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I've noticed lately I have found myself wanting things that I will not and cannot have.. I find myself liking boys that don't even know I breathe the same air as them.. I try and get them to notice me, but with no avail I leave, defeated.. But, hey what can you do? Lately this week I have been like super duper hyper.. Which I think is freaking awesome! But today wasn't all that bad.. In Anal Func we had a quiz and someone farted really loudly! LMAO it was grand.. This girl was like, "Was that me?" Wouldn't you know if you farted or not? Jeez what an idiot! But yeah.. I have a C in AP English I am so excited!!!! teeheehee! But yeah during lunch we made a boat and christened it S.S Slut but it sank, since it was made of paper. Then the damn IB kids stole our idea! What idiots.. Then they were all sliding around and shit in the water and splashing each other! RING WORM hello! How come they never get in fucking trouble while we always do? That's not fair!!!!!!!!! Grrrrr.... Anyways.. We played soccer (kick the ball back and forth) then we let some IB kids come in our game so they basically stole it away.. Some girl started to kick the ball with no shoes on! Oh fucking nasty.. RINGWORM!!!!!! So Josh came over and we hung out, watched tv, then went to Nikitas... Hung out, played with George (he's so cute), watched some of Senseless then came home.. My feelings are so muttled right now.. I can't have what I want, and I don't know exactly what I want.. Old feelings are coming back and new ones are dying away.. I don't know what to do.. Probably just say in my coccoon and wait for it to past, like I always do.. Hide from everything.. :sigh: Tomorrow is Rock the Universe and I don't want to go. :(
<3 Jess
And the memories slowly fade away
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