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I meant to update yesterday but my sinuses were killing me so I was in bed last night. They're still bugging me now. I HATE spring for this reason only. I get cloggy and congestedy and headachey and stuffy and it sucks!!!!! GOD DOES IT SUCK. Hopefully people will lay off on cutting the grass and the pollen count will go down soon.
As for life, well that's ok. Monday I did some volenteer work at the food bank with my uncle. Everyone was really nice and I got a pretty easy job;making baskets for people take with them. I met this guy that was in the music business and he was telling me about some of the things I can do to start making into it as a sound tech. I'm really excited about it and I'm gonna start taking his advice. I need to find someone or somewhere with a studio so I can learn to use them and get things like Protools and start reading magazines. Since there are few women in the field I can get a position, so I'm leaning towards that as my carreer choice.
Yesterday sucked cause of my sinus problems. I could go rant about that some more but that's enough. haha.
On to today. It was alright. My sinuses are still screwy, but it was alright.
Ya know, I just...some people never learn. I hate it when people hide behind their "friends" and their "friends" try to manifest their own unjust opinions of people unto them and use them as a puppet. It's stupid. I don't want to say any names because I don't know who reads this anymore, no one now since it's been over a month since I've updated and they probably won't know who I'm talking about so I will just use * when I want to use the person's name. Alrightly here we go.
Well, *, is *. He thinks he is Heman Master of the Universe, well at least attempts to be. And I hate people who are confident in themselves for no reason. If you're a great person and you know it yeah, you can be a lil cocky with it (Matt and Burch haha). But if you're not really sure of who and what you are then you need to quit. And I don't think * realizes this at all. I hate it when people come up to me or talk to me with an ego that proceeds them and this what * does. I don't think he realizes it, but I'm grouchy lately, so if this keeps up I'm gonna blow.
I can't wait for school to be over so I don't have to associate with him or his friends. Because it's getting old. And tiring. And stupid. We're 17-18. Let's act like it and grow up. I don't have to waste on petty drama like this. Life is short and we should live every moment to the fullest. Not to make all who have hurt your pride or friend's pride living hell.
But I'm not gonna let that get me down. I feel really good about life. I'm actually planning my future and making steps towards it. For once I can say I'm alive and happy about it. Actually happy despite all the hell rising around me. I've actually been walking around with a smile on face!! Not because of a guy (love life kinda blows right now, that's for another time) but because of me. Because I'm making myself happy. And it makes me feel amazing.
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