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i went canoeing for the first time today. it was a lot of fun and it eased my menstrual crankiness. i wish anthony's cousin's camp wasn't so far away though. it wasn't that bad today since i went to work and was already going in that direction. i love camps and state parks and the like. i really need to hike sleeping giant and get to the castle. i want to see the view. i love views. i love being so far above things and the way everything looks tiny. i like when you're in an airplane and you just take off or you're coming in to land and everything looks like one of those mini model towns that people build. everything looks perfect from far away, says iron and wine....it's true. that also reminds me of clueless and how alicia silverstone's character uses the phrase "monet" to describe that amber girl. lol. from far away it looks ok, but up close its a big old mess! thats how the world is. good job, cher. i suppose thats not fully true. some places are beautiful no matter what....but for the most part....the world is a monet. i wish i knew what makes a good painting. i really like chuck palahniuk's novels a lot. he wrote fight club, though i haven't read that book yet. i'm reading choke now. he reminds me of george orwell, which is probably why i like him a lot. 1984 is one of my favorite books, if not, my absolute favorite. sometimes i think about some of my favorite things and wonder why they're my favorite. maybe i just have to reestablish these things from time to time. how weird. my favorite song is moonlight sonata, but i still really don't know if it is. i think it is. theres so much fucking music out there. it's overwhelming. that bothers me. books, music, movies...all of it..theres such an overwhelming amount of them. i don't think you could ever read every single book ever written or hear every song ever made. there are constantly new editions. new creations. new bands forming. i wish i could hear it all. i wish i could read it all. i like when people are knowledgable about all kinds of different plays and books. maybe thats why i like english teachers a lot....that and the shared love of literature and whatnot. all of this from canoeing. maybe i should canoe more often....or maybe i shouldn't. it produces these strange ramblings...lol. |
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contemplative.