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:D Back from the dead! [14 Nov 2003|06:09pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | News ]

I'm updating here because I realized I've been neglecting Blurty and that's very wrong of me. So, sorry from me to all of you. I haven't been writing in here -- but not out of want of something to say -- but merely because I've been updating my LiveJournal quasi-normally. So go visit it and friend me if you want! ^^

I've been driving a lot recently. It hasn't been going well; I have to use a pillow if I want to see over the steering wheel! I'm driving downtown tomorrow, though, which is about as cool as it gets. I also had a lab practical today that I'm pretty sure I failed. There were ten questions that involved mole conversions and I think I did all right on those, but there were others on chemical recycling, and I'm pretty sure those killed me. I already have a B in Chem, god damn it, it doesn't need to go any lower!

Yeah, I have three B's this quarter. I'm pissed off.
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Cubs, let's win it all this year...then we won't have to worry till 2098! [18 Oct 2003|02:07pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Sixteen Candles ]

As we all know, both the Cubbies and the Red Sox lost. What a BUMMER.

Last week, I made my mom watch baseball with me. She kept asking me questions about the game that seemed simple -- but of course, she complicated them to the point where I just had to throw up my hands. My favorite part of last week was when she found out I was rooting for the Cubs and told me to pick a team that had maybe, I don't know, won a pennant in the last 50 years! But it's not that simple, oh no!!

And then, last Saturday when Dad and Sis and I went to pick up gyros at Zobra's, I sat down to watch the Yankees/Red Sox game (the one with that infamous fight). While I was watching and reading Sean Hannity's stupid conservative book, some 30 year old guy comes up and starts talking about the game with me! I was so honored...and so ends my baseball saga. XD

My essays for Gov. School SUCK. So much so that I don't even want to share them with anyone so I can improve. I just want to quit. ;p

This week, I also learned how to export and import documents onto my laptop, something I never knew how to do before. It makes me feel like a lame! But it's even more lame how I'm only seeing Sixteen Candles for the first time this afternoon, isn't it?

Basically, this entire week has felt so surreal, just a blur of daytime TV shows and yellow October sunshine. It doesn't seem possible that the first grading period is almost over and that I won't be taking the PSAT the only time in my life that it'll matter. I'm such a hermit, both IRL and online.

Yeah...I miss RPing with people, I have to admit. But I have (had) some semblance of a life now, and so do they, so I never see anyone and they've all moved on to new fandoms and it just makes me want to cry!!

By the by, all of you need to go to FanFiction.Net right now and read Frizzy's Magnetic Attraction. Look at the reviews and tell me that she deserves all of them for an idea she didn't even come up with herself, for her weak attempts at plot and characterization, and the way she turned Harry into a GIRL. Do I sound a bit bitter? No, I'm just AMAZED that so many people could allow themselves to be deluded like that.

Oh, wait. I forgot it was FanFiction.Net I was talking about.

Lastly, I just want to apologize for not updating my journal in forever. I don't have any grand excuse, I just didn't feel like it. Hopefully, I'll ne'er stay away from Blurty for so long a span again. ^^;
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Governor's School Update. [04 Oct 2003|01:02pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | NC State vs Georgia Tech ]

Okay, so yesterday, while I was taking a vocab test on The Scarlet Letter in 6th Period, Ms. Laird came in and started handing out letters to the "gifted" children who'd expressed an interest in Gov School. She must have scoured all of our records, it seems. I was sure that everyone who got a letter was qualified; when I got my own, I was ecstatic! She wanted to meet us in the library during 7th Period, which meant I got to skip Chemistry. YAY!

To elaborate, I should probably say that I failed a ten-minute ticker in Chemistry the other day. ;( It was on sig figs. It's the FIRST thing I've failed in a long time. Not a good sign!

Anyhow, after I picked up review worksheets in Chem for the first quarter exam in there on Monday (we're having a lab practical too! Atrocious!) and checked in with my teacher, I went to the library. Imagine my surprise when I saw only three others were present! Rebecca, Taylor, and Katrice all gazed up at me when I arrived. We all chatted animatedly when I arrived. Hey, I think I've managed to assimilate!

Ms. Laird joined us shortly; she looked surprised. "Where's Corey?" she asked in her feathery voice. Corey had qualified as well! I'd seen him playing basketball with the trash can and his letter in 6th Period. Taylor said as much. Ms. Laird refused to believe he'd want to miss out on an opportunity like this, and sent Katrice and Taylor to go grab him from his Spanish class. She then went to go get something from her office, leaving me and Rebecca all alone.

I've never seen the big deal about responding quickly to someone's inquiries, so long silences stretched between us. At least, until we started talking about "Survivor Type," which we're reading in AP Lang. As it turns out, I'm not the only one who's freaked out by that story! Rebecca started reading it in her 6th Period, and she told me that her knees felt weak when she tried to get up once she was done, calming me just a little. Stephen read it in my 6th Period, but he wasn't obsessing about it when he went to talk to Corey and Eric. Maybe Rebecca and I were so grossly affected because we can't tell the difference between some stupid horror story by some mediocre author and real life, due to our lack of social skills. Nevermind that Arnholt said she thought it was disturbing, too. As you can tell, I'm just dying to write an essay on that nasty thing. [/sarcasm]

I even had a bad dream about it Thursday night. A gimpy Dr. Richard Pine came to Fayetteville and amputated my limbs and ate them. All in all, it was pretty painful. Needless to say, I was pretty fucked up on Friday, but when I woke up this morning I felt pretty normal, so I guess that's an improvement. :)

Anyhow, Taylor, Katrice, Corey, and Ms. Laird came back quickly. She discussed with us what areas we qualified in. Corey qualified only in English, though he'd expressed an interest in Math and Social Sciences. Katrice qualified in French, Natural Sciences, and Band. Taylor qualified in English. Rebecca qualified in Theatre, Math, and English (I think, I wasn't really paying attention here). I qualified in Math, Natural Sciences, English, and Social Sciences. Though I'd told her I'd like to go in the Social Sciences, she told me my Natural Sciences and English scores were both much higher. "They're all excellent scores," she reassured me, "but Governor's School is competitive, and you need to submit the highest scores possible."

I thought about this; I always had sickeningly high classroom scores in Social Studies, but performed a little less well on the EOCs, which is what Gov School selection is mainly based on. On the other hand, I performed well in English (usually), yet I had Mrs. Carrasquillo last year in English -- and she nearly invariably gave me a B. I wasn't sure about the Natural Sciences at all.

Ms. Laird handed around the applications we'd need to fill out and explained how to procure good recommendations from our teachers (essential to make the Gov School cut). I listened very closely. It seems very tedious. We have to use a TYPEWRITER on the forms, since they're not available online. Luckily, I have one. Still--

After school, to help me make my selection, Ms. Laird told me my scores. 99 in English, 98 in Natural Sciences, 93 in Social Sciences, and 92 in Math. That kind of cinched it for me; I'll be going in English and Natural Sciences. Laird told us how Foley (my Chemistry teacher, YES!) gives "dynamite" recommendations. Maybe she'll take pity on me and maybe I'll get lucky. Maybe.

I told my parents about it. They were proud, as usual; I've learned that they'd express their pride in ways that weren't verbal if they knew how (and if they had the capital). When I started babbling about how I'd need my own transportation to get there, however, they warned me that I was counting my chickens before they hatched. Gov School's not a certain thing, I know. Still, I wish my chickens would hatch! ;f

Has anyone else been keeping up with the baseball playoffs? Wouldn't it be really funny if the Cubs went on from PWNING the Braves to win the World Series? XD I think that would be nice...
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Life's little ironies. [30 Sep 2003|06:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I just cracked one of my knuckles and it just made a loud/i> popping noise...YAY!

Monday, Ms. Laird (AIG Coordinator) talked to us "gifted" Juniors and Sophomores in the auditorium. We discussed -- what else? -- Governor's School, a place I've wanted to go to for a long time. Of course, I was terribly excited. I requested to be placed under consideration for the Social Sciences academic category, my strongest subject. There's very little chance of me getting chosen, but still...I hope I'm chosen! *^_^*

Today, I woke up at 6:30. Casually put in my contacts. Leisurely pulled on my clothes. Strolled toward the bus stop in this gelid September air. Svenka was there, her first time coming to the bus stop in the morning this year, and -- ironically -- the bus came uber early and we were never picked up. At least, not while I was there. Heather's mom just had a baby, so when her grandmother drove by, she gave Heather and I a ride to school. ;) She drives a Jaguar, and she's very young and 1337.

I should be studying for an AP History test, so I can get a 100 and make Mr. Lynn say "LIEK OMG" and make James, the wigga who sits behind me, claim I "show off" and "suck up" to make myself feel better (he reminds me just slightly of my Vanessa, beloved Vanessa, who lauded my "perfection," so-called, in middle school). But I'm writing Snape/Harry for some vague reason, so oh well. You'll have to wait, dear American Pageant.
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For originalblood. [22 Sep 2003|06:19pm]
It's my patriotic duty to educate my little prepubescent friend, I guess...

Have you ever been embarrassed, humiliated, one-upped, beaten, made fun of, or shown up by your peers, Kelsey?

Then you've been PWNED!
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I think that's nice.... [22 Sep 2003|06:03pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Some random rap song and I don't know what it's about ]

I was all set to write a long, angsty entry detailing my daily woes and how overwhelmed yet dissatisfied I am, but something great happened to me 7th period that made me forget all about it! And no, it didn't have anything to do with ice cream and boom-boom!

You remember that Academy of Scholars thing I was talking about in some earlier entry? Well, I was one of the ten people chosen! Celabrate!

You realize that this makes me ELITE now.

And I think it's great! Really, really great! ^_^

[/nic-speak]

Also, I updated my site! Go look at it's glory here!
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*yawn* [21 Sep 2003|02:16pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Jets @ Patriots ]

It's the autumnal equinox and I still can't balance an egg like you can on very special days of the year. Nooo, my life is incomplete! ;(

I've been watching a lot of football lately. It's very exciting! (I'm hesitant to admit...) Yesterday I saw LSU pwn Georgia, and today I'm watching the Jets, who're tied with the Patriots right now and who're off to a great start. ^_^ NU *better* get their first win today! And Patriots are suffering injury after injury after injury, it's really sad. (not)

Is it weird to like video games, HP slash, fanfic writing, anime AND heathenish sports? ;x
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That wasn't a hurricane! That was a slight breeze! [20 Sep 2003|01:52pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Sean Paul feat. Beyonce - Baby Boy ]

Sorry, Isabel...<3

Like I think I mentioned before, the power went out about five times on Thursday. The last time it went out (after being on for like twenty minutes), Survivor was about to come on...AND JUST AS THE THEME MUSIC STARTED EVERYTHING WENT BLACK. I don't think I can describe how angry I was, stuck in that velvety blackness. I'd waited patiently all year for that moment! But at least it came back on in time for us to see Morgan send that stupid "omg i'm gunna start teh alliance!1" bitch home. :)

Everything was back to normal by Friday, though -- of course. We had a two-hour delay, and since I didn't have any stressful classes except AP US, everything was laid-back and casual. ^_^ I was actually kind of sad when we went home after third period, but I wasn't sad with the knowledge that I didn't have to see Arnholt's nasty face.

That was kind of mean. I apologize. (no i dont)

I meant to post something nice and deep and thoughtful today, being that it's Saturday, but I'm thinking about what other twists I can put in my Zelda fic and my mind's jumping randomly from subject to subject, so it's hard to concentrate on something for long periods of time. We're going out, today, though, and that should help cure this. I feel so antsy. I need to get out of here!
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Psst...Isabel has landed! [18 Sep 2003|05:15pm]
[ mood | blank ]

So many things have happened and it all manages to seem so inconsequential.

Like I posted in that meaningless entry yesterday, I got today off because of Isabel. I went to sleep late last night and woke up late this morning accordingly. :) It was about twelve when I got up, and wouldn't you know it, just as soon as I went to boot up this rickety computer the power went off! Basically, that was the highlight of this storm; the power's been out a few times, but Isabel's proved herself pretty lame for a hurricane. Living so far inland makes you miss all the good action, it seems to me. And we only have a two-hour delay tomorrow. Terrible!

I wasn't able to 'redeem' myself with that evil essay...these things are so hard! They ask deep thought-provoking questions and Arnholt is looking for deep well thought out responses that I don't have the time to write (my parents ceaselessly urge me to get off the computer, you see). Luckily, I can go back and improve this thing, or so she says; I can correct it as many times as it takes to get an A, she says! ...Well, it was good for three hours of motivation. ;]

Also, I finally posted the 13th chapter in Fabula Mirabilis. Go look at it, and my other stuff here! You must! ;f
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Because Isabel has turned me and Audrey 1337. [17 Sep 2003|06:49pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Justin Timberlake - Senorita ]

This entry really has no purpose. No, really.

Maybe I'll update for real later, but don't count on it.

Iissomeness [6:19 PM]: Hi. We're all gonna die, Audrey. ;[[
OneFoxyG5 [6:19 PM]: no we're not
OneFoxyG5 [6:19 PM]: I'm out of school tomorrow
OneFoxyG5 [6:20 PM]: the hurricane is heading right towards Louisa, VA
Iissomeness [6:21 PM]: I'm out of school too... :)
Iissomeness [6:21 PM]: I had like 3 essays due tomorrow, it's great.
OneFoxyG5 [6:21 PM]: lol
OneFoxyG5 [6:21 PM]: i'm just chillin gurr!
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I told you, SUX0R! [13 Sep 2003|08:49pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

My throat feels all...phelgmy, and I've been trying to get rid of this feeling all day. It's really gross, but I'm trying not to think about it. :)

I went out today, to get The Scarlet Letter (and I actually wore my contacts for once -- surprise of surprises!). I need The Killer Angels for AP US History, too, but Dad said (after he bought the former for me -.-) that when I'm done with Hawthorne's thing he'll take me to Edward & McKay to trade it in for the latter. CHEAPSKATE!

I haven't been doing much. I had on my away message all day, because I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just don't want to deal with anything right now. Mostly because I was working on THIS!

Fabula Mirabilis Chapter 12: Interlude )

There was rampant crossovers in that chapter: OoT, that Zelda cartoon, LA, and WW. The references to Valoo and Dragon Roost Island and Daphnes Nohansen Hyrule come from WW, and the 'Calatians' are really the Ritos from that game, but hopefully you all got that on your own. <3

There's one thing to be said for AP English: It inspires me to write needlessly. We got progress reports in there on Thursday, and I was really surprised when I saw that I had an A in that class. She has me passing the summer work! My journals are really going to drag me down, though, but I think I'm gonna be okay. -.- I have another journal due on Monday, I'll see if I can redeem myself with that. I was thinking about having Tali, my English-majoring friend, proofread it for me, but I'd feel weird. She's all old and stuff, you know, she probably thinks I'm some stupid little kid. ;P Well, if she didn't before, she does now -- but that's another subject for another day!

It's time to write an Ira-centric chapter, he needs some drama in his life, too! Bye now! ;)
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OMG NEVAR FORGET. [11 Sep 2003|06:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | OMG NEVAR FORGET ]

How strange. Although so many kids today wore their red and white and blue, and although a few people mentioned it...the school didn't have a moment of silence for the people who died on 9/11. Could America really be healing, as they deny so sharply on the evening news? Or have we again grown as cold and indifferent as the "38 Who Saw Murder Didn't Call the Police"? I feel I should share my thoughts on this. However...

My thoughts on this subject are extremely radical/offensive, so I'm hiding them behind a cut. Don't like, don't click, don't bitch. )
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Maturity. [09 Sep 2003|04:33pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Finally - Inside That I Cried ]

Today in AP US History, we got into small groups and read the short essays we wrote dealing with the Articles of Confederation. Janay, a girl I knew in ninth grade, said when I joined her group that she liked how I've changed; she said that I'd matured so much from ninth grade. I wonder if her idea of what maturity is has something to do with friendliness? Admittedly, I wasn't the most social girl in ninth grade. In fact, I was downright antisocial; I was mean, I resented people who tried to get me to rejoin the human race (so to speak, haha). People learned not to speak to me, but I resented them for that, too. One day in gym, after I made the mistake of calling one of the black girls in my class a "bitch" (she really was, too), all of them ganged up on me and set me straight. :) I think it was then that I that I first wished I could disappear.

Anyway, Ionna (I went to middle school with her) loudly seconded Janay's observation, pointing to how I'd behaved in middle school. I've already discussed that, I think, so I don't think I need to get into my odd social habits at Seventy-First Classical. But I don't need to think about that now! I'm different, I'm extroverted, I'm better!

I'm cold...

I'm in the top ten percent of my class, at the very least. Today I was invited to join the Academy of Scholars program, along with twenty-four other students. Only ten will get chosen, along with two alternates -- no chance, right? NO!

I will be the best.

And I'll blow their minds away.
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A slasher's dream come true. [09 Sep 2003|04:28pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

They've even slashed The OC now! Terrible!

Which The OC 'ship am I? Do you even have to ask? )
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I got leid! [04 Sep 2003|06:31pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Today we had our annual (well, I guess it's annual, I've only attended it for two years) HOSA luau. Anthony handed out the leis. All of them were white which, as I pointed out, wasn't very festive. He didn't say anything to that, and I don't blame him. After everyone got situated -- what I mean by this is 'when everyone got chairs,' since there are never enough chairs in the Allied Health room -- we voted for officials. Max, who 'handles money very well' (those are his words, not mine; I don't think illegally selling lollipops on campus makes you great at handling money) became Treasurer. Some bouncy cheerleaders and their friends got the rest of the spots. Needless to say, I only cheered for Maxie. :)

I never do things like that. I could never bring myself to do something like that again. Running for some office? I remember that I was Secretary for my school's French Club in ninth grade, and the memory of the day I stood up to give my speech still terrifies me. I looked out on a sea of faces that were, with me trapped in this skeletal body that wore khaki highwaters and had puffy hair, secretly mocking. So it seemed. My heart beat fiercely; I felt my face grow flush and warm as I meted out a few words. My nervousness probably stems from the disastrous "campaign" for secretary I did in seventh grade, when I was looked down upon by nearly everyone in my preppy "classical" school. We taped our speeches so that they could be played on our school's television network thing, and during my speech, I froze. I couldn't think of what to say. I had humiliated myself and I knew it and I was so ugly and I wish it would have just gone away. I ran out of my homeroom when the speeches started playing, but that didn't hide me from the shame. My English teacher mocked me. I was laughed at wherever I went. Corey, who went to middle school with me, still talks about it sometimes. So yeah, maybe that made me lose my taste for any sort of leadership. But I'm still happy for Maxie.

After the voting, we ate. There wasn't any pizza this year, but there was barbeque chicken, which was somehow better. I had two plates of (almost) everything, like the pig I am. Yet I'm still losing weight, and I'm not even trying! Take that, wannabe anoretics!

I would also like to say I recant everything I ever said about hating Taylor. She's very nice, even if she's a bit too religious for my taste (she's against homosexuality, and though I admire her morals, it's not cool). We have lab partners in Chemistry, you know, and it just so happens that she was mine. She has this kind of sarcastic, mocking way of talking about everything that I like, probably because it reminds me of me. A thing about her that surprised me was the fact that she doesn't curse. Ever. I really don't curse a lot, or I try not to, and it made me so happy to find out that *GASP* another teenager's vocabulary isn't comprised of gratuitous 'fuck's and 'damn's!

All right, enough of comparing her to me. I guess I've realized (again) that not everybody hates me and that everything's as black-and-white as I kind of wish it was. I used to think that way in middle school (it really was kind of me vs. them until eighth grade, but never mind) and earlier. I wish it was still that way. Then I wouldn't have to feel guilty. It's girls like Ashley Cothran that I need to watch out for, girls that are needlessly cruel. Luckily I'm not around her anymore. But there's always another...
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Marking messages on Gamefaqs reduces the size of your reproductive organs. [03 Sep 2003|04:01pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

The SL's been active for a full month, so it seems important to talk about it today.

When I joined this little HP SL, I meant to make Harry as bland and inoffensive as possible to a.) keep him out of the action, b.) keep him straight (though this really isn't a problem now), and c.) make him more interesting to me. You see, I only like characters with huge, gaping flaws. So Harry's all torn up by Sirius' death. So sue me! I turned Harry into Charles Bovary! Any day now I'm gonna have him suddenly decide to become a mediocre Healer so he can botch someone's clubfoot operation, watch. ;) ANYWAY, there's a point to all this. I was hoping that Harry's general coldness would keep the romance away, but I'm afraid that my plan's backfired! I think it's happening again -- originalblood, I think you were on bad terms with our *lovely* GM by this point last summer, so I dunno if you know about how the SL we had last summer deteriorated. How it became all about that R/D romance. And even though now it's OC/D...have you noticed it, Kelsey? The beginning of teh SLASHZ0R fest?

Wow, it's weird to realize I'm still talking to people I started RPing with two years ago. o_O

K, I'm done discussing that. I have a 'life' too. ::snicker:: Sixth period it is!

me> Hi, we wrote this essay the other day and I wanted to know if it was ok to say the person's name when we read em (it was a kind of 'OMG I hate you so much' thing.
Arnholt> Umm, do you mention someone in class, bcuz they'll probably get 'crapped off.' (she really said this. I thought it was funny)
me> Yeah but it'll be fine. ;D
Arnholt> Yeah k.
me (while reading the essay)> COREY FLOYD...
Corey (who incidentally sits right next to me)> OMG I'll kill you now.
me> ...was the favorite student of the teacher I hated back in the day, Mrs. Brisson. >_>;;;;
Corey> ........... ::contrite::

HAHA PWNED. Wasn't that the most harrowing story you've ever heard?

And I just realized in BH that all the ugly people I know are into anime. Isn't that weird? I mean, I'm not ugly... ^_^;

And I don't feel like writing anymore. Kthxbai.
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Ahh, I love the smell of quizzes early in the morning... [31 Aug 2003|12:06pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So it's shortly after twelve. So sue me.

Anyway, here are some quizzes. And LOOK! It's my favorite Lucius AND Jason Issacs! What a coincidence! ;D

slutluce.jpg
Woah! Dude! You're Slutty Lucius! You like bondage
and and lots of love time! You need much more
than just your cane! You would make a great
couple with Severus Snape...


Which Lucius Malfoy Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

yumma.jpg
You are Colonel William Tavington of The Green
Dragoons! You have a sword AND a pistol! What
more could a gal want? **swoons** MARRY ME!!!!


Which Jason Isaacs Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
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[30 Aug 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | irate ]

Dear God. Why does my mother have to make everything such a major big deal? I hate the powerlessness of being a child.
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Sun Your Buns Bikinis: Wear ours or nothing at all! [30 Aug 2003|04:00pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Went to the library. Picked up What Liberal Media?, Early Medieval Europe 300-1000, CliffsNotes for The Scarlet Letter (couldn't find the book >/), Pride and Prejudice, and some random Animorphs books. FUN!

Aaand...

The Lucius/Draco RP of DEATH )

Random Warnings: Chanslash, incest, rimming, slight bondage. Cut me some slack, it was FRIDAY!

I could never show Willow that. It makes me sad; she can't even handle Lucius/Harry! I was like that once. But oh well.

The activities of the HP RP ELITES (they're not 1337, like me and my SL-friends) reminds me of the early stages of that one Draco x Harry SL: Harry and Ginny have wild monkey love on a couch in the GCF and Ron catches them and then WOW, Ginny finds out she's pregnant and gets an abortion BUT WAIT Harry's cheating on her with his homosexual back-from-the-dead boyfriend Cedric Diggory who he says he loves BUT OH NO, Harry's *really* in love with Draco Malfoy (but only bcuz he drank one of his potions like a dumbass;). The only consolation I have for THAT soap opera is that I was 15 when I did it; I'm amazed Tali kept RPing with me. XD ANYWAY, what they're doing is JUST LIKE THAT. It's been done, ppl!! But *sigh*, if only I could be like them...then I'd know what being a teenager with an AOL profile in Times New Roman is like. HAR.

..Pretend that wasn't extremely critical and hateful. <3

I'm attempting to do homework today since no one's on to talk to. Not that it's going to work very well. Later.
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FINALLY. THE WEEKEND. [29 Aug 2003|05:49pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

SIytherin Seeker: sure--but one thing first. You know Dax
SIytherin Seeker: ?
Iissomeness: Yeah.
SIytherin Seeker: Dax mun says that she wishes you would play more oftne because she really liked your Harry
SIytherin Seeker: I, of course, want you to play more too ^^ ANYWAY, let's get to our RP

Naturally, I feel terrible.

I'm having a nervous breakdown, man, I swear to God. Last night I did my Chemistry homework (and it took a long FUCKING time, too) and then I broke down crying because I knew the rest of it wouldn't get done and I was so tired--I'm pretty sure that crying spell was influenced by my lack of sleep, since I feel fine now. These are the same poor sleeping habits I had in December! It's terrible! In EVERY fucking class I'm doing homework for another class. I really need to learn to manage my time better, otherwise I'm going to be burned out by the end of September!

Hopefully, this three-day weekend will give me the break I need. Still, I wish this pressure I feel would just GO AWAY.

I must've consumed over 2000 calories' worth in Twinkies yesterday...but at least it's not showing. Thx, tapeworms.
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