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sunday was grammy's birthday party and it was at jamie's house. it wasn't as bad as family parties usually are. i talked a lot to jamie and aunt elaine. i like them both a lot. they're fun to talk to. it's nice to finally feel like i'm being talked to like an adult. i had fun on my date with katie sunday night. we went to this cute coffee shop that we both like a lot and talked about our boyfriends and other people and school. twas fun. shes fun to talk to and hang out with. yesterday i spent the day with anthony. i got a new chuck palahniuk book to read from the library. today i wasted an entire afternoon home because i had to wait for my new tv stand to be delivered. they were supposed to be here between 1 and 5. they showed up at 5:20. ::smacks self in head:: im excited for my birthday. im excited to go to NYC. i really hope i'm able to go to salem on halloween. i've always wanted to be there on halloween. i want it to be autumn, but i don't want to go to school and i don't want it to eventually be winter. it's going to suck driving in the snow since im commuting now. i guess snow days will mean more to me once again. i was on a writing kick the other night. i kept getting inspired and wrote some lyrics. i really should work more on my blog articles and that story i was writing and all the other stories/novels i plan on writing, but never work on. i suck at being a writer. how can i achieve anything when im so damn lazy? it's like i have no drive to work, but i still want all these things to happen. they're not going to happen unless i do something. i suppose it's the procrastinator in me. "i have 3 years! i'll do it....eventually." I always write my papers the night/morning before. will I do that with everything in my life? will I ever grow up and do things in a timely manner instead of waiting for those agonizing late night writing frenzies? |
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contemplative.