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Subject:	ASPHIXIA {Wasted}
Time:	9:02 pm.
Mood:	the mood has faded.
Music:	the music dimishes.

We shot the sky 40 times. And disappeared in freezing vapor. I could have been the parasite Chewing holes in this life You so cheaply passed on. Not so convenient to stand on Crumbling cities or rejected Water that you spit out. As sores begin to set in. Infected, rejected, neglected ejected. Infected, injected, rejected, neglected. Hold your breath. Hold your breath. Breathe slowly the air you burnt out For your money. Twisted faces, Bent ghosts that Tried to warn you of your behavior Sickened with disease Waste, waste, waste, waste, wasted, wasted, so wasted, so wasted, So wasted so wasted. so wasted, so wasted, so wasted, so wasted. Burned alive. Taught to kill, Burned alive. Taught to kill, Lost the will to live. I've lost the will to live. Simply lost the will to live. I've lost my will to live. Infected, rejected, injected ejected. Hold your breath. Hold your breath. Just hold your breath. Lying down, fornicate, reaching this retarded state, On some lost thought that ripped at my heart, ripping out forever.

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Subject:	::Twisted Thought Generator:: Utopia \|\| Distopia
Time:	8:56 pm.
Mood:	irate.
Music:	Velvet Acid Christ ::: Cease to Understand.

Falling down further in this void How was that you who left me here half asleep could drown me Falling in love with this feeling I follow you to hell Now I bleed softly in this space out there far out there Leaving me thin and wasted, dried up and eviscerated Strung out, fully sedated, my will totally eradicated Who would of thought that this would eat my grasp Destroy my past. This behavior who could condone, my mind, postponed One black spot sucked in a hole totally loosing control Floating higher till I fall rabidly to hell barely connected to this soul Now I breathe softly in this crate out there so far out there Leaving me thin and wasted, dried up evaporated Strung out, fully sedated, my soul obliterated Who would of thought that this would feed this lapse Control my past. This behavior who would condone, my mind, postponed.

Forever in our illusions, forever in our fate Forever in our illusions, forever in our fate welcome to our misery welcome to our dreadful dreams welcome to our misery welcome to our dreadful dreams we are your unholy masters begging you to stay we are your honest answers driving us insane we are your unholy masters begging you to stay we are your honest answers driving us insane disintegrate or fade the undying open grave disintegrate or fade the undying open grave disintegrate or fade the undying open grave . . .

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Subject:	'][' [[]] [[]] []_
Time:	7:44 pm.
Mood:	hot.
Music:	Cruxshadows ::: Resist.

... .I never want to leave this serenity. But nothing stays the same, proved by so many failed relationships. We can blame it on fear of commitment,and any other thing that could be used as a good excuse. In the end, there really is no reason to hurt anyone with lies and false best wishes. That didnt stop in the ruining of you,did it?

Green people. Prevent.. this update. Gah, I hate interuptions.
I digress.

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Subject:	splitting in half
Time:	11:03 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	The Birthday Massacre ::: Video Kid.

The sky was purple whilst my brutal death had taken place, I was watching myself as though it were some fantasy, veiwed from another persons point of veiw. There was definetly something beautifully grotesque about being sliced in half. I could see the insides of my stomach spilling all over the floor as I tried to drag myself out towards the door where the world had been waiting. I could see myself screaming for something but I failed to hear any sound. Strange. It was like being trapped in a deep hole,your leg under a rock and theres something in the shadows creeping about, inching its way towards you. And you cant call out for help. You can try all you want but they wont answer.

Being trapped within waves which are continually crashing on top of the shore. You think that the next wave will bring you back to earth but theres no way. Chained forever beneath this watery threshold.

[Damn, I wanna be a rockstar.]

Lyrics:
Next phase, next craze, next nothing new.
Got the pretty boy beat him up black and blue.
Broke the sissy boy's teeny toy heart in two.
Turned him into a video kid like you.

I know you're just pretending.
There's no window for mistakes.
I know you see right through me.
There's no promise left to break.

Shot the pretty boy killed him on commodore.
Need a new game, need a new something more.
Got a new face got a new way to score.
Got a voice like something I've heard before.

The message misleading.
We're lying, we're cheating.
We're only repeating.
The motions preceding.
Click to listen to this song!

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