||[01 Mar 2005|02:11pm]
things are ok.
just ok, but i'm ok with that, for now.
it seems like everyone is in love but me. i don't like that.
i've been so lazy lately. i need to get off my ass and do something worthwile. anything, really...make something of my life...
||[19 Feb 2005|10:29pm]
sometimes i wish i could just start over....
or that people could forget what they know about me....
or that i wouldn't be so dumb all the time....
or that i wouldn't worry so much....
||[01 Feb 2005|02:17pm]
mirror 2, shannon 0
as much as i want to change, its really hard. i hate playing all of these stupid mind games with myself. still. and fighting with my reflection. always.
|shes just like a maze...
||[28 Jan 2005|02:38pm]
life right now is....
and totally worse
at the same time.
im all mixed up. some things are going fantastically well...but others not so much. i guess thats just life- always. i don't like it, but i need to face it.
i lost a few pounds...so thats exciting. love is incredibly confusing - i just have no clue what to do. dance has been going well, especially the last few days. my voice lesson was incredible. they aren't doing musicals for the studios though - instead its anti-realism, which isn't my thing at all. so i won't be getting to act at all for this half of the semester. there is one though- there are no words, just movement and mime. how incredible is that. im thinking about maybe auditioning for that one. i dunno. my classes are a lot of work. a lot of reading. and stupid stuff for journalism. im so exhausted. i dont even want to go out tonight. isn't college supposed to be fun or something? but then again i have to stop and think that im not in college for the same reasons normal people are. if i want to succeed at dance, it has to be my life. and so it is.
||[24 Jan 2005|03:54pm]
i just don't know what i want.
|do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do (umm thats supposed to be the twilight zone song...see below)
||[20 Jan 2005|04:11pm]
i really think i took a wrong turn on the way back to school and ended up in bizarro desales (like the twlight zone...get it? haha)...things just seem wayy too weird around here since we've been back. i can't even put my finger on it. its not bad--but its odd. i guess mostly it stems from the fact that i haven't really seen that many people. laura and lauren and i have been having a ton of tb4l time, which is awesome...and we started going to the gym in the morning (like 6:45-7ish...intense i know), which gives me great energy during the day but means that my old lady self needs to drag her booty to bed even earlier than normal. but its worth it. im determined to get into shape this semester....but do it the healthy way. so yea...
the other things that kinda of weird is that people seem different....they're just acting really weird, i don't like it. and also maybe its just me, but i feel kinda isolated sometimes...like i walk into a room and no one notices (haha i sound like the mr. celephane song from chicago)...im sure its just me being my normal paranoid self, but i still feel like quadruple hawk awkward. oh well...this weekend should be good, even if we do get snowed in. a chance to hang out with everyone.
if you don't know what this is about, don't worry about it, i just really liked this quote:
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it
its ok though, im over it
||[19 Jan 2005|04:39pm]
My Strongest Suit (reprise) *(from Aida)
I may leave a great impression
As I race through a succession
Of the latest crazes, chase the newest fad
I feel better when beguiling
Find that fashion keeps me smiling
But in my heart I know it's rather sad
That a life of great potential
Is dismissed, inconsequential
And only ever seen as being cute
So I'll flutter to deceive
Oh no you must believe
That one day you're bound to find
A Stronger Suit
I Know the Truth (Aida)
How did I come to this?
How did I slip and fall?
How did I throw half a lifetime away
Without any thought at all?
This should have been my time
It's over, it never began
I closed my eyes to so much for so long
and I no longer can
I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of shift in a star
But I know the truth and it haunts me
it's flown just a little too far
I know the truth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks me
It's flown just a little too far.
Why do I want him still?
Why when there's nothing there?
How to go on with the rest of my life
To pretend I don't care
This should've been my time
It's over-It never began
I closed my eyes to so much for so long
and I no longer can
I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of twist in my fate
But I know the truth and it haunts me
I learned it a little too late
Oh I know the trth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks me
I learned it a little too late
||[15 Jan 2005|10:57pm]
weekend at home:
didn't do too much, what a surprise, i know! i was thinking about taking class at princeton this morning, but then i chickened out - once i'm about 20 pounds thinner and a 100 times better at ballet maybe i'll be up for dealing with the 14 year olds that are almost ready for abt and constant verbal abuse from the staff. sigh. ok it wasn't that bad, most of my teachers were really good....and i did get great training there, which has helped in my modern and theater dance technique. and im not terrible at ballet either- i just don't have the body or the fouttes anymore. so i'm going to work at getting both of those back this semester.
i digress....where was i?
oh right....what i actually did do this weekend, instead of taking class. well i went to the library (my new most favorite place ever) and got the movies funny girl, pajama game and caberet. then this afternoon i watched funny girl with my grandmom, then went out to dinner with her and my mom, then watched caberet with my mom. i think i'll save pajama game for tomorrow morning since its getting late now. my mom and i always joke around that i was born in the wrong era: im addicted to old movies, especially musicals. as a little girl my favorite movie of all time was meet me in saint louis. i wanted to be judy garland or ginger rogers when i grew up. then somehow i was introduced to the world of pink tights and tutus, and completely enchanted, i put all plans of 42nd street on hold and focused my energies on swan lake instead. so now i don't know what to do. i'll never have the vocal talents of judy or the fierce pointe work of the swan queen, but we'll see what happens....im really just determined to work on everything this semester and in the next 2 years so im ready for whatever life throws my way after graduation. i really believe that everything happens for a reason, and that every crazy twist and turn that God has gotten me through is just preparing me for what lies ahead.
wow....i really digress. i think im reading too many biographies, im like writing my life story in here lately. anyway i move back to school for real tomorrow, so we'll see how that goes. im excited for most of my classes this semester. i have the infamous tr-143 (theater crafts, like costume and set stuff), dance comp 2, ballet and modern (duh!), intro to drama (yay!), western civ 2 (boo), journalism (eh) and voice (super yay!). tuesdays and thursdays are my dancing days: i can take ballet or pilates at 11, then modern 2 at 12:30 and modern 4 at 2. i'll also have 4 crew hours a week for tr-143, rehearsals for dance ensemble like 9 hours a week or so, and hopefully lots of tutoring hours (i need the money haha). plus i want to maybe audition some more studios, just for fun and the experience. so its gonna be a pretty intense semester. especially when we start choreographing real piece for comp in the spring.....and i want to audition for caberet in the spring too. im going crazy just thinking about it all!! but it should be really fun too.
ok...shut up shannon. g'night all.
|...and dance is it.
||[14 Jan 2005|04:57pm]
the residency was absolutely amazing. after breakfast and lots of warmup time at like 9, we had class every morning at 10, then rehearsals were supposed to go until 5 everyday, but after dan (the teacher/choreographer) managed to bang out all seven minutes of the dance in two days, they were cut short most afternoons. it was really tiring, and i was the most sore i think i have every been in my entire life, but it didnt' matter once we got into the studio and started working-its so funny that dance, which is the thing that makes you sore in the first place, was the only thing that made it even better. we could barely walk down the hall, but once the music came on it healed us. it was so incredible just to focus on dance for an entire week, without any distractions like homework, boys, and drama with my friends. because we had to live in the freshman dorms for the week, i didn't even have a computer! nights were spent watching dance movies, reading dance books, and having delicious dinners and lots of girl talk at our professors' houses. courtney was my roommate, which was nice. the piece is really different from anything i have ever performed before--very very musical. i really need to take music classes again, maybe even learn to read music. i have such rhythm problems sometimes!! so between that and like a million other things everyday i managed to convince myself several times that i will never, ever become a professional dancer....but in the end i think it was really good for me. pointed out so much more stuff for me to work on this semester. i also got 3 more books from the library at school - a bio of balanchine, which i am reading now, private domain-the autobiography of paul taylor, and sight line-a collection of essays and reviews by the critic arlene croche. i picked that one bc there is a whole article on kyra in it!! i miss her class so much : ( anyway we got out really early today so i came home to do some laundry and hang out with the fam until i move back to school for real on sunday afternoon.
|sometimes, going home is a real trip
||[08 Jan 2005|08:41pm]
so here i am on the eve of my last day of break. i move back to school tomorrow. this break has been...interesting, i suppose. i did a lot of thinking. im usually a very introspective person, but its been worse than usual. things just feel like they changed a lot around here so it forced me to ask myself was it really just me who changed? i think i have, for good and for bad. i don't want to get into everything, but i feel like i have a better grip on myself and what i want that i did all semester...than i have in a long time, actually. i think that having time to myself made me realize who i am, ya know? i probably just sound like a whiny dawson's creek character, but its true!! like i had to let go of everything to find it again. i feel more like myself than i have in a long time, which is not always who i was at school. its just so easy to get caught up in...everything. how you look, what you do, how you act around different people...it all just got too be too much for me to handle sometimes. but not anymore. like im not saying im some crazy new person, or that i was just playing a role or something the past few months...but i think its more like i felt like i wasn;t always letting myself be me. i was trying to be what other people wanted me to be. or trying too hard to stand out. like i was looking in the mirror without make up last week and for the first time in a while i was really ok with that. its all kinda like that. does that make sense? im not so sure.
in other news....my caaaarrrrr is baaaccckkkkk!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!! complete with a real working cd player. omg i finally feel like im not stuck in the 80s anymore! and its all clean and smells good, like lemony something. i appreciate it so much more than i did before, let me tell you. its so nice to have her back!
|you know you're pathetic when you spend more time on surveys over break than anything worthwile...
||[07 Jan 2005|12:07am]
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? plaid...there pjs, fashion is not a primary concern
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? dinner
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? my chemical romance
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? kelly green
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? laura
THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? honestly...probably hair and smile
FAVORITE DRINK? water
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINKS? smirnoff, margaritas, raspberry martinis, daquiris, twisted tea...such a girlie girl when it comes to cocktails
FAVORITE SPORTS? swimming, gymnastics....don't even try to tell me that dance is a sport, even though we work just as hard as atheletes, its a performing ART, which means i am an artist, which means i am so much better than all of you ; )
*dancers are the atheletes of God~ Martha*
HAIR COLOR? reddish, its fading too fast though...
EYE COLOR? hazel...green, brown and gold
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? negative
HOW MANY SIBLINGS DO YOU HAVE? 3 brothers
FAVORITE MONTH? june, september, november
FAVORITE FOOD? fresh fruit, those little cocktail shrimpies, pasta la vista (good ole dsu caf), breakfast, spinich dip from the pub (even if it looks like a code zoe :x)
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? some lifetime thing
FAVORITE DAY? saturday
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? i talk big game, but when it comes down to it, yes
HUGS OR KISSES? both are fantabulous when not from creepy guys
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR PIE? umm apple i guess...with crumbs on top...mmm!
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla
WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? blood memory (the autobiography of martha graham)
WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? dinner with sam, bummed around the house
FAVORITE SMELLS? the ocean, things cooking, fresh cut grass, right before it snows (i don't know what it is, theres just a smell in the air)
WHAT INSPIRES YOU? seeing people (especially my friends) perform, art in general, music...concerts, reading about famous performers and dancers, the love of my fam and friends, the beach
BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? healthy pop
FAVORITE CAR? i've always wanted a beat up old light blue convertable
FAVORITE FLOWER? wildflowers....and cactuses
HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 3 and the door swiper for the dorm
CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope
WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? had a whole weekend of fun
DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? blood donor? yes indeed, though i don't know if i can give anymore bc i pass out : (
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? usually: no, i don't think today is gonna happen
EVER BEEN IN LOVE? nope
IF YOU COULD GO BACK, WHAT WOULD YOU DO DIFFERENTLY? oh man...erase most of last semester from people's minds, not be so shy in grade school and most of high school, not eat whatever i wanted when i was a kid...heh it sucks now trying to be healthy
i'm seeing my loves tommmoooorrroooowww!!!! yay!
|....of all these friends and lovers....
||[06 Jan 2005|08:50pm]
my mother drives me absolutely insane sometimes.
yet she's still always there for me, always my best friend....thats so unfair, bc then i feel really bad about saying that she drives me insane bc i know deep down she doesn't mean it. but im so sensitive about things sometimes, and i can't explain why some of the things that she does or says make me irritated. i cried twice today partly bc of her....actually i've cried a lot lately. i just get in these phases...like a month, sometimes more, sometimes only a few days...where every little fucking thing makes me cry....and then my mom gets mad. i think she thinks im trying to make her feel bad by crying. but im not...i swear im not...i just can't help it. ughhhh....
i missed our dinner tonight bc she couldn't go...she's had plans made for tonight for quite some time now, which i totally respect. but then she didn't understand why i would want go with out her. i think she was offended. well im sorry that this is the last night im probably going to be able to spend with my friends before we all leave each other for another 3 months. im sorry they didn't tell me about the plans weeks in advance so it would fit in with your schedule, but that happens to everyone... anyway, eventually she started telling me to go, but i couldn't, knowing that i would upset her by going. its a freaking mother-daughter dinner, i would be pissed if my daughter went without me too. either way i was losing...make my mom feel bad (and myself feel guilty) and go, or make me feel bad and not go...so i went with the latter. i hope that maybe i'll get to see everyone again, but this weekend is so busy that it doesn't seem likely. which sucks. i love that i have so many great people in my life...but im sick of having to chose between all of them...between home and school, home and friends, friends and school, even groups of friends at home and groups of friends at school....they are all so important to me.
|so. incredibly. bored.
||[05 Jan 2005|11:52pm]
i keep getting asked to join that thexplastics communitity. i don't know if this is good or bad. do i come off as a spoiled snob in my journal? i hope not.
so mills just told me that time after time is in napolean dynamite? sweet. another reason i need to see that movie.
dinner with sam tonight was good....it was so nice to see her again. i hope we hang out again soon!
i still don't believe break is almost over. i mean im bored at home sometimes....but really where did the time go? it just flies by so quickly anymore, and i feel so old...
im dreading packing up for school....my stuff is all over the place, its gonna take forever : (
Quteepi27: guess what?
DANCERSD: i just fell off my chair
i miss my laurs : (
so this is fun:
Post your favorite memory of me in the comment section. Then post this in your journal and see what people remember about you.
||[05 Jan 2005|08:04pm]
a long december and there's reason to believe
maybe this year will be better than the last.
|a bunch of stuff...
||[05 Jan 2005|01:27pm]
soo this week is shaping up differently than i thought it would, but its been ok all the same. i haven't really gotten to any dance classes bc no where around here really offers open enrollment classes that you can just drop into whenever you feel like it. then koresh hasn't worked bc 1.) i don't have my car to drive to the train station and 2.) my parents are really afraid about the city at night (which is conveniently when all the modern/jazz classes are)....so im not allowed to be down there by myself after dark, so i need to rally friends to come with me and occupy themselves while im dancing but still walk with me to and from the train station. which is hard to do bc everyone has stuff to do and all that. so im definately going to a ballet class at pbs on friday morning (at 9:15, which means i have to leave the house at like 7:30 bc of traffic....ew), and otherwise just dedicating myself to pilates/stretching/etc. i also don't think philly/the shore are going to work out either bc tonight im going to dinner with sam, tomorrow the girls are thinking about doing a mother/daughter dinner thing, friday i have to leave here at like 2:00 to get to laura's so we can go up to lauren's for our night of roomie fun, then saturday night im going to see momix with my dad and sunday will be church and packing like a maniac so i can get to school a little after 5! phew, it feels like just a week ago that i even auditioned for this residency thing in the first place, and like yesterday that i finished up my finals, said my goodbyes and came home for break.
last night i went to the movies with mo and rach. we were supposed to be meeting the fockers, but it was sold out so we saw ocean's 12 instead. it wasn't as good as the first one, but seeing all those famous actors work with each other is really interesting, and of course brad pitt is gorgeous. definately worth the $4 ticket (gotta love tuesday nights at franklin mills!)
totally related to nothing: i want to learn how to knit. i've been wanting to off and on for a while, but for some reason lately i've really been thinking about it...maybe the only lady in me now is really starting to show. i looked up this thing online which gives directions on how to do some simple stitches and stuff, i don't know how effective it will be but i think i might try it.
so i have to say, im really proud of my dsu kids for updating their xangas so much over break haha! since i have nothing better to do, its fun to read about what everyone has been up to. and its good to know im not the only loser with an online journal. now if we could only get mare to start using hers again....
|2nd entry of the day....a little p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c
||[03 Jan 2005|12:02am]
tonight i went out to eat with mo, rach, becky, meg phinney (who i haven't seen since graduation!) and kim conway. it was really nice...we went to carrabba's and i got a huge yummy salad and had lots of their great bread. meg commented that everyones hair had changed, which i didn't realize was true until tonight...its weird to see how much we've grown up since june of 2003!...its corny but true all the same. we had a lot of fun gossiping about who from our class had had kids, who was married, who was going to what school now and dating whom....it made me kinda miss my NA days.
tomorrow i have to go to the dentist....boo. the last time i was there, i had 5 cavities. eww i felt like such a hick...i do have good dental hygine, i swear, my teeth are just prone to cavities. it runs in the family. so im definately dreading that.
but...i also get to dance this week again! here is the game plan: i want to go to koresh for modern-jazz on tuesday and princeton for a ballet class with doug on friday morning. then im calling 2 local studios who have adult classes tomorrow morning and hopefully will be able to take a jazz class and maybe another ballet class. this is going to be expensive, but worth it....im literally going crazy not dancing, and i want to be in really good shape for the residency.
|a boy like that
||[02 Jan 2005|03:41pm]
but my heart, anita, but my heart.
i have been listening to west side story a little too much lately...im just in a broadway mood i guess. that line just keeps jumping out at me, though, every time i listen....there's just something about love prevailing even when it seems impossible....
|i lean against the wind, pretend that i am weightless....
||[01 Jan 2005|09:36pm]
....and in this moment, i am happy.
i went to the beeeaaaccchhhh today!!! with my family. gosh it was incredible...the smell of the ocean is the most amazing thing on earth, i swear. and it was so warm and sunny, just a nice ocean breeze. i sat a read for a long time, and walked along the water, splashed around a little, collected seashells. i was just so honestly happy...totally in my element. it made me want to dance. i wish i was still there.....
otherwise, new years was uneventful....painfully uneventful. i was a little sad sitting at home, but it was my choice, and i am proud of myself that i was able to make it. but anyway, i have a feeling its going to be a happy new year, i really do. even this week is looking better. i'm hanging out with sam for the first time since graduation, going to see jaime perform with momix over the weekend, going dancing with my roommates over in jersey, maybe even going to the beach again<3 with friends this time, and hopefully down to philly to see juice...i only saw her once all break, and shes moving back to school tomorrow. then sunday i leave for school already! for as pitiful as my break was, i really enjoyed it. don't get me wrong, i can't wait to see my friends again, but if it wasn't for the residency intensive (in which i get to do nothing but dance all day for a whole week!!) i'd probably be dreading it.
the more i think about school, the more i wonder what it will be like. spring semester last year was so different from fall.....i can't helping wondering if that will happen again. honestly, i hope it does. fall semester, while it had its high points, was really not very good. i have to say that my wish for this semester is that everyone gets along better, we see more of each other, and that i actually get my act together and focus on my school work and dance instead being a lazy, bitter grump (although i got a 3.68 gpa this semester, hell yea!). its bound to be different though...things can only get better
|peace out 2004
||[31 Dec 2004|04:36pm]
i have such bad fucking luck.
happy new year, i guess
|survey, stolen from carley
||[30 Dec 2004|04:32pm]
x: name = shannon marie elizabeth dooling
:x: piercings = 3 per ear
:x: tattoos = soon, i promise
:x: height= 5'5-ish
:x: shoe size = 7 1/2
:x: hair color = umm reddish now, its a work in progress though
:x: siblings = larry/pat/sean
:x: movie you rented = elf
:x: movie you bought = love actually, well it was a gift
:x: song you listened to = a boy like that/i have a love from west side story
:x: song that was stuck in your head = "if you want my body, and you think im sexy, come on sugar let me know...." no idea what its called though
:x: cd you bought = room's too cold, early november...yea its been a while
:x: cd you listened to = west side story soundtrack
:x: person you've called = lauren i think
:x: person that's called you = laura
:x: tv show you've watched = the news
:x: you have a crush on someone = maybe
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes
:x: you think about suicide = nope
:x: you believe in online dating = not really
:x: you want more piercings = i do, but they'd get in the way of performing and sesame, so now
:x: you like cleaning = only for company
:x: you like roller coasters = yup
:x: you write in cursive or print = hybrid of the 2
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = against, generally
:x: using someone = totally for it!!!
:x: killing people = generally again
:x: teenage smoking = eww smoking period. AGAINST
:x: driving drunk = against. most definately
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for...im not going to get in the way of love
:x: soap operas = ugh against
:x: ever cried over a girl= umm i've cried because some girls can be evil bitches and make my life living hell, but i haven't done that in a while
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yea...i try not to though
:x: ever been in a fist fight = only with pillows
:x: ever been arrested = no (phew!)
:x: shampoo do you use = umm it depends, something that smells good
:x: shoes do you wear = MY NEW PINK SNEAKERS!...slippers to class all the time...my new pink and blue sneakers too<33...and heels or my slut boots when i want to get dressed up
:x: are you scared of = oomphaloompas, lighting when i am outside
:x: of times I have been in love ~ none
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = a few...im kind of overdramatic about boys sometimes
:x: of hearts I have broken? = a few, im sure
:x: of girls I have kissed? = ummm...no comment
:x: of boys I have kissed? = a bunch...i don't really keep a record though
:x: of girls I've slept with? = noooo....
:x: of boys I've slept with? = cuddling is nice
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 5, maybe more or less
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= hmm...a few...for various dance-related things
:x: of scars on my body? = one from surgery and a few bc im clutzy
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = "forget regret, or life is yours to miss"
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty – i clean up ok
:x: funny - i don't mind making a fool out of myself, so usually people laugh at that
:x: hot - nooo....cute, maybe, definately not hot
:x: friendly - once you get to know me
:x: amusing – yes...but im also easily amused so maybe its just that
:x: ugly – not usually, maybe when i first wake up in the morning
:x: loveable – when im not an angry troll
:x: caring – yup
:x: sweet - one doesn't win nicest/sweetest in the sesame superlatives 3 years in a row for nothing!
:x: dorky - oh yea definately
5 letter word: dance...heh bet you saw that coming
actor/actress: zach braff, hugh grant
Candy: candy corn
Cartoon: the simpsons, but they'd have to fight family guy to the death for it
Cereal: mmmm cheerios, special k, crispex...but lucky charms will always have a place in my heart
Chewing gum: any kind with a shell
Color nail polish: i don't really do nail polish...it just gets all chippy and gross
Day of week: saturday, mostly bc then i have sunday off!!
Least fave day: tuesday...its just a crappy day
Jello flavor: red
Jewelry: the pearls my grandmother gave me, and star earrings
Special skills/talents: dance, trying to be an actress, oh and i can do liptrills on notes now too!
Summer/Winter: summer most def, then fall
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools...i think im part fishie
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: meeee!!!
Saw you cry: my teddy bear
Made you cry: everything
Yelled at you: i don't remember
Sent you an email: some spam thing
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: all the time...there is no other appropriate attire for a good old dsu DRUNCH
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: oh yea
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: umm cassette tape and magazines
Been on stage: its my home :)
Been to New York: yes
Been to California: when i was a baby
Canada: yes sir
South America: nope
Australia: nah mate
Wished you were the opposite sex: carley's answer::"no way...i can be a girl wear skirts and heels and still rock a power tool!!!" (i think thats the only appropriate way for a tough girl to respond)
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: red
Walmart or target?: Target....but i must admit my love for the q-town walmart
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: probably read some more
What was the last meal you ate?: apple w. peanut butter and whole grain waffle
High school or college?: COLLEGE
Are you bored?:very
Last noise you heard?: hum of computer
Last smell you sniffed?: my mom burnt a bagel in the toaster
Last time you went out of state/province?: can't remember
|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes...3 i think, maybe 4
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: nope
Do you speak any other languages?: a lil spanish
Last book you read: winter season
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: at home: my vanity; at school: blender, pictures, and all of our beachy things that look so out of place now that its the middle of winter
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: im too sexy for my cat
Worst feeling in the world: lonely...
|| You ||
Nickname(s): dooling, dool, one of the blondes, "that dance major", gimpy, gimperella, weeble
How old do you look?: 15
How old do you act?: like a 12 year old boy
Braces:when i was 12
Do you have any pets?: noooo
You get embarrassed: yes, not as much i as i used to though
What makes you happy?: being around friends, performing, dancing
What upsets you?: arrogant, self centered people