take me [far] from this //less than .perfection. design)

•The easiest thing is to forgive you for what you have done. The hardest thing is to forget what you did.

• I may think about you a thousand times today, but tommorrow is another day and it will only be 999.

•I sit with my head in my hands
Just thinking about what i did wrong
And what i can do to make it up
Sometimes the only way i can think
Is to put a gun to my head
And not think at all

•I'd Kill Myself For You And You Wouldnt Even Notice

•what do you do when the person who made you cry is the only person who can make you stop ?

•I wish i was a tear drop, so i can be born in your eyes, live on your face and die on your lips..

•Do you believe in love at first sight
or should I [walk] by again?

•If your love is a [drug] than
I'm [addicted] to you.

•If roses die so easily, why are they symbols of love?

---Following quotes by me---

•Kiss me one last time;;
then pull the trigger___x

•(Wake up)
There's no cure for a broken heart.
No light to guide you through the darkness
of hurt and sorrow and pain.
(Save me from this nightmare...)
Like there's no cure to blindness,
and no stop to the endless rain...
{Of Broken Hearts}

•It's funny the way your life can change in that one instant you [never] thought would happen.

•After all the lies and deception,
what is left to pretend?

•Why pray to a .God. that [doesn't] //exist?

•And we promised we'd be together til the day we die...But tonight, I'm dead on the inside.

•How could you promise me the world, when the world wasn't even yours to begin with?

•(Don't get me wrong, I like being a rebel.)
But not everything's worth the [riot.]__x

•Roll the dice, say a prayer, and hope you don't
land on GAME OVER;;
Because it all goes down from there

•Death is in love with us,
claiming our lips with it's own
and walking with life hand-in-hand,
down the sidewalk of our sanity.

•Thus we forget who we are,
God's puppets on a stranded rock..
Mere playthings for the Devil's amusement..
And yet free souls on our own terms.

•Seems like once upon a time..
A fairy tale lost it's meaning..
And the world changed..
In the eyes of a child, exposed.

And yet a child grows up,
and forgets about happy endings..
and about fairies and unicorns..
and loses faith...

In the one thing that had ever made sense.

•You had that gun in your hand and your finger on the trigger;;
[loaded] with fake smiles and poison kisses.

•An Angel without wings in the eyes of a demon.
The gun was her prayer; yet the shot was her sin.

•We said that we'd love each other
until the end of time.
But we both knew in our hearts..
that love never lasts that long.



Thurrr ya go. Sorry for any repeats.