| my birthday's tomorrow |
[08 Jan 2008|10:02pm] |
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Normally I don't get excited over it. But the last two years I have. I have a good feeling about this one and I have less than 3 hours to go before i wake up all excited, not being able to fall back asleep. It should be a great one. I can't wait.
It's so weird being just friends with Sean. I wanna say I love you. I wanna call him baby. I guess it's just going to take some getting used to. Besides this is for the greater good of our realationship. So I have to suck it up and get used to it. We'll find our way back to each other, but we need this right now. So I have to be a big,brave girl and deal with it. Let nature and time take it's course.
Going to bed!
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