there is good and bad in everyone. at least, for now.
i want to be your best friend. i want you to think that you have me too, as well as all those things you love. i'm not sure what's going on and i don't know how to talk to you about it. this is dumb, but oh well. i am dumb then. i just want to be best friends and i'm not sure what that takes, but i am willing. i have a million and three things to do this month and so many things that are due either this month or next month and i am going INSANE. i feel so overwhelmed and for some reason i can never just focus on the things that are due in the near future. i always think about EVERYTHING. i'm always tired and it's like i can never get enough sleep, even if i sleep 9 hours. i wake up still kind of tired but i start thinking of all the things i need to do or want to do and i get antsy and need to get up. i can never go back to sleep. ugh. i need summer.
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