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-sUmThiN oN 102.5 tHe BuLL- |
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i WaS jUs ReAdiN kELsEyS bLuRty (iT wAs ReaLLy SwEeT... i WaS kiNDa ShOcKeD tHaT i WaS n ThErE...) n iT mAdE mE tiNk... y DoEs EvEryBoDy HaVe pRoBLemS nOw? LiKe jUs a FeW yEaRs aGo... nO-oNe hAd a CaRe N tHe WoRlD... oR nOt aS mAnY aS wE aLL hAvE tOdAy... wHaT diD eVeRyBoDy Do So WrOnG tHat GoD hAd To PuNiSh uS LiKe ThiS? i jUs DoNt UnDeRsTanD! LyFe ThEsE dAyS iS LiViNg HeLL... i JuS dOnT kNoW wHaT wE diD tO dEsErVe ThiS? By ThA wAy... ALySSa N kELsEy... yALL hAvE bEeN sO sWeEt n So HeLpFuL w/ My PrObLeMs... iT mEaNs So MuCh tO kNoW tHaT yALL cArE... iF yALL eVeR nEeD aNyThiNg... i'M hErE! wELL i'M gOnA gO... ByE ByE...
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[10 Aug 2003|05:58pm] |
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wEll tOdAyS nOt BeEn ThE bEsT bUt o WeLL... aNyWayS i HaD 2 gO tO cHuRcH tOdAy N tHeN my MoM mAdE mE gO sHoPPiNg... i HaTe ShOpPiNg... aNyWayS tHeRe WaS tHiS wEiRd Guy StAriNg @ mE n BoDy ShOp... ReaLLy WeiRd! i hAtE iT wEn PeOpLe StaRe... sO i WaVeD @ HiM n He WeNt aWay... n ThEn i CaMe HoMe N my DaD mAdE mE cLeAn My RoOm... i HaTe HiM sUmTiMeS... aNd ThEn ToLd Me ThAt i CouLdNt Go SpEnD tHe NigHt @ MiDDyS... b/C tHey R cHeAp-O's N wOnT gEt a BaBySiTTeR b/C tHey DoNt WaNa Pay ThEm So ThEy MaKe Me Do iT... sO nOw i Am StuCk HeRe w/ My MoM dAd N rEaLLy WeiRd BrOtHeR n i HaVe tO sPeNd "fAmiLy TiMe" w/ ThEm... sO wiSh Me LuCk i MiGhT nOt MaKe iT oUt aLiVe... wEll i'M gOnA gO...ByE ByE...
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| ...tHiS iS nOt WoRtH rEaDiNg... |
[10 Aug 2003|09:55pm] |
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...tHiS iS nOt WoRtH rEaDiNg... i'M jUs GoNa SaVe u SuMtiMe tElliN u nOt tO rEaD... b/C i HaVe a FeELiN iT wiLL b VeRy BoRiNg... aNyWayS... i feel like shit tonight 4 sum reason n i dont know y either... i tink it's just everything... i'm so frikin stressed out right now n i have a feeling that skool isnt gonna help this at all... like 1. i'm worried bout tha 1st day... b/c i have a feeling that i'm gonna like fall down the bleachers or sumthing... or i'm like gonna have to sit all by myself during the assimbalys... or sumthing like that.
2. all that luv crap is getting to me... i still dont know what to do... n now there's a new problem... a few of my friends like him too... aint that jus great... now i really cant like him b/c i would feel guilty to go out w/ sumbody they like... but haha... what that hell am i talkin about? nvm... i would never have to feel guilty b/c i know that this "mystery man" haha... would never ever ever like me yet luv me yet ask me out n this life time... so i'm having second thoughts of telling him that i like him... b/c i know that i will not b able to face rejection w/ all that has been going on... if sumthing happened to me like that i tink i might like go ahead n burry my self n the ground... o well... anyways i'm gettin sick off typing in my frikin head is hurting soOo bad right now... so i'm gonna go ... ByE ByE ...
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