i cried today for like, ten minutes. i cried like a little kid. i usually don't, but it felt so good. anthony just held me and wiped my tears and tried to make me laugh and i cried like a little kid. didn't care what i sounded like. damn period making my emotions crazy. i couldn't stop. then later i was giggling because i couldn't stop feeling like i had to cry. i also got real angry because i was hungry. i love that he puts up with my womanly terror and doesn't complain. i love that he just comforts me. i like that he tells me im cute when i cry because i think i look dumb. i don't like when people see me cry, but i don't mind him seeing me at all. i like when crying feels good. i also like when you're really full or something and you burp and then it feels so much better. oh the human body and it's functions. i need sunflower seeds. not the kind you eat, the kind you plant. i want to plant some....then maybe eat some. i need to start doing things that are on my list.
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