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So I expected Saturday to be terrrrrrible! But actually I had alot of fun.. My dad took me to Lee Garden <3 <3 then we went to the church and he dropped me off.. I waited around for Ben and shot some hoops with Jon and Mexirican.. Finally Ben came and he brought his friend who was pretty cool... We get into our groups and then get on the bus. I sit with Ben of course.. The bus was pretty boring expect for when the bus shifted and Travis was in the bathroom and he like hit his head! It was hilarious.. So we get there and I'm already playing mad at Ben b/c he said look at all those hot girls! Grrr, stupid boy! There were alot of hot guys there.. We walked around blah blah blah.. So many people were holding signs that said free hugs.. So this one kid was, Chris and Sean (Ben's friend) paid me $4 dollars to grab his ass when I hug him, then Ben would do it after me! It was soo hilarious when Ben did it, the kid jumped! LMAO ROFL.. Anyways... For a while I did the whole free hug thing out of boredom! I got shot down by these two guys, but the other guys in my youth group was telling me they were gay! So all nite Sean was flirting with me and complimenting me.. We went on a few rides it was fun, MIB, Jaws, ET, Terminator, and Jimmy Neutron... Ya know the usual.. Ummm these guys asked me to buy them ice cream and they were dumb but it was soo funny.. If I elaborated no one else would think it was funny anyways... I just had soo much fun.. I don't know what else to write about, I can't think.. So we eventually get back on the bus and I'm sitting with Sean.. We're being alll flirty.. And we get soo close to kissing a bunch of times... Well, then we did.. There's a problem, he has a girlfriend.. :( I am such a hypocrite, well at least I feel like one. Sean is soo nice, sweet, and amazing.. But I just couldn't kiss anymore, I had to stop it.. I HATE PEOPLE WHO CHEAT, and then look at me :( I feel terrible.. Then talking to Doug about it, made me feel worse.. Should I feel this bad? Because now I'm that girl, but I basically told him stay with his girlfriend.. I gave him my number and all but I doubt he will call.. But what makes matters even worse, he's Ben's best friend! YIKES! :sigh: Anyways, so we get back to the church, I had to tell Ben, b/c I didn't know how he would react.. He took it quite well, he didn't care.. So I was gonna share a couch with Sean, but noo Mrs. Hackbrath yelled at us and said one person per couch! GRRR... Then they started this whole thing with Colleen and Chris saying they can't sleep near each other. WTF Colleen's mom was there and didn't even care! So then Sean and I were innocently holding hands and she yelled at us real loudly, "After all this, you two are holding hands!" I wanted to yell at her, but my mom would of killed me so I just turned over and tried to sleep.. Yeah and Chris (the harry potter one) was flirting with me aaaaallllll fucking nite.. I don't like that kid, he annoys me! Anyways.. Yeah I didn't go to church I just went home and napped.. So now I'm off to take pictures and get my tree!! YAY then I have to write my paper :( ::cries:: It's not fair... And I still don't know about this whole religion thing.. I just don't know.. We will have to see, since it's not my main priority right now.. But am I really a bad person for all this? I seriously don't know anything anymore..
--- Jess
Why does something so good, have to be bad?
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