like the sunshine's Blurty

Subject:	"they don't make music like THAT anymore!"
Time:	2:06 am.
Mood:	nostalgic.

sometimes i just need to read the prom story and listen to shitty songs like bring it on by blaque and jc chasez.
sometimes, i just need to watch the girls and boys video. i like to reminisce. it could be a downfall, but whatever. i enjoy it. it's good to remember the way things felt. what it felt like to feel that all that mattered was that you tape TRL perfectly without commercials. even though it's pathetic and almost embarassing now, it's good to have.
i want to watch 2gether really badly. i still need the movie...ebay, here i come!
life was weird when i was around 11. it's almost like i had more freedom then than i do now. i walked around my neighborhood with people my mom barely knew. mtv was awesome and times square was shut down for n'sync. weird, yet fascinating how five men can shut down an entire block. sometimes i long for those days....but then i think of how screwed up everything was and how immature i was. it's so weird to remember what it was like then because a lot of things are hard to remember for me from that time.
nostalgia will kill me.

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Subject:	wah wah wahhhhh. (peanuts teacher voice)
Time:	5:53 pm.
Mood:	annoyed.

get over yourselves. if you had a boyfriend or girlfriend, you would be celebrating valentine's day because you want presents and to do something special with someone.
im sick of people asking why i go home all the time and whining. it's my fucking life. i like to be home. i like the suburbs. i like to spend time with my boyfriend. i like to get away. i like to spend time with my friends from home and i like to have my own room. it has nothing to do with anyone else.
also, im sick of my parents trying to get me to change my fucking major because "what will i DO with a writing degree?" and i need something thats "in demand". i can do anything i fucking want! journalist, publisher, editor, advertising, slogan writer. i could write commercial jingles if i wanted to. lol. blahh. i thought the point of going to college is to get a degree in something that YOU want to do with your life to avoid being stuck in a job that you hate....like my mom is. i want to have a job i love and accomplish my dreams and goals...not become another miserable fuck in a cubicle contemplating whether or not they should quit every morning.
anyway....tomorrow should be nice.
i think i want to write....or read.

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