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[03 Apr 2003|04:19pm] |
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Today was pure crapola.. I didn't think everyone would know about yesterday so fast.. Nikki got pissed, Shelby warned me about that.. It just angers me.. Everyone thinks I'm this big ass whore and I'm gonna break every guys' heart.. Nik said I had a reputation for it.. Yet I'm like the biggest virgin in the world! I just want to be loved.. And Nik is right that I want it for all the wrong reasons.. But yea anyways.. World History today was hard for me.. I just wanted to run out of there and never come back.. I wish I didn't have to go to practice, I just wish I could stay in my room and blast some emo.. I feel like crap today.. Things were just settling down and now all this.. I know it's not a big deal, but everyone just makes it a big deal.. I need to get ready for practice.. I'd rather do anything than go right now.. Oh well
<3<3 Cowboy
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[03 Apr 2003|09:44pm] |
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I feel like shit.. I had a bad time at practice.. I talked to Joe more now.. He posted that he misses me.. Everyone just needs to stay out of my business.. I'm tired of everyone saying how I'm this big ass whore who breaks everyones heart.. I don't have to go to school tomorrow I'm soooo fucking glad.. I don't want to hear more about this shit.. I get to see my cousin at UF tomorrow.. Yay. Well not really.. I'm sleepy..
<3<3
Cowboy
Who do you love?
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