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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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10:35p
since last monday, i have more or less read 31 - yes count them, 31 books. i have the bibliography cards to prove it. i am getting very close to finishing the research part of my paper. tomorrow i start actually writing the damn thing.
i think my brain is going to spontaneously combust.
i knew it was time to call it a night when i was reading some essay on "savages" and "redskins, i.e. Amerinds" and their "primitive" religious beliefs from...what the hell year was it? 1913. i read nonstop from 9 this morning until 10 tonight. i'd had enough of the "negroes' " soul-shadows. i think it's that it all finally started making sense....that's the kind of stuff that should NOT make sense. i had to slowly put the book down and walk away.
apparently they'll let anyone write books these days. i have read some real - keepers. these are the most pompous, conceited, pretentious, self-serving, armchair-scientist blowhards i have ever come across. they all think they are right, and everyone else is dreadfully wrong. well, guess what bub. NONE OF YOU ARE FUCKING RIGHT, OKAY?? i'm more right than 90% of these assholes. take your little "distinguished" beard, and your philosophy degrees, and your little life theories, and shove them up your anally retentive anus.
i just get mad that they can sit there so comfortably and pretty much rip a person's entire life's work to shreds, just because they refuse to have an open mind about things. i guess i am just dreading the day that i am the one on the receving end of this viciously retarded cycle. can't wait! i suppose i'll just have to make sure i'm always right. right?
that's enough of that. i'm going to bed.
p.s. i have decided that for some reason unknown to me, the song "are you sure" by willie nelson is the best thing ever. i have listened to it approximately 67 times today. download it. tell me what you think. i don't know why i like it so much, i can't really relate to it or anything. i just can't stop listening to it...i think i'm slowly slipping into madness! mwa ha ha
current mood:  drained
current music: willie nelson - are you sure (comment on this)
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