| loneliness is taking over |
[11 Nov 2003|08:20pm] |
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yesterday i spent the night at melissas.
david came over and we all went on a walk.
i wasn't very wanted i may add.
but you know how it is, who would want you around when they're with there boyfriend.
i just looked at the stars and moon.. it is extremely romantic.
i wish there would been someone there with me.
where is my somebody?
i'm not going to say that i want someone to love me
love doesn't have a freakin meaning anymore.
people say they love each other.. but do they mean it?
most don't.
i just wish there was someone to make me happy, someone to take me away from broken hearted-ness.
i know it is alot to ask for, but i want it so bad.
but doesn't almost everybody?
love and not being loved back is the most depressing feeling ever...
and something else to add while i'm in the updating mood...
i am so lucky to have a best friend like melissa and everything.
and she'll always be my best friend.
but i really don't have like anyone else.
i have hardly any true friends.
i guess i just never noticed i had no one except like 3 people.
i have friends...but not the ones that you can tell them anything.
i wish i had friends.
i i i, now who sounds self-centered..me.
but it's my blurty. hehe
well um... back to my night...
then david left and we went out to the trampoline and found bret and brian.
we hung out with them for a little bit.
they almost...almost shanked me!
when they left me melissa and her brothers and sister watched Matrix 2.
it was pretty good, but i haven't seen the first one so i didn't get all of it.
but it was still really good.
and half way through it brittany got her bunny and brought her downstairs with us.
trixie is weird...she did some odd jumping for us.
today was fun... no school!
i thought it was saturday all day.
i even asked my mom if we were going to early service at church and she was like um... tomorrow's wednesday.
but um me and mid got up and watched half of matrix 2 again because she fell asleep.
then we got in the go-cart almost all day and road around.
now i am stuck baby-sitting cole, my annoying little brother.
well i'm off to make him get in bed!
that's all folks...
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