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(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

shake it..shake it like a poloroid picture.. [15 Dec 2003|04:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | hhheeeeyyyy yaaaaaahhh... ]

um. it's been a while since the last update.
i haven't been on much lately either.
o well.. hmm. friday night there was a gala.
let me tell you it was great.
bad music.
hardly anyone danced.
not alot of people were there.
and..worst of all..miss molly was all alone.
i know how people are like yeah.. i don't care if i'm all alone.
it's not like that though.. boo hoo boo hoo o well.. i'll be fine for now.
um..i spent the night with melissa.
it was fun 'girl time'.. games, movies, food, talks, and stuff.
sunday me and mother went shopping at the SummiT.
let me tell you it was cold
i didn't find anything.
then i got to come home and study for exams.
that is all i have really been doing.
study study study..can we say it has been a blast.
let me tell you..

um.. well christmas is coming up soon..
10 days to be exact.
i am so ready to get out.. i hope it snows.
this update really sucks but um..i don't feel like writing anymore..
o yeah and my mom bought me the smile empty soul c.d. just for a present.
she can be sweet sometimes..but others, watch out.
that's all there is..there isn't any more.
<3

what did you expect...a perfect child...raised by t.v. sets...abandond every mile...we never get respect...never a fair trial...no one gives a shit...as long as we smile...

(1 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

if i'm just bad news, then you're a liar. [03 Dec 2003|08:36pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Smile Empty Soul. ]

screamer
You're "You're So Last Summer", you're
always hoping for the best, but in the end you
just get walked all over.


Which taking back sunday song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


taking back sunday, you gotta love em.
<3


today was okay.
nothing too thrilling.
it was incredibly boring and cold!
and whenever i'm bored i think...
big mistake..bad habbit.


i was thinking about true love.
is it really real?
is there such a thing?
these days..most likely not.
but how would i know..
i haven't gotten to experience that yet.
i don't know what i have done.
i think i have like a big mark on my head that says i hate everyone or something.
it is a good theory..i have few friends, no love.
wow..i think i need to stop this 'wishful thinking'.

forever and always my dear

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

matchbook romance [01 Dec 2003|07:15pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | matchbook romance. ]

"Farewell To Friends"

A pictures worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hear
I miss you so much that it hurts
And tonight, I wish you were here with me
So I could make you see
The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly
The remind me of
All the times, when we used to sit underneath them, those summer nights
And fall in love

It's not alright, it's our last night together
I won't give up, I can't let go, of you.
I can't let go of you.

And tonight, I close my eyes and dream that you
Are still the one, laying there beside me
I'd walk a thousand miles
I'd swim across the sea
What do I have to do, please just tell me.


hmm. if you are not a matchbook romance listener, you should be.
end of story

(5 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

miss me dearly [24 Nov 2003|06:39pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | underoath. wow they are good. ]

tomorrow i am going to the beach!
i can not wait.. it is my favorite place ever.
it is the perfect place to get rid of all of your stress and escape reality, you know what i mean?
...but then you have to come back...

today i went to get some glasses with melissa.
she picked up hers and i picked out mine.
hers are cuter :-(
mine are black plastic'ish ones.
i can finally SeE!

well i'm going to pack..
what fun it will be!

miss me dearly and leave me lots of messages.
no one ever does...i won't get my hopes up.

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

taking back sunday [20 Nov 2003|07:49pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | taking back sunday ]

one by one

the children laugh and stare

at the boy on the road where nobody goes and nobody cares

he doesn't
look
like the rest of them

cause he won't dress like the rest of them

nobody cares about the boy on nothing street


hmm. does this sound a little familiar?
stop and think...
i think it does guys.
our school is a perfect example of this.
it is ridiculous.
and think about it...
we all make fun of people even if we don't want to.
we just join in with the 'cool' people to be 'cool'.
pathetic.
don't think that i don't do it either.
everyone slips once and a while.

well there's my update.
i was just thinking about how bad i think it is for me.
but now i think about how bad it must be for some people.

<333.

p.s. does anyone know how to put pictures on here?

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

[18 Nov 2003|07:34pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | dashboard confessional ]

weekend.
went to melissa's, rode go-carts, watched movies, and played monopoly at least a million times.
i'm now obsessed with the matrix.
i actually get it, i feel so smart. :-)

week is back.
and i'm counting the days till friday.
thursday is alabama/auburn day.
wAr eAgLe!
i can't stand some people these days.

but nobody likes everyone.
i don't like some people and some people don't like me.

it is more like 75% don't like me.
but i will survive
somehow..


i felt bad today.
it was a depressing day with the weather and stuff.
we had to sit in the hall for an hour today because of 'tornado stuff'
i didn't mind, missing english is a-okay.
on the bus me and ricky were talking about how girls bitch about everything.
yes it is true...we do.
tomorrow i am going to try to not bitch..about anything.
that is on the bus... i guess i won't be talking much.
i hate myself.
rrrg molly.

abbey.
i hope everything will work out.
i know you're head-over-heals.
but don't fall too hard..
everything will happen for the best.
i <3 you absteroonie, you noodle you.

well that's all i have to say, yes i know it's sad.
nothing important ever goes on in my life.
comment's are greatly appreciated :-)

forever and always love

(1 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

loneliness is taking over [11 Nov 2003|08:20pm]
[ mood | lpwkewifsdkljtabqz ]
[ music | new found glory ]

yesterday i spent the night at melissas.
david came over and we all went on a walk.

i wasn't very wanted i may add.
but you know how it is, who would want you around when they're with there boyfriend.
i just looked at the stars and moon.. it is extremely romantic.
i wish there would been someone there with me.
where is my somebody?
i'm not going to say that i want someone to love me

love doesn't have a freakin meaning anymore.

people say they love each other.. but do they mean it?
most don't.
i just wish there was someone to make me happy, someone to take me away from broken hearted-ness.
i know it is alot to ask for, but i want it so bad.
but doesn't almost everybody?
love and not being loved back is the most depressing feeling ever...

and something else to add while i'm in the updating mood...
i am so lucky to have a best friend like melissa and everything.
and she'll always be my best friend.
but i really don't have like anyone else.
i have hardly any true friends.
i guess i just never noticed i had no one except like 3 people.
i have friends...but not the ones that you can tell them anything.
i wish i had friends.
i i i, now who sounds self-centered..me.
but it's my blurty. hehe
well um... back to my night...

then david left and we went out to the trampoline and found bret and brian.
we hung out with them for a little bit.
they almost...almost shanked me!
when they left me melissa and her brothers and sister watched Matrix 2.
it was pretty good, but i haven't seen the first one so i didn't get all of it.
but it was still really good.
and half way through it brittany got her bunny and brought her downstairs with us.
trixie is weird...she did some odd jumping for us.

today was fun... no school!
i thought it was saturday all day.
i even asked my mom if we were going to early service at church and she was like um... tomorrow's wednesday.
but um me and mid got up and watched half of matrix 2 again because she fell asleep.
then we got in the go-cart almost all day and road around.
now i am stuck baby-sitting cole, my annoying little brother.
well i'm off to make him get in bed!
that's all folks...

(1 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

it's hard to say what it is that i see in you... [08 Nov 2003|08:14pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | abbey ]

not much to say about this week. friday after school middy spend the night and we went to scary movie 3 with david and emily. it wasn't as good as i thought it would be but it was okay. we saw alyssa jenna and some other people there. after the movie we went to mexicalli. i felt like a pig because me and emily were the only ones eating. middy and david were like scared to eat around each other. i hate when people do that! then we said it was davids birfday and we got free ice cream! then me and mid came home and that's about it.

today was okay. we woke up at 12 and raked leaves all day. but the fun part was that me and mid dressed up as huge old ladies. it was so funny. then my mom taped us jumping in the leaves. but it was fun. then she left and we went to outback but it was an hour wait so we went to wings. it was yummy because i hadn't eaten all day. but it was in the bar part so now i smell like smoke. :-( ugh! but now i'm on the phone with abbey. i wish she hadn't been grounded on friday. i was going to get to do something with her.

well i got to go now. typing is a distraction and abbey's getting mad that i am not listening. :-)

forever and always
<333.

oh yeah and i think i like someone new. hopefully it won't turn out in a heartbreak...

(4 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

my o-so-fun weekend [03 Nov 2003|05:52pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | *linkin park.numb...has a good meaning* ]

last week was pretty good. no major problems or bad fights. so it's all good i guess.

friday was o-so-fun. it started out not the best but it ended up to be a really fun night. friday right after i got home from school i went to mids to get ready. we were devils. it was the cutest outfit. we wore red tank tops, short black skirts, red fishnet, black boots, black chokers, red horns, red and black mix boa, and we had pitchforks. yes i no, way cool. the only bad thing was that the boots made our feet hurt after about 5 minutes and my skirt wouldnt stay down! when we were done getting ready emily came over. then lauren and some of her friends came over. we went trick or treating and then got rid of them around 6:45. when they left we stayed at mids house to help with her "drive way scare." in my opinion... we were the best act. what we did was mid got in the car that had run over this fake body and she would honk the horn or beat on the windows when someone would get near and me and emily would take turns getting half way under the car and move when someone would touch us or be like is that real? it was so funny. and one time i was following this brat and she was like i'm not scared of you... and i have this candy bag and i'm not afraid to use it. so i was like lookie here brat i have this pichfork and i am not afraid to hit you with it so i did and she ran away from the house. it was hilarious. but the parents AND kids got scared. then britt, her sister, and jaime abbeys cousin were dressed up and would walk towards you in the black light. and then jeremy was this black dude and brock and tyler where just jumping out at kids. it turned out to be pretty darn good. then we went to brook highland around 8 and only stayed for about 45 min. it was boring. and the kids were mean too. i got the following comments... how much are you? , are you a hooker, and someone said i was a prositute. i'm not sure if that meant i looked good or that i was trash? but it made me mad. so we left around 8:45 and went back to melissas house for some more scarin. around 10:30 we came in and emily had left so we finally got to take off our god damned boots. they hurt so bad. hint, never wear tall boots for about 5 hours straight. it sucks. that night we just ate and watched the halloween marathon. we fell asleep around 1. yes i know, sad. but i dont care. i need the beauty sleep. hehe.

saturday we woke up early around 9 and made pancakes AnD waffles. then we made mrs. charlotte a pancake that we thought was the best and then she took a bite and it hadnt cooked all the way..oopsies. around 10:30ish i guess reid and aaron called and where like we're coming over so they did and it was fun, sorta. then we went up to davids and bryants and played tackle football. i was the best girl player up there. hehe. it was me, mid, reid, aaron, and bryant playing. then we went behind davids house where these guys were playing paintball. there were too might fine ones there. whewie. ow ow. when all but this one might i say good looking one left to go play we went around and picked up the ones they dropped. then reid threw them at me and mid and i got dirty. i looked like i was a painting. hehe. then we left. then david and reid came over and now middy and david are going out. hopefully it will turn out good for her. :-)... then i left and went home.

sunday i went to church and out to eat at this place called buffalos. it was yummy. then i came home and didnt do too much. sundays are always bad... all you have to do is finish homework and go to church. woop woop. but online i was talking to one of my really good friends and she said that her parents are going to divorce and i feel sooooooo bad for her. like i dont really know how it feels like. but i know it sucks. and i know it is really hard because mid has told me all about what she went through so i just hope something really good happens to her. like maybe the guy she adores will go out with her and then she will have something to take her mind off of it. i <3 her and pray for her. i am...

today is monday. the weekend is now over :-( ugh. back to gossip, backstabbing, fights, and all of the other day to day shit. o yeah. and i have stopped my gossip and backstabbing i may add. or at least i have tryed to. :-) well i'm gona go now. homework here i come... hehe.

.<3...forever and always my love...

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

sweet song [02 Nov 2003|08:36pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | what do you think? ]

Promise By: Matchbook Romance

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... you'll never let go

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go

you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy


so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

i'll update about my weekend tomorrow. not that anyone cares.
forever n always

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

what exactly is under that mask of yours...? [29 Oct 2003|07:17pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | blink 182.feelin this ]

i am so lonely right now. everyone went to church or the 311 concert. /big sad face\ so i guess i'll just fill out this form ryan sent me... thank you ryan. <3...

....fasten on your seat belt...you'r in for a bumpy ride....

[last word you said] heybaby. or byebye.
[last song you sang] my paper heart. –a.a.r.
[last thing you laughed at] smelly melly...melissa.
[last time you said 'I love you'] on the phone today.
[last time you cried] resontly.

|| Present ||

[what color socks are you wearing] none.
[current annoyance] a migraine.
[current longing] someone to talk to/ someone to care/ love...
[current book] something short for a.r.
[current worry] abbey is sick :-(
[story behind your journal username] nobody is perfect. short and simple.
[current favorite article of clothing] velvet sweat suit thing. it’s so comfy.
[favorite place to be] in my bed.
[least favorite place] school/grochery with mommie.
[strong in mind or strong in body] mind. most definatly.
[time you wake up in the morning] 6:30 am...got to get in the beauty sleep, not that it works.
[favorite color] hot pink and red.
[do you believe in an afterlife] heaven.
[how tall are you] not sure...maybe 5 ft.?
[current favorite word(s)/Sayings] rrrg.mhm.<3.hehe.
[favorite season] summer.
[one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to] my grandpa, i never really met him.
[one person you wish was here right now] like at my house? middy i guess... she’s hilarious.
[favorite day] friday.
[a random lyric] ...now that i can see you, i know that your not worth a second glance... -d.c.

|| present ||

[in cd player] burnt all american rejects c.d
[on feet] toes?
[under bed] junk... there isn’t anything growing under there i dont think...
[what time you got up] 6:25 am
[time it is now] 7:10 pm

|| future ||

[you want to grow up to] photographer...like mid’s mommie!
[ideal job] photographer... stay home mom too.
[probable job] photographer, ect... something not to complicated.
[you want to live (place)] alabama or atlanta... i don’t want to be too far from home
[number of children you want] 2 at the most. i couldn’t handle anymore.

|| current ||

[mood] lonely
[music] blink 182- feelin this
[taste] orbit gum
[hair] down straight...just washed.
[attire] velvet black pants and a t-shirt.
[annoyance] migraine
[smell] victoria secret lotion.hehe.
[longing] love. someone to get online!
[desktop image] lyrics...
[fav. music artist] too many to count.
[crush] shh. it’s a secret.
[time-wasting wish] for my dreams to come true...
[hate] myself sometimes. i wish i could change alittle bit.

thank you guys. the ride is now over....

(1 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

all the perfect words, they seem so wrong... [26 Oct 2003|06:39pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | happy endings. aar ]

i'm not going to write in here too much anymore, only when something important has happened i guess. but nothing important ever happens so i guess i wont write anything for a while but you never know. this weekend i went to the oak mnt./spain park game. it was okay, it is the last time that i will get to see some people though :-(
i'm going to miss them... but anyways after the game i got ryan to excourt me to the gate because i was scared to walk by myself, yes i'm a chicken. then my mom came and got me, lauren, and paige. (they live in hoover) and we dropped paige off at midnight madness at spain park and then went to laurens house. it was pretty fun because we got to watch malibu's most wanted. :-) it was funny. then on our way to pick paige back up we saw a car flipped upside down...but the person was okay thank god. but it was scary looking. at church i heard the from the guys friend that he sneezed and swirved the wheel. i would have been soooo freakin scared if that was me. but um then we came home went to bed around like 2. then saturday we had to get up and go to this boring thing wif my church at 9. then today i came home after church and did homework in stuff and watched tv. over all this has been a horrible weekend. i think i am going to go crazy. and i havent sleeped but like 15 hours this weekend... a hole 3 days wif 15 hours of sleep. trust me... you dont want to get in my way.
also i think about like a few months/weeks ago i had like alot more friends. and like now they are hardly my friends anymore. and i know you will think that it is because i'm mean... it's not because like right after i got these new friends and stuff... i started trying to be like alot nicer person. but i'm guessing it isnt working. i dont know but i miss my old friends. and now i'm loosing some of the ones i have right now. ughhh. and they dont even know that they are dropping me for someone better. i hate people like that. i despise people who will like get to know you and then become your really good friend and then like right after here comes someone better or more 'popular' and they just drop you for them because they think people will like them more if they are popular but dude i doesnt matter. i just wish that they would not care about that sort of stuff. i dont know but it is really bothering me. well i guess i'm done i can't type anymore because i am about to fall asleep on the keyboard. o yeah and happy birfday alyssa... hope 14 will be a good year for you. <333. and happy birfday emily too. well byebye.<333.

happy endings,
jus what did you do,
if you'r a dream then come true,
stop pretending,
that what you mean isn't what you say,
hopeful dreaming,
of times before the pain,
wishing it was still the same,
loving,leaving,
round and round and round we go again...
-a.a.r.

(1 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

now that i can see you, i dont think you'r worth a second glace... [19 Oct 2003|01:41pm]
[ mood | unexplainable ]
[ music | a.a.r. "my paper heart" ]

i am having one of the worst/best weekends ever. i guess i'll start off with the bad stuff. it's always good to save the best for last. hehe. um okay well last night someone, i won't mention who, but was really mean to me. i dont think that he was trying to be like that but everything just seemed so mean. i understand that he was in an extremely bad mood but that doesnt change how it hurt me you know? words hurt...worse than anything else in the world. and another thing. i also found out something about this guy i liked. and now i don't know what to do. like i can't stand him anymore. he isn't even worth a second glace. i don't know how the feeling that i had just dissapeared so quickly. but i think i am still a little hung up on him. it is unexplainable... okay well i think that's most of the bad stuff. so here's the good. i got to have a nice, long chat with ryan last night. he is so sweet to me. :-) and here is the bestest good thing. me and abbey had like the best talk last night. i love her so much. she is finally happy. i am so happy that she is here for me again. just like old times... good times good times. like i was crying uncontrolably. happy tears. it could just be the time of the month. but i dont think so. it was much more than that. she is one of the only people i have right now. but o well. she is all i need. she is everything. like i got to hang out with her at the middle school game and it was perfect. it was the first time it was just me and her hanging out like old times. i miss it. but hopefully everything is going to be back to normal. i love you abbey moon. well i guess that is all i have to say... <333

o yeah. and most of the time from now on i'm gona put parts of songs in here. just to let you know...

"tears fall down your face, the taste is something new, something that i know, moving on is easiest when i am around you" -a.a.r.

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...there has been a MIRACLE... [17 Oct 2003|10:22pm]
[ mood | surprised ]
[ music | dashboard confessional. ]

dude this must be a MIRACLE.
i am so proud of my smart self.
would you like to hear my grades...?
i know you do so here they are...
science- 85
lit- 80
english- 91
math- 70
social studies- 81
...my smartyness amazes me...
and guess what happens now...?
my mom is finally letting me go out on halloween!
also i am not grounded!!!
i am soooooooooooooo happy now.
but then my mom was like "you need to improve"
and i was like um. those are good grades for me and she got all mad.
she gave me the "you can do better than that" speach.
ugh.it was painful.l0l.

well um.
the game was okay last night.
we lost. are you surprised?
um...
today was team building day on white team.
it was okay because i had an ok group.
we watched this thing showing pictures of winnataska.
but i wasnt important enough to have any pictures.
daniel perez was like posing in all of them but he claims not to.
then i talked to middy and she said that there were pictures of me in her slide show thing.
now i feel important.hehe.
but um. tonight i had middy over.
we went to mexicalli...it was pretty good.
then we went to walmart.
guess what i bought...
huge.i repeat.huge granny glasses.
they are the best.
after that we came home and watched Little Vampires on disney.
wow it was good. but i changed the channel half way through.
then shawshank redemption. it was sooo sad.
i cried when this old guy hung himself. :-(
well um now we'r bored because everyone went to the AWAY game.
rrrrrrrrg. well i'm gona go now.
<333.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.

This is one time
that you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave
the refuge that you've built to flee
the places you have come to fear the most.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and hidden in the public eye.
Such a stellar monument to loneliness.
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by.
-dashboard confessional

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...ugh ohh... [16 Oct 2003|04:22pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | dashboard confessional.swiss army romance ]

well i havent writin since saturday so i'm gona fill you in wif what happened.
sunday...
-went to church
-ate at zapadas
-amanda spent the night
...and that's about it
monday... NO SCHOOL!
-woke up
-ate
-went to shaynas
-rode blakes dirtbike (i am the best driver.)
-amanda left
...and now this week...
tuesday...
-school
-homework
...wow so interesting
wednesday...
-school
-homework
-church
...boring
today...
well today was okay.
i went to school.
but then i realized there was a HUGE hole in my shirt.
and it was right under my armpit.
talk about imbarrassing.
and i didnt even notice until like 1st period.
rrrrrrrrrrg.
damn harry t shirt.
but um.
i came home and took a shower.
i looked so bad today.
but o well.
now i'm about to go to the game.
it is the last home game... :-(
o well our team sucks.

well guys tonight is probably one of the last nights that you will be able to see me...
tomorrow is report card day.
i have HORRIBLE grades.
and in math i have an F.
i hate school.
my mom said if i did bad then i would be grounded.
grounded from saturday-november 1st i think.
dude.
i am going to be so bored.
that means...
-no weekends
-no computer
-no phone
-no t.v.
-no BlUrTy...
so i'm guessing this will be my last entry for a while so comment please.
i will be looking forward to them. :-)!

well i'll miss you guys...
who/ever is reading this.
<333.

leave a good one.

(such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...i think i love you... [11 Oct 2003|12:06pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | 3 days grace.i hate everything about you ]

well this week has sucked.
but o well...atleast it's over!
thursday i went to our homecoming game.
it was fun because i got to see some people that i havent seen in a long time.
7th grade won. but we lost...as usual.
friday i went to the highschool homecoming game.
it was okay.
i didnt really know where i belonged.
i kept going from "group" to "group"
dude.there are way to many groups to choose from these days!
then after the game we dropped off middy and amanda came over.
she couldnt spend the night so her mommie got her at 11.
but she is coming on sunday i think.
this doesnt go for all people but...the 7th graders are so much nicer to me than 8th.
maybe this just goes for me but i wish i was in there grade sometimes.
i would probably have way more than like the 3 friends i have now.
spirit week is over. :-(
but anyways...
i think i like some one now.
i havent liked anyone in a while.
like truely liked someone.
but i think i am starting to like someone!
finally.it is about time.
well i think i'm about done.
byebye.

(2 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...sPiRiT wEeK-yAy... [07 Oct 2003|09:00pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | someday.nickelback ]

well i havent updated in like 6 days.
i just havent felt like it.
but it doesnt really matter.
because the only people who read this are the people who hate me.
and the one's who think i'm a poser.
well i'm not gona think about that right now.
i was having a pretty good night until now.
i dont have them very often and then you have to go and ruin them.
thank you so much.

well um.
last week was okay.
thursday i went to the game and froze my ass off.
but at least we won.
friday i went to the game and froze my ass off even more.
but i think we won so it's all good.
then me and middy got a ride home wif cisti.tori.n.morgan.
it was fun because we got to go to mexicalli.
they told them it was my birfday but i didnt get sung to.
and i didnt get to wear a sumbraro either.
but o well.
then me and middy came home and pretty much went to bed.
we woke up about like 9ish and had to go to tennis at like 11.
ugh. i hate tennis.
it is like the queirest sport ever and guess what i have to do it.
because my freakin mom wants me to.
and yes i have to do everything to make mom happy.
i wish that i could make my own decistions sometimes.
um. anyways.
we came home and ate.
then for some reason about 6 7th graders and shayna show up at my door.
so like we hung out on saturday.
o yes. what fun it was.
then everyone left and i got to do a whole book bag full of homework.
sunday i went to church and then went to party city and stuff.
it was okay.
i got some halloween stuff.
but i had to pay for all of it.
that sucked.

now...
yay.
it's finally spirit day!
i love this week.
um. yesterday was hat day.
i waited of course till last minute and then i had to wear middys brothers hat.
but at least it was auburn...who won their game this weekend!
and today was doctor day and i got to wear my scrubs.
they were so cumfy.
i almost fell asleep in class.
but every day of course 8th grade is winning.
go us.
wednesday is camo day.
thursday is spirit day.
and friday is hawiian day.
i miss twin day. :-(
but um. i think thats about all.
theres a pep rally and the homecoming game on thursday.
and theres a highschool game on friday so i guess this is just a busy week...
um i guess thats all.
please only comment nicely on this one if you want to comment.
thanks.

(8 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...wow time flys... [01 Oct 2003|09:13pm]
wow.
i havent updated in a whole 5 days.
i know that you are so looking forward to my new entry.
hehe.
that's bull.
but anyways...
i had a suck ass weekend.
would you like to hear my most exicting part of the weekend.
yes i know you do...
[x] going to walmart wif my mommie.
[x] shopping. (it was okay)
[x] lil brother's baseball game.
wow.
contain your jealousy please.
and that was a whole 3 days.
i did 3 things.
o well.
this week is going okay.
let's start wif the good...
[x] me n shayna ran mon. n tues. (go me)
[x] went to matt's tuesday night
[x] no home work
now the bad...
[x] made a 70 on s.s. test
[x] i think i flunked my math test
[x] shayna's grounded
[x] abbey hates me.dont give her a gun.unless you want me dead.
[x] rumors suck ass too
um...
well i can't go to the middle school game tomorrow.
it's my daddies birfday.
but i can go to the high school game on friday.
yay.
well i gg.
mommies yelling.

(6 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...can i get a hip-hip-horay!... [26 Sep 2003|07:49pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | .the.crickets.outside.my.house. ]

yay!
i am finally a validated user!
that means that i can comment and have my username show up on the comment.
and other stuff like that.
i figured out how to do it all by myself!
arent you so proud?

well anyways.
thursday was boring.
there was an away football game.
which we WON our first win!
and the 7th grade got their asses whipped!
um...
then today.
all that has happened is that i went to school.
then i came home.
this is the most boring day of my entire life.
i hate being home-alone!
my parents brought my brother to eat and left me.
and then my mom said that she would bring me to wally world.
when she got home a few minutes ago she was like,
"i'll bring you tomorrow molly. i dont feel like it"
ugh. that was going to be the fun of the evening.
that was all that i had to do!
o well.
i guess i'll just sit here and talk about my problems.
doesnt that sound like so much fun?
anyways.
my main problem of the evening is...
*i'm sooo lonely*
haha. aint that korny?
i need a man!
geez!
i got my <()> on somebody right now.
but they dont even notice that i'm alive.
i feel like a peice of shit.
o well.
p.s. <()> = eye. haha.
um... i'm gona go now.
nobody is on.
but i dont feel like writing anymore pointless shit.
<3you!

amanda parker is the love of my life

(1 fell for it | such a sucker for a sweet talker.)

...t0day... [24 Sep 2003|07:01pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | all these REM commercials.i wish i was at the concert. ;-( ]

heysexi.
omg.
today was sooo much fun.
after school me n melissa got to be car riders.
n then we went to the thrift store.
it was fun.
i hopped in the buggy.
i got...
-justice league shirt
-brook hill's t-shirt
-b-ball shirt wif the name ELLIOT on the back.
-a Let'S Party skate shirt.
...let me tell you...
they r like the PIMPEST shirts ever.
haha.
omg.
and when i was in the buggy.
middy ran me into a pole in i got a scratch.
haha.
and we saw matt west n brad cook.
lord.
i'm glad they dont know who i am!
i was a reck. l0l.
anyways...
i am so pissed off.
i want to go to the REM concert sooo bad.
it is about to start i think.
and the radio says there r tickets left.
if you got to go.
tell me about it soon.
i wanna know if it was good.
but like most likely it was GREAT!
o well.
um...
everybody is at church right now.
i feel so left out.
and no one is online either.
.:tear tear:. ;-(
and i'm waiting for someone to get on too.
they better hurry up.
well i'm gona go.
dont forget to "shake what yo moma gave ya"
haha.
thats queir.
but i like it.
byebye.
<3.

when you feel like no one loves you... i <3 you! haha.

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