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| 10:18pm 06/11/2003 |
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I became the Vice President of the PHS film society today. It was quite fun. I am going to make it the most awesome club ever. Someday I am going to teach the world about movies,and then pull out a 9mm and show them the anatomy of a shootout, right there. God I love chinese import action movies. |
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| Why, WHY?!?! |
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| 10:03pm 05/11/2003 |
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mood: nostalgic music: Lacuna Coil
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Alright you poor unlucky bastards. It seems I have felt the need to re open this piece of shit. I have left for awhile but now, I am back. Let's see. IB is kicking my ass like a poor Mexican in a gang war. I have been having some fun. I go to see KMFDM at that is always cool. I have seen some parties and met some interesting charcters like Keggie the Keggalicious Keg. I am now applying for college. It is scary. I hope to be driving next week, which means never again will I fool myself into sleeping when there are so many things to do and places to go. I believe, just to keep this thing interesting, I will try to update everyday. Oh yeah, there are so many movies I haven't got to talk about so get ready for some shite. Prepare for the worst, Enjoy it as the best. Buy the ticket, take the ride. |
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| 11:20pm 19/07/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Soilwork
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Well, tonight is something I always said would happen. Tonight marks the end of my childhood. I now must officially return home, get a job, and start worrying about shit. I'm going to fucking hate life. Well, I think this might mark the end of my journal. It has been a ride but I don't know if I will be able to keep this thing going. If I don't return, remember. Everything is going to be alright. |
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| Noire |
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| 12:05am 19/07/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Minibosses
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" Three thousand dollars! Three thousand motherfucking dollars. I leave to take a piss and you blow away three thousand fucking dollars!" It was obvious Jared wasn't happy. But so fucking what. " It was stupid. I admit it, but the money was both of ours. I thought it would work." Why should Derrick care? Jared was a white bread piece of shit from California with no social capabilities and a bank account that made Bill Gates want to jerk off. Three thousand dollars didn't mean shit to this guy.
" It's still a lot of fucking money to lose on one hand." A lot of money to lose on one hand? Jared made that in an hour at his fucking white collar suck my dick job. " I'll pay you back your half. I swear." It was obvious both men were starting to become frustrated. In the dark alley it was hard to believe they were in Las Vegas. A city full of so many lights that could hide areas of infinite darkness. Both men lit a cigarette. Derrick smoked full flavors, Jared smoked lights. " Fucking pussy" Derrick murmured to himself. His comment went by unnoticed by Jared who was still wrapped up in his losses.
Derrick and Jared had met and become friends in Las Vegas. Both were attending conventions when they happened to meet at a poker table. After a few hands, overloads of alchohol and nicotine became the basis of their friendship. It seemed the only way Derrick could stand Jared was to be intoxicated, and it didn't hurt that Jared was completely loaded. So, every year for five years they met at King's Palace for a week of pure excess. This was to be their last night in Las Vegas.
" What a fucking way to leave. Why didn't you at least wait to see if I would be ok with it?" Derrick was becoming increasingly more sober and agitated the more Jared spoke. " I felt as though I was going to win for definite. It was a careless mistake." Jared sat down on ground, and began wondering what he could have bought with three thousand dollars. " You're fucking right it was a careless mistake." Instantly, Derrick lost the capability to deal with Jared's bullshit.
Derrick slowly pulled out his two jet black 9mm Berettas. In the dark alley they were almost invisible. "Ya fucking know what?" Jared started to say as he got up, but by the time he turned his head to finish he caught a glimpse of the first bullet. The first bullet only ripped through the bridge of his nose. The next seven on the other hand ripped through both his eyes, his lower jaw, and his upper skull. By the last gunshot, what was left of Jared had fallen back to the ground. His face was indistinguishable. The white collar piece of shit who dreamed of Lamborghinis and supermodels and leather furniture would never spend another fucking dollar. Derrick pulled the stack of money he had traded for his chips out of his coat pocket. Three thousand dollars.
Noire- Logan McEwen
I just did all that so i could write a gunshot to the face seen. god i am bored. |
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| 09:56pm 17/07/2003 |
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mood: scared music: NESkimos
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Today was the last time I saw mi amigos here in Atlanta for the summer. It was kind of sad. Ok, I was really sad. I'm going to miss them a lot. Amilcar let me burn half of his hard drive onto discs. I now have in my posession every soundbyte, videoclip, and program we have made together since 1997. It helps being away. Other than that I am extremely scared of my band's show. I have already had two nightmares after taking sleep "helpers" about the show going wrong. I think I'm going to vomit. |
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| Music Emporium |
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| 10:08pm 13/07/2003 |
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mood: tired music: In Flames
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I have had a lot of things happen lately. My computer has arrived. I am happy for that. I saw Ender's Game, Unearth, Chimaira, Soilwork, and In Flames at the Masquerade. I am going to see Zebrahead and Reel Big Fish this Wednesday. I have found so much music it is ridiculous. I have heard and now listen to thirty or more bands. NESkimos are becoming my favorite. I go home next Sunday.That will be fun. I am still practicing for the August 1 show. I haven't talked to many friends lately. I'm breaking away I guess because I won't be there that much longer. I saw Natural Born Killers, Play It To The Bone, and League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. League wasn't as good as I thought it would be. I finished my first Chesapeake report and am working on the second. I used to love cheese, now we just have quickies every Sunday. |
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| A Sinlge Memento |
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| 04:53pm 08/07/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Third Reich From The Sun
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I did this bungie jump thing at Six Flags. It was lots of fun. Tommorrow is the concert. I'm extremely excited. I saw Schindler's List finally. Ralph Fiennes is really good playing fucked up characters. I now have 12 new cd's and I'm getting 20 tommorrow. Hanzel and Gretyl, In Flames, Soilwork, Vital Remains, Vader, and Beseech are some of them. Delicious I tell you. Well, I need some love. I hope I get to talk to someone soon. |
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| Levi and I |
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| 01:58am 07/07/2003 |
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mood: drunk music: Vital Remains
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Levi and I have just raided the liquor cabinet and we are having fun. I talked to Joy tonight. I am rather out of it. Death to the brain for it's nonuse in the drinking process. I gotta go. |
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| My Love For Cheese Is Healthy |
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| 01:51am 06/07/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Lacuna Coil
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Well, July 4th was ok. I am still getting ready for our show. I have to do the Chesapeake reports soon. I worked on the website a little tonight. I am really bored. I get to see Soilwork and In Flames this Wednesday. It's going to be a good show. I get to see Levi tommorrow. That should be fun. I need to do something with my life before I get old and stale. |
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| 12:36am 04/07/2003 |
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Well, I just got back to Atlanta. I now have an amp stack. It's kinda nice. My band and I are going to play a show August 1 at End Of The Line Crape. That is going to be scary but fun. I saw 28 Days Later twice. It is really good. It had a big doogan (penis) scene, and a dead baby scene just like Trainspotting. I have a reservation for House of 1000 Corpses on DVD for August 12. Woohoo! I saw Alexa, Georgia, Katie, Emma, and Vanessa (I think that's her name) at the Melting Pot for Georgia's birthday. Free fucking food. I have been listening to a bunch of new bands. Vader , Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Evergrey, and some other crazy shit. It's nice. Well, the stack awaits. |
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| In The End, I Really Don't Care |
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| 11:27pm 19/06/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Seven Nation Army
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Well, this will be my last entry for a while. I go back home to Pensacola tommorrow morning. It will be nice to hopefully see everyone that I have missed over the past two weeks. I watched L.A. Confidential today. Good stuff. I found this Chow Yun-Fat movie where he just unloads two clips straight into this guy's face. A work of art I tell you. The blood and brain matter were very well done. When I get back I am going to try and hang out with Alexa, Georgia, and Emma hopefully. Adios mi amigos, for I must go. |
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| And So It Begins |
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| 12:04am 17/06/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Brown Eyed Girl- Reel Big Fish
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These are some of my last updates for awhile. I go home friday and I won't have a computer for a while. I just got done talking to Katie and Georgia. That was fun. I went to Six Flags today and rode everything, it was fun. The day before that I went to the boat and went wakeboarding. It was cool. I miss a lot of my friends in Pensacola. I will miss my friends here when I leave though. Wednesday is my last all nighter here, so we have to make it memorable. We are going out with a huge fucking bang. Which way would you leave: Old, quiet, and barely noticed, OR screaming out loud,young, letting the whole world know your time here is fucking done? |
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| All Nighter 3 |
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| 05:44am 14/06/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Evergrey
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This whole no sleep thing has become a routine. I have officially four hours till I leave for the boat. I watched The Usual Suspects today. Fucking awesome. I had an ok Friday the 13th. We listened to this new band called Evergrey, they blew my fucking eardrums off. I haven't cut my hair in a while. It has become a fro. It's kinda scary. I want to see 28 Days Later. The band and I need to get our shit together. I was working on the site last night, but it is such a shitty server that I can't really do anything. It's resollive.bravepages.com/home.html if anyone wants to check it out. I have to go and join in the festivities. Snooch to the nooch. |
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| Where Is My Mind |
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| 12:53am 13/06/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Dropkick Murphy's
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Damnit, I'm going to miss the 28 Days Later premiere. That sucks. I talked to Daniel for a while tonight. That was cool. I jammed a little with Andy and then Amilcar came over and we played video games for a while. Did I mention that House of 1000 Corpses kicks ass?!? Because it fucking does. I haven't gotten much sleep lately. It's always a struggle now because there is so much to do. Chesapeake, golf, music theory, the band, work for money, it never ends. I miss Pensacola a lot right now. I talked to Jenny Vo today. It was nice to talk to her,it has been over a year. I need something to keep me going. |
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| 12:39am 12/06/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Beseeched
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It has been a long ass day. I haven't slept since my last entry and I am getting ready to go sleep hopefully. I got the lawn done today and some other stuff. I also found out I cheered Joy up. That is good. She needed some cheering. I also got to chat with Alexa, that was a lot of fun. I have started to miss Pensacola. I am only in Atlanta for another nine days. I need some energy right now. I'm fucked. I am getting sick, my lungs are in horrible condition. I should get that fixed. I do love cheese though, and she will never leave me. |
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| 06:35am 11/06/2003 |
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It's 6:30 am here in Atlanta and Levi and I are about to leave. We pulled another all nighter. It was quite fun. I watched The Believer. It's about a Jewish neo-nazi coming to grips with his people. I also got some Lacuna Coil. I was quite shocked to have found some replies when I got on. I did not know anyone actually still read this. It was nice to hear from Joy and Daniel. I also have some breaking news. I FUCKING DOWNLOADED THE ENTIRE HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES MOVIE OFFLINE!!!! I found it and creamed my pants. It is so amazing. I have to mow my lawn tommorrow. That sucks, but afterwards I can practice golf. Yes ladies and gentlemen, Logan is close to being complete. And on a nicer note, Laci Peterson's dead baby's name was Connor, BUT she was going to name it Logan. That means I have a screwy name. |
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| 01:18am 10/06/2003 |
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As of right now I am officialy allebriated. I have been enjoying myself and I am not quite coherent.
Anywho, oh my god, the keys are really big. I just sent Joy a message. I can't really say anything right now except I am not responsible for my actions and I am a lonely person with no hope of life past 26. |
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| 02:10pm 07/06/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Lacuna Coil
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Well ladies and gentlemen, I am officially riding on empty. I went to Rey and Jessie's apartment last night and Andy, Amilcar, and Levi were there. We decided to pull an all nighter. We watched the entire Angel Cop anime series and played on Amilcar's laptop for hours. I got to go outside and watch the sunrise again. I only get to do that here because I only pull all nighters outside with my friends here. It made me think about all the years before that we had done the same shit. I have known most of these guys since I was ten. Now all but one have graduated and moved out. This leaves me, as always I happen to be the youngest in the group of friends and most likely to be arrested for indecent exposure. Its just that...... well....... it sucks that soon all these guys are going to leave and I will be the only one left behind. I grew up with them and it just sucks knowing it won't last forever. |
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| 08:15pm 06/06/2003 |
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mood: pessimistic music: Pixies
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I just got in Atlanta and it is still a beautiful place. Everytime I come here, I always have the most fucked up things happen but some are good. I got my computer finally and the Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas special edition dvd. Other than that my band has been going ok, and we are horribly addicted to monster Rancher. Over the next two weeks I have to work out some things and get ready for my future. Pretty soon, if I work hard enough, I can have my crappy film productions going. R.A.O.R. productions.Random Acts Of Randomness. Well, I will probably talk more tonight. Right now I have a ten minute masterpiece waiting for me. |
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| 04:46pm 29/05/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Rammstein-Klavier
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I won the Ditch photo contest. I get a 21 Jump Street Johnny Depp poster.Well, since school has gotten out I have been rather busy with the band, cas hours, golf, and getting insurance. I go to Atlanta next friday. I have been studying guitar theory and I'm up to my ass in scales. My next cas opportunity is helping JAPANESE GIRLS between the ages of 18 and 20 with their english skills. Sweet god there is mercy in this world. Well, I gotta go practice. I need to brush up on my japanese. |
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