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23rd September, 2003. 10:42 pm. lots O fun

hmm i wonder when she will grow up and act her age and stop ignoring me everytime i upset her i didnt fucking say anything and she gets all hostile and acting like a 4 year old....lets ignore colline thats real mature...what a fucking moron.....why do mothers have to be so dumb......i dont understand them at all. i wish she would treat me like a human and her daughter instead of trying to make me djs shadow.....why cant you be like your brother why cant you be smart why do you always get in trouble why cant i trust you like i trust dj why are you always sad why do you destroy your life WHY DO YOU TREAT ME LIKE I DONT MATTER? HUH WHY ANSWER ME THAT I CANT STAND IT MOM WHY DONT YOU TREAT ME LIKE MY BROTHER WHY AM I DIFFRENT B/C IM NOT AS SMART AND IM NOT A LITTLE FRIGGEN ANGEL LIKE YOU THINK HE IS BUT HES NOT......YA KNOW WHAT I DONT CARE I'LL JUST DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO THAT UPSETS YOU UNTILL YOU CRY YOUR LITTLE EYES OUT FOR DAYS THEN TELL ME HOW HORRIBLE I AM AND HATE ME AGAIN....THAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY THEN YOU'LL PROVE ME WRONG AND I'LL BE A FUCKED UP KID. LETS ALL HAVE FUN MAKING FUN OF COLLINE ALL NIGHT THATS MY IDEA OF FAMIY FUN....HELL YEAH TO THAT

I MISS DREW SOO MUCH MUAH MY CUTIE

DONT BE THE HERO THAT SAVES THE DAY

Current mood: cranky.
Current music: GOLDFINGER.

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