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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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11:09a - Morning Yeahness
Today, I didn't sleep in like yesterday, which I think is good because I feel human instead of like some zombie. The definition of Sleep in, is very not in my vocabulary. I did a lot of stuff to get campus tours of college. Not to bad, it gave me a reason to use my favorite pen, and to walk down to the post office, and I love walking. I love the little hamsters, it reminds me of my Hamster Shonney, and he's adorable. He's fluffy and just cute. I love him to death, and last night he didn't peep at me to feed him peanuts which is a good thing. I had an odd dream about Eric, Eric's my ex, he dumped me and truly broke my heart, which blows, but I'll make it, I've got Role-Playing, Music, Work, and Video games to keep me busy so as not to Think about him. That dream though made it tough when I woke up this morning, it depressed me. Part of me still hopes that he'll want to be with me again, but the logical half of me knows that isn't going to happen. Bleh..No thinking about that. Tommorrow I got work, my second day, I can't wait. I like being a cashier, it seems like fun to me. There's a keyboard and a computer system, so I feel at home. Then I'll make money to buy my x-box, my pillow, my art box for class next year, and my faery tee shirts. I gotta buy school clothes too, damn dropping forty pounds isn't always fun, I have to buy all new jeans, I never thought about that before. I'm glad that today is today. Hopefully I can find some RP, I'm kind of bored and in the mood to rp with a few of my buddies. I also gotta get to posting for the RP group I'm already in, I feel bad for not posting, it's just that life has been hectic lately, and that makes it tough to post anything that's worth reading. So today, I shall get to posting. WHOOT for me. Listening to the radio and it decides to play that spiffy song from Spiderman 2, which I hope to get to see soon, since I'm a diehard MARVEL FAN! Toodles for now
Ally
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Dashboard Conffesional- Vindicated (comment on this)
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5:10p - More Randomness! HELL YEAH!
Got a bit of role playing done, and I'm happy. I'm feeling good about everything right about now, I get to work tommorrow, YEAH ME! I really enjoy working, perhaps people would think me a crackhead, but then again when have I really cared what others think, I'll be me, and if they don't like it they can kiss meh but. I can't wait at 6pm my cousin has his soccer game, his very first soccer game. He's 6 and I remember when he was a little baby living with us and all cute and have small chubby fingers and now he's got long fingers, and he's growing up and then I realize, hey if he's growing up, it means I am to. I don't like that thought process, it's not fun. I'll use the chem hw thought process, " If I don't turn the page, then it's really not there. " Next week is my birthday, YEAH ME! My grandparents want to take me to Medevil Times. I can't wait to go, I think I deserve a nice birthday this year, and there's nothing wrong with me indulging in my birthday. I worked my ass off, and it's time for me to have something back. I'm really like dying for work tommorrow morning, I just wish that I could work more than four hours, I can't wait till I'm out of the training phase so I can work like 8 hours, I like working, I really do, it gives me a purpose. Hmm the colleges I've been checking out are Manhattanville College, East Stroudsburg University, Berkley College, SUNY New Paltz, and OCC as my last alternative. I have to visit a lot of them this summer.. And now I have to get going to see my baby cousin grow up and play soccer so I'll yammer a bit more later.
Ally
current mood:  bouncy
current music: The song from Santa Claus is coming to town- " Put one foot (comment on this)
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8:10p - Damn : (
I went to Derek, my cousin's baseball game, but sadly, it was rained out, the rain felt nice but still, I wanted to see him play. I'm pretty proud of him, he used to be a big pain in the ass but now that he's growing up and really learning, he's a really great kid and I'm so proud of him. I love him lots! Derek is sort of like my little brother because of all the time I've spent with him.
Saturday I get to go and have bagels with lox with my grandpa, which is great I've been dying for a bagel with lox which is so weird, heh, and I'm going to have my frappachino I've been dying for.
My grandparents took us out for ice cream, I got A butterfinger blast sundae.. oh it was sooooo good, I don't get to have ice cream often so when I have it, I'm going to splurge if I can. It was drenched in a lovely peanut butter syrup. god.... goood... I only have till tommorrow morning till I work. I can't wait. I'm using my paycheck so I can get to see Spiderman 2. God, I want to see that movie so bad. I kind of hope I get to see those guys I saw at the mall again, especially the one, never found out his name but he was pretty cool. Ehh well, who knows, I just enjoy now that I can be social, and not hiding behind something like I normally do. STICKER FOR ME!
Ally
current mood:  crushed (comment on this)
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