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sleep=good [10 May 2003|08:50am]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | further seems forever-pride war ]

The past couple of days have been an eye opener. I hate when everyone is right. But I always have to see if for myself. Always.. Last night I was suppose to go to the movies, well thanks to my killer headache I went to sleep at 6:45 yesterday and got woken up at 7:00 this morning. Thankfully my headache is gone.. I got lots of sleep. I never get enough sleep anymore so that was probably the cause of my headache, plus lots of STRESS!! So yeah today maybe I will get to see James, and hopefully no more fighting.. That's all we seem to do.. I kinda feel bad for Anthony because whenever James is dating someone, James is kinda mean or ignores Anthony. But hey that's James for ya. It's funny how things work out in life. It sucks Alexa is leaving Hillsborough, I never see her but it's still cool knowing she goes there.. So when we pass in the hallway we can talk about how Ryan asks us for sex. Odd enough as that is. But hey it's all good. Today I hopefully can go to the movies with Ben. After I go out to lunch with mi abuelo and padre.. I don't know what to do anymore.. Think things through.. Be bold, be who I am. I think what this freshman wrote in his blurty is right, ""If you cut anyone deep enough, they will bleed black". But I don't want to bleed black.. I don't want to become evil and mean even though I'm pretty damn close. I know from others actions what you say and do can have a significant impact on them. When bad things continously happen to you, you can only see the evil, it's as though the good has disappeared from the earth.. I try and not make fun of people because I know that it hurts a lot.. But hey when you see something enough you begin to think it's right.. But whatever.. Yeah.. It's weird being up on a Saturday and it not being lunch time.. But oh well.

xoxo Cowboy

1 sour kisses | sour kisses

just say no [10 May 2003|11:32pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | weezer-susanne ]

Everything is getting out of hand.. Enemies being shot down.. Nothing is fair anymore.. The earth is being cut too much and is starting to bleed. I went to dinner with mi padre y mi abuela.. It was some good eatin'.. Then I went to the movies with Ben.. He is soo emo.. I think I'm starting to rub off on him!! So sad.. He's a good kid.. But he has some ghey ass friends.. BOTCHULATOR!! MUHAHAHA! Man I miss Delb.. The smallest things make a difference in the world.. You must conquer your fears, don't let them conquer you! Never give up, try try try again! Enough randomness for one night..

xoxo Cowboy

sour kisses

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