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1st December, 2003. 3:58 pm. "Hold on if you feel like letting go. Hold on, it gets better than you know!"

WOAHHHH Long time since I updated haha. I had an awesome Thanksgiving weekend:-D. Ok lemme tell you what I did...
On wednesday it was a half day. So I came home early and I helped my mom with Christmas decorating, then I went to the movies with Megan and saw Gothika which is a good movie. Then afterwards, we went to the mall and hung out with 2 other people. That was about it lol.
Thursday was Thanksgiving!! hehehe I had dinner with my 12 people family and my aunts fiance came over. Then after we stuffed ourselves...My brother, my sister, my cousin, and I went to the movies at 7:30 and saw Bad Santa which was soooooooooooooooooo funny! hahaha I highly recommend you all see it.
On friday I went to work, but it was slow so I came home at like, 6:00..then I hung out with Laura and I had SOOOOOOOOOO much fun. She picked me up and we went driving around, then we went to see Pete, LOL!!!! First we went to see him at his friend Scott's house while they were installing a sound system in his car....damn he's so good-looking and so is his car! haha...then we went to icky dave's house where other people were there and lol it was funny as helllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But Dan is a pervert and an ass....he was an ass to Laura and she didnt deserve any of that at all cuz she's so awesome and he asked me if i would have sex with him and give him head and I said ewwww no. haha ok then we all went home I got home around like, 9:30.
On Saturday I didn't feel like going to work and I'm glad I didn't go cuz I had yet another fun day with Laura!:-D She picked me up and we went to the mall cuz she wanted to buy a present for Anky, a golden bracelet!:-D hehehe but then we went to Applebees after hahaha funny!!!!!!!! We had free dessert coupons and I ordered a drink, but I didn't wanna pay so I go to our weird ass waiter who kept saying corny shit and I said..."I'm running a little low on cash will you pay for my drink?" and he did hahaha yay! Then we went back to the mall cuz we wanted to find new guys but we couldn't find anything but another funny memory!! hahahahaha....some big black dudes handed me and Laura CDs but we didnt want them so we tried to sell them, but noone wanted them. So we go to this 23 year old on the escalator who had just complimented Laura's awesome hair color and I asked her if she wanted to buy the CDs and she said no and that we should be careful cuz it's illegal and there are undercover cops everywhere. So we started talking to her about drinking and she goes..."hands up against the wall I'm an undercover cop!" LOL!!!! but then she told us she was kidding and we were cracking up about it!! HAHAHAHAHA FUNNY!!! LOL anywhos we got bored after playing games in Fun and Games so we left to Barnes and Noble. On our way there we called Pete cuz I wanted to see him and he said for us to call him when we're in Wayne and he sounded all sad:-(. But at Barnes and Noble we ordered nasty hot chocolates, and I wanted a rice Krispie treat bar thing so Laura told me that if I asked the two guys for 50 cents that she'd gimme the rest and I did it haha.....and I enjoyed a rice krispies treat with Laur:-D....hahaha but then we wanted another one:-D!!! so I asked an old guy for 50 cents and he gave me a dollar...WHAT A NICE MAN!:-D...then I asked the two guys again for the rest hahaha yay for us!!:-D.....lol then we went to Petes house and poor Laura and him were all sad and Laura was crying and Pete wasnt his usual self cuz his gf:-( awww......I HOPE U BOTH FEEL BETTER!....so then we went home at around 8 and I IMed pete...then went to sleep...so then Sunday morning I came downstairs and pete IMed me back and I imed him back lol but like after a while he blocked me!:-\ why? dont ask cuz I dont know! LOL prolly cuz he wants to get back with his gf, but I wouldnt have cared I want him to get back with his gf cuz he's happy with her. lol then that depressed me haha oh well....Bu after, my brother, sister, cousin, brothers friend, and I went to the Olive Garden:-D yummy:P...then we went to the mall, yay! lol then we came home and Donna called me that night I dunno when to tell me I dont have a cotillion date cuz mine is on Social probabation. ahhh oh well lol. I went to sleep somewhere around 10:30 that last night.
I had an awesome weekend:-D! Ok anywhos...it's monday now:[. I just came back from school and Donna telling me that she's technically not my best friend cuz I tell megan things about me first?!?! LOL wtf?! she always says hat shit tho w/e...I have a bad headache right now I'm gonna go lay down and be excited about the ENCORE presentation of the OC tonight. LOL Laur

Current mood: crushed.
Current music: Good Charlotte: Hold On.

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18th November, 2003. 4:41 pm. "Don't wanna ne noone else. I'de rather rescue myself!"

Nobody gets it, seriously. I had a fight with my sister yesterday, she thinks I'm negative and I hate everything, etc. She still thinks that it's bothering me. She says my life is perfect, it's so upsetting, I really wish somebody could live a day in my shoes. But she just made me feel like the worst person in the world, I feel like shit now about myself, more than before. Now I feel stupid for saying it, she doesn't understand the impact of what people say has on me, it hurts. I never used to let anyone bother me and now everyone and everything is making me flip out. And she said I never do anything so I have no right to hate anything or get sick of anything. I don't wanna spend time with my friends who I don't think are worth it and I think spending time with people you don't ever care for is the biggest waste of time. She really hurt me tho:-(.

Current mood: discontent.
Current music: Cheetah Girls:Cinderella.

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11th November, 2003. 7:44 pm. "Jingle all the way!"

.PAST.

1) first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Calderone
2) last word you said: "I need to shower"
3) last song you sang: Mariah Carey: All I Want For Christmas is You
4) last thing you laughed at: hmmm i dunno
5) last time you cried: friday

.PRESENT.

1) what's in your cd player: CHRISTMAS CD:)
2) what color socks are you wearing: none
3) what's under your bed: ummm my glow in the dark thing and my stationery flower set thing
4) what time did you wake up today: 6:05 am

.FUTURE.

1) what is your career going to be: I'm shooting for lawyer, I'm dreaming for fame and fortune
2) where are you going to live: CALIFORNIA HERE I COMEE!!!!!!!!
3) how many kids do you want: MILLIONS i want a large huge family
4) what kind of car will you drive: Mustang or a more expensive car:D

.CURRENT.

1) current hair: straight and down
2) current clothes: sweats and sweat shirtttt
3) current jewelry: none
4) current annoyance: friends
5) current smell: my lotion-Ocean scented
6) current longing: Straight To the Maxx
7) current desktop picture: The OC CALIFORNIA HERE I COMEEE!!
8) current favorite music artist: hmmm Christina Aguilera
9) current book: Secrets Arent Meant to be Kept
10) current worry: My fatness
11) current hate: my weight and teeth:[
12) story behind your username: i couldnt think of anything else lol
13) current favorite article of clothing: bla i dont care honestly
14) favorite physical feature on a boy?: eyes, and muscles:-D
15) one person you wish was here right now: Nicole's mom so she doesn't have to deal with the greif of letting go:-(
16) i am happiest when.. I eat...wow that isnt good
17) i feel lonely when..: I am always lonely
18) favorite author(s):None at the moment
19) do you think too much: heck yes
20) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: anywhere but here
21) do you have any regrets: yes many
22) sex or love: love
23) favorite coffee: yuckk
24) favorite smell: the cologne, of somebody I lvoe:-(!!
25) what makes you mad: a lot of stuff
26) favorite way to waste time: filling out these surveys
27) what is your best quality: Im a horrible person
28) are in currently in love/lust:BLA!

Current mood: Christmas:).
Current music: Jingle Bells cuz I Love Christmas:).

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9th November, 2003. 9:47 am.

Antonina Di Como
May 1, 1959 - November 4, 2003
Rest In Peace

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27th October, 2003. 4:47 pm. Fuck you

I hate all my friends u all do nothing for me and i hate u all u all are stuck up aswholes go suck a dick and jerk off in a hole

Jen and Pat: YOU GUYS RULE!

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26th October, 2003. 3:20 pm. "If I was invisible; I already am!"

Hi....I'm tired. I'm a work now and pretty bored so I decided to update. LOL nothing's happened in my life. LAUR I HOPE YOU GO OUT WITH PATRICK AHAHA PLEASEEEEE!! Ok anyway, I could have a lot more to say, I just have to make my own journal like megan did, and not give anyone the link, then I can talk shit about people in my journal like I really want to. Saddam Hussein is my hero! bye bye

Current mood: tired.
Current music: Clay Aiken:Invisible.

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20th October, 2003. 4:46 pm. "What have I become? My sweetest friend. Everyone I know, goes away in the end.."

I've really had enough of this. I'm so extremly unhappy here. I was sitting in the bus on my way home today and I was SO depressed. Looking at everyone who was happy, everything seemed so trivial at that moment, like whatever I thought or felt didn't matter. I'm just so fed up with everything that's all. I need to go to California already! Like, now!....I need to go to college and start my life, Bcuz right now I live my life wanting and waiting which sucks, because tommorow isn't a garuantee. If I die tommorow, I'd die unhappy. ::sighs::
If it's not okay then it's now the end right? Geez.

Current mood: Fed up:I'm sick of this..
Current music: Nine Inch Nails: Hurt.

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9th August, 2003. 12:28 am. "You're it. You're the ultimate."

YOUR NAME
(1) The singular boring question: Christine
(2) If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would ur name have been? Whatever my parents named me
(3) Would you name a child of yours after you? No but I'de name them after other people
(4) If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? im fine with christine
(5) What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? Christina lol
(6) If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? Yes how kewl

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
(7) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Yes, i do,....I believe that you're soul is still here after u die...who knows which way it goes.
(8) Do you think God has a gender? lol yea
(9) Do you think science counteracts religion? hmmm nah
(10) Do you believe in organized religion? hmmm....i dunno
(11) Where do you think we go when we die? depends....some stay on earth if they have unfinished bussiness, the good go to heaven
(12) Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? no not at all

HUMOR
(13) How easy is it to make you laugh? not hard hehe
(14) What person you know makes you laugh the most? uhhh...megan
(15) Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? lol yea....when i cant control myself
(16) Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? hmmm...i have a few times
(17) What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile?ummm i dont know
(18) What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? lol i dont know

MUSIC
(19) Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? i dont care wether people are watching or not... istill adnce
(20) What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? lol there have been a lot
(21) What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? i dunno
(22) What song(s) are constantly in your head? good ones
(23) What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? depends on my mood...really depressing ones currently
(24) If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? something i wrote
(25) If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope they use? if your not the one by daniel beddingfield

MOVIES
(26) What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? Terms of Endearment and The Evening Star
(27) Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? in several cases
(28) Who's your favorite Star Wars character? um
(29) What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? musicals with clay:-)....dramas...inspirational movies
(30) What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? star wars and all that junk

FOOD
(31) When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? healthiness and im overcome by the guilt of my weight
(32) What's your favorite kind of cheese? i only like cheese if its on maccaroni and cheese and cream cheese thats on a bagel
(33) What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? um...that i like food
(34) If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? no i acn honestly say i wouldnt
(35) Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? yea

COMPUTERS
(36) Mac or PC? pc
(37) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer, as long as it works? um i dont care
(38) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? yea
(39) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? yea lol
(40) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? i dont bid on ebay

THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
(41) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? nah
(42) What do you love most about the other gender? instinct, body, and being held...i mean...i would love it if i knew....
(43) What do you dislike most about the other gender? i dunno
(44) What do you understand least about the other gender? a lot

CELEBRITIES
(45) Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? yea
(46) What celebrity's autograph do you want most? clay, bsb, and the california dreams ppls
(47) Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? my uncle's wifes mom said i look like the child on All my Children
(48) If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? christna applegate i guess....no...Kelly Packard!!
(49) Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? um no
(50) If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? ooo what alist
51) Do you want to be John Malkovich? no

NUMBERS
(52) Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? no
(53) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
(54) Do you actually know your Social Security Number? no...my mom lost it
(55) Do you actually know your IP address? umm...?
(56) Do you know what an IP address is? lol no
(57) Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? um no
(58) Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? no
(59) Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers,? only in math
(60) What do you think of pi? ummm?

LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT
(61) Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? no
(62) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? I'de try to become there friend...and thats it
(63) Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? yes i love meeting new ppl and getting to know them
(64) Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? yes i dont think that matters
(65) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? no ide do it anyway if i knew the guy had interest
(66) What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? i think it's disgusting
(67) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? nah i dont think so
(68) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? it depends...when im fixed up sureeeeeeeee
(69) Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? yes definitly
(70) Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? no

POSSESSIONS
(71) What is your favorite possession? my flat iron
(72) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? a car
73 How badly do you want it? badly, so i can leave, get the hell outta here...im so sick of this place
(74) Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? yup...pretty gay
(75) How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? um

HOLIDAYS
(76) Does Christmas music too far away from Christmas annoy you? no cuz i love christmas to death.....without christmas ide cry
(77) How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? when im 50 and deside that i really dont want to die
(78) What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? a baby i guess
(79) What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? i wouldnt be something i dont like
(80) What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? Thanksgiving or easter
(81) There are currently no federal holidays during August- what should be put there? i dont know
(82) How good is your short-term memory? lol 45 55
(83) How good is your long-term memory? 50 50
(84) What is your earliest memory? yelling at my sister
(85) What is your happiest memory (other than recieving this survey)? I sadly cant remember...its been that long
(86) What is your strangest memory? i dunno hehe
(87) What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? ummm...i dont know

TEARS
(88) What movie makes/made you cry? A walk to remember, free willy....
(89) What book makes/made you cry? The Outsider...lol i dunno
(90) What song makes/made you cry? i love music...a lot of songs have made me cry
(91) What makes/made you laugh so hard you cried?lol hahaha

THREE TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS
(92) Would you like to be cloned? no
(93) Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it? ill get back to u
(94) Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the fandango? uhh sure

THIS SURVEY
(95) Do you think that one hundred and one questions is too long?lol pretty much yea
(96) Do you think the one hundred interesting questions actually were interesting? um i guess
(97) Are you sorry you began filling it out? ooo no
(98) What question do you wish it had asked? i dunno dude
(99) How would you have answered it? uhhhhhh

THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
(100) When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them? :-\...i dunno who i love....and not a lot of people love me so....
(101) What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? nothing i guess

Current mood: sad.
Current music: Freaky Friday:The Ultimate.

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6th August, 2003. 1:42 pm.

Lofi
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2nd August, 2003. 11:11 am. "When will my reflection show, who I am inside?"

I think....that I need to change. I think I need to change a lot of things about myself after doing a 3 day reflection....I really do. I mean...I'm mean sometimes to my family....and I feel bad after everytime I am and I have no idea why....because they are so mean to me, hence my attitude towards them. But I guess I should try to change it. I should change something...everytime I'm mean to them I feel like shit afterwards....but it's the same after they are mean to me. So I do't understand honestly what to do on that part.I'll figure it out eventually though.
I think that I am to critical of others. I critisize others so easily and I always point out others faults and others annoy me so easily...and I don't think that I accept that everyone is different in this world and nobody is perfect. Especially not me. I always see the bad in people and that causes me to not notice the good. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying that I'm a horrible person...just that there are some things about myself that I need to change.
I don't know if this has anything to do with my faults, but I feel like the real me hasn't come out yet because I don't go about pursuing my interests or anything...other people get in the way too....I don't know....maybe I have more faults...I'll get back to you on that,...Im gonna get going.

Current mood: blank.
Current music: Christina Aguilera:Reflection.

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